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Meaning Of Life

Dead Man Walking

by divergent13 7/31/2014

written by divergent13

I discovered this website by accident while searching for ways to die without pain/painless suicide then i read an article entitled How to Die without pain and reborn again! [Tutorial]. I was moved and inspired by it and it made me cry. It is a great article but i think it’s not applicable for me.

I tried to be happy. I forced myself to be happy. to remove negative thoughts and people in my life but life itself makes me feel that i don’t belong to this world and don’t deserve to be happy.

I’ve been bullied since i was a child. My childhood days are the […]

7/31/2014 3 comments

Giving life the proverbial finger

by tyenna 7/14/2014

written by tyenna

Life is shit. We all know it. And painful. I don’t recommend killing yourself because it messes up anyone close to you. My wife killed herself nearly 3 years ago and I am still dealing with the trauma. What I recommend is not having children.

The cathars of 10th 11th and 12th century languedoc believed that conception was the greatest of all sins. I agree. If life is shit we should refuse to replicate ourselves.

The best way to give life the proverbial finger, is to see it through to its bitter natural end, and all the while refuse to give it what it really wants from […]

7/14/2014 4 comments

Depressed, Rational, & Other

by BoyofChagrin 7/13/2014

written by BoyofChagrin

I have always speculated the meaning of my existence, but to no avail. I do not believe that anything has a purpose. There is actions and reactions but the universe has no motifs. Thus I find myself believing there is no reason to live. I don’t think many people talk openly about things like this but I wonder if and I the only one that does. Some people kill themselves from depression or other emotions, but for me its just a rational philosophical view that I do not need to exist. I need some enlightening, 17 is too young to be thinking like this.

7/13/2014 26 comments

Reasons and misunderstandings

by Kalana 4/20/2014

written by Kalana

I hate the way that when someone mentions suicide, people automatically assume they have a mental illness, or are in sone emotional state clouding their judgement. This isn’t always the case, and certainly not for me. I think people find it hard to grasp the concept that human beings aren’t perfect creatures, that every now and then genetics, hormones and the environment come together to make a mistake; an incoherent individual. This might present itself in many ways; dysphoria with your body for instance. Unfortunately we haven’t fully mastered the human body, and there is still plenty that cannot be changed to ensure coherence. do […]

4/20/2014 3 comments

I hate this boring, bored reality / real life / real world, I hate this life, this LIMITED world, and I hate people/humans ..!!

by niki 4/17/2014

written by niki

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world!

and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, superficial, mundane/boring, money and profits and image driven only, ignorant,.. mostly human beings especially today these days are much more bad & hopeless ..!!
(there are -thankfully/luckily?- only FEW humans/people that I like, eg: the very creative/imaginative & ‘other-worldly’ artists who created/made all those awesome fantasy, sci-fi stories, novels, books, […]

4/17/2014 7 comments

Suicide.

by suicidal_chick 3/8/2014

written by suicidal_chick

Some people think that suicide is for weak people. They think that they are taking the easy way out. They think its a selfish act. But its not. For some people its hard to imagine committing suicide, and for others its way too easy. People need to start realizing that bullying leads to suicide. People need to stop bullying. We are all the same on the inside. Some people may not be prettier than the other person but that doesn’t give them a right to bully them. They may not be skinny enough for your taste but you still shouldn’t judge them. Everyone has feelings. […]

3/8/2014 2 comments

It doesn’t seem like anything has gotten better

by jacklee 1/8/2014

written by jacklee

I tried to kill myself about a month and a half ago. As a result, I was forced on a medical leave from my school, had to go back home where my parents make my condition a lot worse, and forced to speak to what feels like an endless amount of therapists and psychiatrists that neither know what they’re doing or care about me. I was promised a second chance after it happened, that I would get help, in my mind I thought maybe if I finally talked to my friends and family about it, things would get better. Instead, I’ve spiraled, I feel more […]

1/8/2014 3 comments

“All my life I’ve tried to put it from me, saying Vladimir, be reasonable, you haven’t yet tried everything.”

by apatico 11/5/2013

written by apatico

A little story, maybe a little hope.

Hi. Iâ€™m sorry for my English. Iâ€™ll try to make myself understandable. The reason that Iâ€™ve came back here to write this is that Iâ€™m feeling well. And I want to share this here.

Since my youth, since I had 8 or 9 years, I have suicide thoughts. Jumping was always my â€œfavoriteâ€. Like the way it looks, flying for freedom, forever freedom. Iâ€™m, obviously, an atheist. Donâ€™t believe in anything that will punish or save me. Iâ€™m all by myself, I was born naked and lonely, and I live and always will live naked and lonely, despite of the […]

11/5/2013 2 comments

The Undescribable Mystery; Life

by Silly 9/13/2013

written by Silly

Have Â you ever thought about what would happen to the humanity in 60 000 years? Will we still be here? Will people be able to live the same way as we are today? Or at least those who aren’t struck by this hopelessness us depressed are in.

I have a theory. First, I wan’t to settle some things. I’m a realistic thinker and believe– No, don’t believe – IÂ knowÂ we are here because of the evolution. I’m sorry to all those heavy religious people out there: I envy your dedication to Jesus, Allah, lions or whatever you believe in and trust, but I don’t understand how fictional […]

9/13/2013 2 comments

Who the hell am I?

by quaero 9/13/2013

written by quaero

I know its a lie. why do i live it? at every moment of serenity i feel like now i have seen it and now i am gonna maintain it. but only end up in this same wretched state. I am full of confusion. I don’t believe in anything anymore. why? because i am aware of its opposite too…i am aware that opposite also exists and with same conviction. and since both exists, i believe in none. This life as i am living now, i never considered it my true state, my true nature. I always feel like i am living it “just out of […]

9/13/2013 2 comments

Too Much Loss

by hogpotter 7/27/2013

written by hogpotter

It had been half a year since I came here on SP. Since then,I have found my true meaning of life. My life,my pain was the same; but I decided to fight and chase my dreams,and that has made all the difference. I have found my happiness and destination in life. There is no place in this world for those who refuse to fight, I say.

Last night my kitty died. I was playing and laughing with him even at sunset, but at night I found him lying lifeless on the street in front of my house. He must have been hit. It all happened so, […]

7/27/2013 1 comment

Favorite Quote

by .The Matter Of Time 6/26/2013

written by .The Matter Of Time

A question. What’s your favorite quote about the meaning of life, suicide or death..?

Here is mine.

“No reason to stay. Is a good reason to go”.

6/26/2013 11 comments

Whats the point?

by abrokensoul 5/31/2013

written by abrokensoul

I dont even know why Im writing this. Im pretty sure it wont help but I have to try something… I am suicidal but you know the worst part.. I dont even have the balls to commit suicide.. I guess I should explain myself but i really dont know how to structure this.. So im just going to ramble.

I’m 23 years old and I’m from India. Right from my childhood I’ve had a sense of fear in me that never leaves me. Guess its all cause of my father. He used to beat my mother and sister and I used to cower in fear, just […]

5/31/2013 9 comments

by Saph 3/12/2013

written by Saph

This will be one messed up post because I’m messed up. To put that honestly straightly in the beginning. But I guess something comes out of this.Â Or I don’t know, every hour of work produces something. And someone more clever than me recommended doing this so here I am.Â I don’t know what my problem exactly is. I just don’t know where to go. Or what should I do with my life. There are so many people here and they have most horrible stories and mine wouldn’t be anything to compare. Not like we should compare or anything. Hah, I’m happy if someone make […]

3/12/2013 1 comment

Anyone know what the meaning of life is

by noom 12/9/2012

written by noom

The purpose of it,and what we are here for

12/9/2012 6 comments

Eeh

by taysnow20 11/27/2012

written by taysnow20

I’m very depress , I’ve been trying to find the true meaning of life, the reason why I’m here , I love money but then I hate it … I been trying to change my thinking but I have failed while trying, so I give up , yes, all I can think about is death , why is money so important? , why does every situation have to Â to involve money , why is not having a job a bad thing , yo really feel like this world isn’t for me , I need help!

11/27/2012 3 comments

bookmarks i check everyday

by tphg 8/17/2012

written by tphg

http://twitter.com/TheRock

http://en.wikiquote.org/wiki/Eleanor_Roosevelt

The Rock pushes me to keep driving my body forward; Roosevelt settles my mind when it all starts feeling too fruitless/nihilistic.

In my mind, I’ve separated death and dying. Death is the one thing I look forward to, when I can just finally stop, cease to exist, back to 0; the weight of this flesh body finally lifted as my consciousness disperses into the cosmos. I don’t think that people are anything more than walking flashlights and I really can’t wait for my batteries to run out. No more guilt, no more expectations, no more desires; just nothing.

Dying is a lot more real than […]

8/17/2012 3 comments

thoughts, feelings

by e.spence 7/20/2012

written by e.spence

i can’t consider myself suicidal but i often feel that life is ultimately unsatisfying and futile. in my observations of humanity i see sickening antics that outweigh the positive. i fantasize of the bliss to be gained by “opting out”, so to speak. then again, i am young, foolish, and have yet to experience what most laud as life’s gems- family, travelling, friends, etc. i am depressed, yes, but not immensely- i continue to live hoping things will improve- i drift, waiting to find a sense of fulfillment, or at least waiting for these feelings to pass

7/20/2012 0 comment

No more tears…

by RogueShadow1281 7/4/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

Death, sadness, joy…
Doesn’t matter if it’s a sad anime called fruits baskets, or a dead person. I can’t cry, nor can I though intense happiness. The tears have dried up completely. I come about a breath away from tears, yet they never come. For some reason, I hope to be able to again.Â

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My mom and step-dad are most likely getting a divorce now. I remember the day my mom took 2 hours extra to get home and my dad accused her of cheating. Then a few months later, my dad asked on one cold night. We sat on the cold front yard and he […]

7/4/2012 3 comments

by RogueShadow1281 6/10/2012

written by RogueShadow1281

My depression has returned.Â

I’m cracked, very close to my breaking point. Maybe I should break already. I just need an extra push.Â

I finally got over Nycolle a few weeks ago and as I basked in the sunshine, Jasmine, my cousin, broke up with me. It would have been our 1 month anniversary….Â

I love her so much, at first, it was so unreal, and I felt so numb, now I’ve begun to become more irritable now. My brother who knew about us, he doesn’t understand I’m pissy and pisses me off a lot.Â

I try not to get angry, but it just phases me too easily. When […]

6/10/2012 12 comments

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