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zombies

by Alan Ominous 3/24/2016

written by Alan Ominous

So last night, Cordless suggested I write a cook book for zombies. Which reminds me, I’m deathly afraid of zombies. I whole heartily believe they do exist. Mass exposure is inevitable.

Do you believe?

Here’s why I do:
I use to work in the pharmaceutical industry.I’ve been to hidden under ground labs, labs inside of caves, research facilities the size of cities; complete with apartments, schools, movie theaters, fire and police. I’ve been to labs protected with sniper guard towers, razor wire and attack dogs. It’s unbelievable, I know, but I’ve been there. That is with about the lowest security clearance possible. How deep is that rabbit […]

3/24/2016 1 comment

Ugh mornings suck and so do trash days…. Lets chat? XD

by Sui the Bunny 3/23/2016

written by Sui the Bunny

So as some of you already know I had tried and attempted my life yesterday… You can see how that turned out *waves like a maniac* NOPE still here so whilst still possibly thinking of another method and action plan. Let’s talk guys!!! *throws confetti and pies everywhere* I’m not good at this don’t judge i’m new at making conversations with others i’m even surprised anyone talked to me and now I have friends on this site YAY!! <—— Sarcastic of course it’s to early for me to be hyper I haven’t even had any sugar….. Be right back don’t start the chat without me […]

3/23/2016 261 comments

I’m new but my thoughts aren’t

by brxken._.lxcks 3/22/2016

written by brxken._.lxcks

I finally joined after a few days of reading what people have written, which isn’t much different from what I want to say. I have had thoughts of suicide, I’ve actually been very close to committing suicide, I stopped myself from that one time, I held a knife that was digging into my neck. The only reason why i stopped was because of the effects on my family. I think of suicide everyday now, it’s becoming worse. Now i cut my wrists. I sit in my room alone and I cut myself, every cut I would make I would have tears in my eyes, and […]

3/22/2016 4 comments

New and old

by Drowning 3/22/2016

written by Drowning

we seem to have a lot of new people with us I was just wondering who new and are some of the old people still with us I no Iv only been here a few months but iv seen a few posts about people last days would like to know who still with us and who passed on ?

But I really do like all u guys even if it’s only been a few weeks I’m glad I joined the

suicide club

3/22/2016 7 comments

New and Just a Little Scared

by Jezz 3/19/2016

written by Jezz

I feel like I’ve tried everything and while sitting here at lowest actually LOOKING UP WAYS TO KILL MYSELF, I stumble upon this site.

And it’s like a whole new world opens up to me. For the past week and ever since 2007, I’ve struggled with suicidal thoughts and the possibility of being severely depressed (I won’t self-diagnose myself but that’s the only way I can describe the way I feel). I’ve always been afraid to try and seek professional help mainly because I never thought I could pay for it. Now in my early 20’s, I have a full-time job and I’m STILL scared to […]

3/19/2016 4 comments

Can’t take much more

by dyinginny 3/18/2016

written by dyinginny

I read almost every post on SP but I rarely ever post. I take comfort in all of your words and witty banter. I feel like a stalker, lol. Thank you guys, for what it’s worth. I guess I just need to vent today because I feel so lost and alone. I have suffered with suicidal ideation on and off for most of my life. Came close twice but failed. I’m 40 now. No husband, no children, no boyfriend, no job. In January I was laid off and I decided to be strong and try to make big changes in my life and the depression […]

3/18/2016 11 comments

Good night SP.

by beaubri 3/17/2016

written by beaubri

I need to try and sleep. I will return tomorrow evening. I look forward to messaging everyone again, new faces and old.

I hope everyone has a better night/morning than their last.

3/17/2016 0 comment

Poetry is my outlet currently

by Skior 3/17/2016

written by Skior

I’ve started writing poetry about how i feel from day to day, I would like it if i could get some advice on what i wrote

Thanks

Beauty,
It is so lovely
The deeper we sink into depression
It sooner blossoms in our fears and our desperation
It tears our hearts and makes them bleed
But it is a new start, a new beginning
No matter how deep the pain flows
In the deepest veins it courses
It travels, It spreads
Yet still, is the light in our dark and gloomy life
Every life is sad and lonely
the people who learn to accept it live happier

3/17/2016 2 comments

Afterlife.

by Midnightcrisis 3/16/2016

written by Midnightcrisis

Heaven’s a possibility.
So is hell.
And so is reincarnation.
So is blackness, and so is every other theory that could be considered a theory.
When people talk about the afterlife, they tend to assume things, but what’s the point? We don’t know anything about the afterlife. The chances that heaven exists are equal to the chances that we’ll come back as Ikea employees. Just because the heaven theory is more popular, doesn’t mean it’s more right.
If you flip a fair coin a thousand times, and it always lands on heads, that doesn’t make the chances of it landing on tails any less likely. […]

3/16/2016 18 comments

Oh Wonder

by alum 3/15/2016

written by alum

Kind of hit me like rock, not sure what I expected. And now the swirling depression just sinks in. I was planning to move out anyway end of the month and when I brought it up to bf he basically told me to get the f* out and that I am supposed to be sleeping on the couch and that we are definitely over. I already paid my half of the rent for the 2bedroom apt we share for the end of the month. It seems a little surreal. I honestly thought I was just going to move out and we would eventually break up since […]

3/15/2016 0 comment

New level

by fitzgerald 3/14/2016

written by fitzgerald

Can’t even describe how I feel right now. It’s so new. Not sad or angry or scared or hopeful. At peace? I don’t know. Maybe it just hasn’t really hit me yet that I’ve decided to do it. The reality of being dead. I don’t know if it’s a good thing or if I should try to reason with it. Feeling detached would definitely make it easier. But is my fear just laying dormant for now?

3/14/2016 4 comments

I can’t do this anymore

by sad-me 3/10/2016

written by sad-me

I am 63 years old. I was diagnosed with chronic depression almost 30 years ago. I used to be a musician but I’ve been out of work for a long time now. My wife is a nurse. She doesn’t like me anymore. She has her two dogs and they’re what she likes, not me. I can’r seem to do anything but annoy her.

I have no money. I can’t go anywhere, although the best thing would be for us to separate. She’s always giving me dirty looks and acting nervous and anxious with me. All I want is for us to get along but she seems […]

3/10/2016 0 comment

Hi

by HatedGirl 3/10/2016

written by HatedGirl

I requested a new pycitrist again and i was told no to geting one as my first vist to them.was well so i got nothing for my depression or anxity bf will be coming home soon from hospital i miss him lots hope you all haveing a good night i cant sleep up and im sick so cant do much going to watch fuller house again glad they brought it bk

3/10/2016 1 comment

My new music

by Cordless 3/6/2016

written by Cordless

If you read my “Axe Murderer” post earlier, you know I wrote some new music recently. Here it is.

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/03/Triggering.mp3
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Way different from the other two compositions I posted awhile back.

During one of my comments today, I described it like this:

It’s a bit darker and more chaotic than the kind of music I usually write.
It starts out like a dark smooth Gregorian Chant, and ends up sorta like an axe murderer is just realizing there are all sorts of pointy objects around.

It’s called “Triggering” because last week some issues triggered an especially dark pit of depression.

3/6/2016 114 comments

alone

by bnwB 3/6/2016

written by bnwB

Hello everybody.
First I want so say sorry, for my bad englisch. I hope, that you will understand, want I want to tell you.

I’m so lonely. Every day I’m alone, at home, in my bed, and do nothing.
I have no friends.
In the morning I’m at school and nobody cares about me. They just think on them self. If the classmate’s friend is sick, she comes to me and want to talk with me but only than. If her friend isn’t sick she doesn’t care about what’s with me. Nobody cares about me. I walk alone, I work alone, I do everything alone.
When […]

3/6/2016 8 comments

I see so many posts

by kismet 3/5/2016

written by kismet

From really young people – teenagers – who are suicidal. There seems to be a theme in that most of them have parents who they feel don’t understand, support or love them. It’s so sad. And even worse that they feel like they can’t talk to their parents about how they feel.

In this world of materialism, I had somehow forgotten how important all that was. It had seemed like all they wanted was the latest iphone, and to be in the popular group at school. It kind of gives me new hope that I can actually be a positive influence in my kids lives, although […]

3/5/2016 11 comments

Ep3: Revenge of the Loneliness

by KillerMaggot 3/5/2016

written by KillerMaggot

It’s one of those nights. I don’t want to sleep. I want to stay up with somebody and feel like I have a physical human being around with whom I can form some kind of bond. It gets dull adding a new chapter to my two novels, or writing lyrics for the next song project. It’s old, I’m tired, and I need somebody- not something. No more games, books, or any other cheap form of entertainment. I need this thing called a human bond. It’s always seemed to allude me.

I’m not sure what to do. I never have been. I do my best to fit […]

3/5/2016 24 comments

First of the month?

by Drowning 3/1/2016

written by Drowning

Everyone on here seems to be at point break right now isit because it’s the start of a new month ? I don’t no but I feel like shit right now your not alone guys new month new demons when dose the pain end ?!!!!

3/1/2016 5 comments

ToTrees

by thanaturge 2/28/2016

written by thanaturge

Hey there. I was just wondering how things went for you last week, with your appointments, getting off meds, and everything else. Sorry if you already shared this and I missed it. How’d it go with the new shrink?

2/28/2016 7 comments

Depressed Blogger Here

by Kelly_Kaulitz 2/27/2016

written by Kelly_Kaulitz

Hello everyone! I’ve made a new blog to share my everyday thoughts and share some good music. If anyone is interested, they can visit my blog and comment, or just talk with me through this page. I am here for everyone that needs to talk and share their feelings. My blog is: https://feelingsdose.wordpress.com/

2/27/2016 2 comments

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