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Losing hope

by hardertobreathe 8/5/2012

written by hardertobreathe

This is going to be really long but I’m going to keep it as short as possible. This is most of my life and most of my problems all in one. Â I’ve never told anyone all of this but I really need to get it all off my chest- Â so here it goes

So I’m Â a 13 year old boy crazy girl. From the outsde I look like I have it all together. I’m that pretty popular cheerleader who looks like she has a lot of friends and guys like her. Sounds greatright? That girl isnt the real me. I’m falling apart.Im insecure. I feel fat […]

8/5/2012 4 comments

i have lost hope :(

by andrea 8/5/2012

written by andrea

i’m 20 years old and my life always had been difficult, now i am at a point that i can’t go anymore further.. 🙁
My friends are slowly abandoning me,i don’t have a girlfriend and my parents hates me,i don’t have a job or money.
I started having panic attacks cause of my situation and i’m afraid of meeting people,i’m loosing all my self esteem..
i have searched in the net for so long a nice method for suicide,but every method seems uneffective
some people tells that helium can fail,pills fails… it seems that everything is more likely to fail that having effect.
I don’t […]

8/5/2012 9 comments

Here’s my story

by BlueHappiness 8/5/2012

written by BlueHappiness

Hello everybody.
Just before I recite my terribly long story, I’d like to wish you all a very pleasant day <3

So .. My story … I’m a 14 year old guy and I have been dealing with a lot emotionally for a couple of years now. Let’s start with my parents. Ever since I was young, everybody thought I had the best parents in the world.Â Heck, my mom even quit her job just to take care of me and my sister. You might say I’m weird, you might say I’m insensitive for hating my parents when all they do is love me. Right? Anyways, […]

8/5/2012 11 comments

My story.

by paradiseishardtofind 8/3/2012

written by paradiseishardtofind

Okay, well this is my story..

I’m quite young and I’m broken. I’m depressed and suicidal, clearly.. and i selfharm. I put on the fakest smile every single day. I’m miserable, I just want to be dead, to be free, to be happy. I have tried to take my own life many times, I don’t really have a massive story. But my depression has taken over me, my self eestem is horrible, I can’t leave the house without crying, I’m horribly fat and aswell so ugly. I hate leaving the house because I usually don’t have the nicest clothes because i’m not rich, my family struggles […]

8/3/2012 2 comments

I really really need some feedback pls

by fuckedup 8/2/2012

written by fuckedup

My name is Brittnee and I am 20 years old! I have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and sentenced to a life of medication and therapist analyzing my every thought and move! I have been a cutter for 6 years and after my recent suicide attempt my parents made me move back home and my mother does a ~fresh cut check~ every single night. That’s where I have to go into her room and strip down to my bra and panties and she checks my body for new cuts! It’s humiliating. If I do have new cuts I am taken to the behavioral health […]

8/2/2012 5 comments

Neverending

by SomeMalaise 8/2/2012

written by SomeMalaise

Song I’m listening to right now.

I’ve done alot since my last post. I’m being usually creative. My friends are wowed and my parents are impressed. I’m not. It won’t matter in a few years anyway. No matter how many photos I snap or how hard I work the garden, how many times I do simple things to make my and others lives better I’m still unhappy. Even though a smile is weakly plastered on my face. I’m pushing myself to the limits before I die.

No matter if a happy event comes to me or not I will say this. That fear has […]

8/2/2012 8 comments

I was happy. I was fine with life. Couldn’t you have let me stay that way? For just a while?

by Anonymous13 8/2/2012

written by Anonymous13

Happiness. It was in my reach, merely a week ago. I used to dislike living. I used to complain and moan about things of no significance. I was unhappy, but without a real reason to be. And I knew that. I knew that my unhappiness was uncalled for and most of all: selfish. There were people out there going through real pain, people who had actual reasons to feel this way. So I pulled it together and started focusing on all the positive things in life. My friends, my somewhat dysfunctional family whom I still loved and cared for, my somewhat normal life. I started […]

8/2/2012 0 comment

I’m skipping a lot

by bryan 8/2/2012

written by bryan

I have found this site helpful mainly because I now know I’m not alone.
I’ve always been depressed, since my parents split when I was 4 but I’m now 23 and I dont have anything to show. I had dreams to ve a musician and let them die.I came up with this idea to kill myself (the word suicide disgusts me) about two years ago but my future roommate convinced me better. I convinced myself that it was because she had feelings for me and I could find meaning in life by taking care of her and her child. our relationship got more intense, but […]

8/2/2012 2 comments

Hurts even when you can’t complain

by LittleGirlPariah 8/2/2012

written by LittleGirlPariah

I can’t complain too much about my life. Both my parents love me, though sometime I find myself thinking it’s because they have to. I have a little sister and an older brother. Things I have to complain about are typical in our now a day system.

I’ll start with my siblings.

My little sister is a princess at heart but a complete wannabe to the darker side of life. She loves shopping for clothes and toys alike. Though fakes being bored. She loves the colors pink and purple and does her best to hide it. We all know how good little kids are at hiding things. […]

8/2/2012 2 comments

I hate everything about me

by kallie_jayde 8/2/2012

written by kallie_jayde

My face.

My body.

My voice.

My personality.

My scars.

My depression.

My parents.

My sisters.

The fact that I’m alive.

I don’t want to be breathing anymore.

I don’t want to exist.

I hate everything about me.

8/2/2012 11 comments

Think about suicide every day

by g723 8/1/2012

written by g723

So a few years ago, my first year in college, I tried to kill myself. I was in a bad place. I was living in a new city, had always been terrible at meeting people, and was under a lot of pressure to do well academically so I could keep my scholarship. Needless to say I survived, but I lost my scholarship, dropped out, and moved back home to live with my parents.

I was angry and depressed a lot. I got in fights with my family. My parents didn’t really get what had happened. After all, its not like I was physically abused or any […]

8/1/2012 2 comments

Its killing us

by schizojinxx123 8/1/2012

written by schizojinxx123

the new skate ban in my town is killing all the skaters…it sucks…no more friday night skating…we arent gonna walk over to the next town to skateboard in their shitty ass skate park…as anupdate onmy inactivity: im tired of this site…it dosent help and my parents are gonna find out soon…

8/1/2012 8 comments

my family

by fakingit 8/1/2012

written by fakingit

ok so i thought i just put everything bout my family in one post.
My dad: drug addict. been high for bout 30 years, off pain killers from his multiple surgeries. when he has been off i can tell cuz he is nice i know when he is taking them cuz his patience is screwed over and he is a dick. he has depression also.
My mom: is an assumer she will never listen to me i will be in the middle of a sentence and she automatically thinks the worst case scenerio. causing ***** fight after ***** fight. when she is stressed she turns […]

8/1/2012 15 comments

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by exhausted24 7/31/2012

written by exhausted24

7/31/2012 5 comments

Lost Forever

by lostinhorrer 7/31/2012

written by lostinhorrer

Okay so i have been throughÂ therapyÂ and it made everything worse. I don’t know how to deal with all the voices inside my head telling me what i need to do i am aÂ dyslexicÂ fifteen year old I’m going to be a junior and i don’t want to even see tomorrow. This will be long but i have a lot of reasons i want to disappear.

One is my sister she always puts me down and makes me feel like i don’t belong in the world i wish i could tell here shes a stupid ***** and doesn’t deserve to even see me let alone talk to me.

I […]

7/31/2012 5 comments

I think….

by DXtimmyXD 7/31/2012

written by DXtimmyXD

I might be clinically depressed or bipolar. I’ve been “sad” for 4 years now (if that means anything). I’ve taken classes in highschool and in my 2 and a half years of college and feel I might be, but that doesn’t change the way I feel. I do not want to be here. I want to leave and never come back. I want to go far away where no one knows me. When my own family found out I tried to kill myself, they made it worse. They cried and it only made me feel worse about myself. I tried letting someone in and talk […]

7/31/2012 2 comments

my parents

by fakingit 7/31/2012

written by fakingit

they say fuck u
i say fuck them
they say go to hell
i say u go first
they say i have no guts to kill myself
i say watch me
they say i need them
i say look where i am with u
they say shut up
i say why dont u
they say we dont need u here
i say i dont need u either
they say they love me
i say thats FUCKING BS!

yes everything above has actually been parts of conversations i have with them, i honestly cant live with them no more. i need away from them…before its […]

7/31/2012 17 comments

Rock/Metal Guitarist

by megadeth311 7/31/2012

written by megadeth311

So im new to this site, but i need somewhere to vent some thoughts and feelings ive had for years. First I guess ill intriduce myself. Im a rock/metal guitar player. I feel this title best illustrates who I am. Guitar and rock/metal music are my only passion in life, it is what drives me forward and has kept me going so far. I love it. Anyway, playing guitar in a band is all I want to do with my life. However, I feel like that dream is moving out of reach more and more as time passes by. Its my parents. They are supportive […]

7/31/2012 13 comments

Don’t Belong In This World

by foreversad 7/29/2012

written by foreversad

I always feel I’m supposed to be at another place in another time. I never belong, never fit in. Most of my “friends” hate me. My parents work all the time. I always feel so alone. Most times, I would just cry myself to sleep. I’m really scared, scared of the future. I really wish I find a place where I actually belong.

7/29/2012 6 comments

Lonesome sometimes (part 6)

by redisblue101 7/28/2012

written by redisblue101

After all that happened with my friend, I came back to my mom for condolence and would ask her where I went wrong. My mom is like a best friend to me and I know that I can always count on her for some insight or advice. My mom had told meÂ that she kinda knew that this would happen someday. She told me that she and my friend’s mom never really got along, because of the fact that my friend’s mom was a unusual personality. My mom told me that my friend’s mom had always been really protective over her (that I could kinda […]

7/28/2012 5 comments

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