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How the psyche ward tricked my mind into being briefly happy.

by wndozh8er 10/28/2015

written by wndozh8er

as you all know I attempted suicide on Sep 4th of this year. And went to the psyche ward after being released from the hospital. after being released from the psyche ward, I was ready to take in the world. Unfortunately, it was all a mirage. I’m gonna write down a list of things they did to make things seem like it was gonna get better. They was great people and all, but they just don’t understand people like me.

I just went though a trauma and was forced into a psyche ward
we had a sense of community and constant therapy
I thought I made friends
the doctors […]

10/28/2015 9 comments

Sick, stupid, society

by wndozh8er 10/28/2015

written by wndozh8er

why does society almost universally try to keep people alive against there will? Don’t they realize that we are all terminal and going to die someday anyway? Don’t they realize that denying someone’s natural right to chose to end there own lives no matter what is a total introchment on that persons individuals right to choose?

Thank about it….a depressed 21 year old person chooses N to end his own life. Let’s say in an alternate reality, he decided to live out the remainder of his life until he died of a massive heart attack at 70. He ended up spending most of his life happy […]

10/28/2015 10 comments

Need help

by Harlot.Rebel 10/27/2015

written by Harlot.Rebel

I need words of wisdom help anything before it becomes a murder suicide in this *****. Im so mad im calm my right arm is gettn numb anyone please help

10/27/2015 4 comments

I’m always tired

by UVB-76 10/27/2015

written by UVB-76

I’m currently a sophomore in high school. I have a few great friends. But ever since high school started, I’ve gotten extremely tired. I’ve always possessed a hatred for school. Not that I hate learning or anything of that nature, I love learning. Right now I’m participating in a rigorous educational program (IB Programme) at the top of my class. I perform exceptionally well on exams and assessments, usually with little studying or review, if any at all. I turn most of my assignments in on time, but the workload is immense. It does stress me out, just like it does all of my peers, but it doesn’t help […]

10/27/2015 2 comments

by 110701me 10/26/2015

written by 110701me

Hi I’m a 14 year old girl who suffers with anxiety, however I have yet to be diagnosed. I diagnosed myself because it’s really not that hard to know you have it when all you do is worry or have panic attacks. I would love to speak to my doctor but my mum just doesn’t understand anything about anxiety or depression so that’s why I keep it all in. The one thing that gets me worried is arguments with friends, I start to get paranoid that the other friends I have don’t like me either so I push them away until I have no one to […]

10/26/2015 4 comments

Dystopia

by thelost 10/25/2015

written by thelost

She stands there as the wind blows past her face. The rush of the air is nothing compared to that of her heart. Does this really excite her? Standing here as the world rushes by her, and thinking that if she took that step this could all end. Oh, she’s “okay” nothing terribly terrible’s happened to her recently and she has school and that lovely man waiting at home for her every night. So why does she stand here? Why do these demons infest her? Why is it that she can’t seem to stay happy anymore, or just get up and work. She knows what […]

10/25/2015 6 comments

SooOOoo tired

by MissDysphoria 10/23/2015

written by MissDysphoria

My life’s too busy, I did that on purpose so I’d be too busy to think, but I just want a day to do nothing, I’m so worn out….on the bright-side, I found $50 of the ground today! anyways i’m just so tired, and I’m really worried about my BF who is also suicidal, and he’s really over life right now, which really scares me, and I don’t know what to do. He sees a therapist, which is at least more than I do for myself. I don’t know how I could live if he ever died, and wanting to live is hard as it […]

10/23/2015 2 comments

What is freedom?

by wndozh8er 10/23/2015

written by wndozh8er

According to the dictionary definitions of freedom include:
a : the absence of necessity, coercion, or constraint in choice or action
b : liberation from slavery or restraint or from the power of another : independence

I been thinking a lot about these two definitions. Take definition A For example – when people denies your right to choose or passes legislation to prevent choice (especially in terms of right to die), isn’t that coercion? Isn’t that constraint in choice or action? Look at example B – isnt the human condition in of itself a form of slavery? We are restrained by the laws of nature, and […]

10/23/2015 7 comments

Depression or somethin

by FigBatDiggerNick 10/23/2015

written by FigBatDiggerNick

It’s not that I wanna kill myself it’s just that I wouldn’t mind dying right now

10/23/2015 2 comments

It got better

by Justastatistic 10/22/2015

written by Justastatistic

A couple of months ago I was so sure that I wanted life to end.

I’m not trying to discredit anyone who feels that way right now, your feelings are 100% valid. But for me, it got better, and in a forum of people on the verge of giving up, I’d like to share what happened to me when I didn’t give up, while its still fresh.

My husband of two years has been cheating on me since we were engaged, though I didn’t find this out until a month after the wedding. I begged, pleaded, cut, cried, drank, none of it helped. It’s as though faithfulness […]

10/22/2015 5 comments

dead end

by brodie3750 10/22/2015

written by brodie3750

Half the reason I stick around anywhere is because I have nowhere else to go

if it was so easy to walk out on my job and my friends and family, I would step right into a new life. But there’s nothing else out there for me.

There’s nowhere left to turn

10/22/2015 2 comments

I’ve created another short story, I have another one up from a while ago if you’re interested.

by thelost 10/21/2015

written by thelost

She stands there, the darkness stains her skin, turning it form it’s normal tan color to that of the darkest night. It runs over her skin like droplets of blood. It misses every scar, every last cut on her skin. It terrifies her, this darkness, but that terror is intoxicating, as intoxicating as that first bottle of whiskey she choked down. As intoxicating as her first pill, as her slow fall into this hell. The woman never meant to let this happen, she swore that she was too strong for this to take here down. She was strong goddammit, and she was normal, she had […]

10/21/2015 2 comments

there’s a war inside my head

by bringmethehoriz0n 10/21/2015

written by bringmethehoriz0n

It’s so hard for me to stay strong. I’ve been struggling with my depression for 5 years now. But last week, my friend killed herself, and now I feel like it’s okay for me to do it as well. It really triggered me. I go onto her facebook page multiple times a day and read all of the messages people have sent her. It’s like once you’re dead, people start caring about you. Right now I’m torn between wanting to die and wanting to live. For the past few days I’ve been doing some research about train suicides and suicide by hanging. I found out […]

10/21/2015 4 comments

I’m new and this is my story

by lonely_girl 10/19/2015

written by lonely_girl

10/19/2015 3 comments

Living on the edge

by disgusting 10/19/2015

written by disgusting

I’ve lived on the edge my whole life. Never had any stability, never had any sense of security, never felt like there was a tomorrow. I’ll be 38 next month and I’m just so, so tired.

I barely survive week to week. I’ve barely had money to eat when both my jobs won’t/can’t give me the hours I need. I work 12 hour days that add up to only 4-6 hours of pay in total. But that’s not my point. It’s just never getting ahead, never being able to save anything, never moving forward.

My biggest fear is that the man I love really wants to move […]

10/19/2015 4 comments

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by missredjuly 10/19/2015

written by missredjuly

Glancing through my title-less “drafts”, I see so many times I started to express feelings that I never expelled. Once I had everything jotted down, I felt a sense of relief. Today, I will break that pattern.

Today, specifically, is one of those days that I can’t get out of bed. I tried to go back to sleep several times, but to no avail. It is likely that I’ll stay here all day.
So to understand somewhat of what I’m about to explain, I’ll have to go back to the past a bit.

As a child I was always shy and quiet, but bubbly and full of […]

10/19/2015 2 comments

Help on a social dilemma?

by Quiet 10/19/2015

written by Quiet

Hello,

Well, I’m anxious to an extreme point right now about future events and was hoping for some advice because I have no one else to turn to right now and I am desperate for some guidance or reassurance, or whatever.

My problem is that I have been invited to a drinking session with nine other close friends for Halloween at which I am praying to stay over night (for obvious reasons and because of the company). The issue is that my mother is doubtful of letting me stay the night and the concept is only a possibility if she meets the host’s mother. The problem here is […]

10/19/2015 2 comments

What is being “Positive” going to cost me?

by catty 10/19/2015

written by catty

Perhaps my life! Am I actually very pessimistic or is the world way too unrealistic? Somebody tell me please. I find these words like “hope”, “happy endings”, “it gets better” and “optimism” sweet and nice when I read books or watch movies. When it comes to real life I guess these are cliches over-hyped by people who have never been where most of us have been and even if they have, they have this natural ability to just get out of things happily. You can’t ignore real problems and circumstances. I have gone through a lot and I haven’t been any braver or stronger as […]

10/19/2015 2 comments

i need help but i will never get it.

by spvnalittlelie 10/18/2015

written by spvnalittlelie

since i was here last, things have been getting steadily worse and worse in my mind. i’m lonely as ever, but can’t go outside or talk to people because of my social phobia. i still live in my little shoebox of a room, where i’m on the internet all day, every day, because if i don’t have that connection i’ll be completely alone. all i want right now is love, something i’ve never had. i want a boyfriend. but i’ll never be loved because i do not look like a model, and it sucks knowing this. it hurts to not be touched or anything, it […]

10/18/2015 1 comment

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