so I’ve been thinking, what I said before is true but, I couldn’t end my life for the sake of my mother. I know she hurts and I couldn’t put her through anymore. I want to tell her everything. I want to talk to her and help her. I made a promise to myself last night that I will always be here for her. no matter how much pain I have to go through. I have enough as it is but for my mother I would do anything. she’s the strongest person I’ve seen in my life and my hero. I’ll absolutely do anything for […]
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I feel like I’ve exhausted the people I can talk to. I’m just boring people with my suicidal state now and I’m scared of driving people away.
I talk to friends. I rant on social media. I feel like I’m just wasting time talking to volunteers of hotlines. I post here. None of it makes me feel better or is cathartic in any way. It’s just something to do because my brain won’t let me do anything else.
Fuck me.
Im better now and I have hour drive home in traffic listing to Engelbert Humperdinck lets talk
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I live for sweets. It’s one joy in my life out of few. I don’t care if it’s bad for my teeth. I’d rather endulge in sweets throughout my life. I’m eating frozen moose tracks yogurt. My breath already smells funny. The yogurt is old, I’m not sure how old, but it has a little freezer burn. But I don’t care.
It’s cold tonight. It’s storming, raining and hailing. I eat ice cream and sich when it’s cold or nights like this. Isn’t that weird I hate ice cream in the summer. It melts so fast.
Besides this, I’m waiting to hear from a friend. He is […]
I’m so sick of being away from home for college. I used to hate being home but now I miss it more than anything. I’m sitting at my bedroom door listening to my roommates openly talk shit about me. This is why I have insecurity issues and think people are talking about me whenever I leave the room, because they are.
It’s time for me to talk. I’m ready. I’m here. I have time reply now.
Although I made this request earlier today, I’ll be redundant and post again. I figured the evening shift probably didnt get a chance to see it, as I made it this morning. I am following through with my exit plan of many months. Please don’t try to talk me down… I am going through with the inevitable. I can barely function any more. All I ask is your prayers, over the next few days, for my eternal soul. My first name is Amy. Thank you so much, even just for reading this. you are all such wonderful people.
If you wanna have a talk feel free to add me on skype: phil2921
I feel a bit sheepish, with this. I’m barely known here, I rarely post. But soon I’ll be following thru with my plan of many months’ standing. Please don’t try to talk me down, my mind is made up. I have severe cognitive challenges that have made me incompatible with life. But I do beleive in the eternality of the soul, and would so appreciate it if anyone would pray for me, in a couple days. My name is Amy. Thank you so much, anyone who feels moved to do so.
If you don’t hear from me tomorrow I’m sorry. At least my profile will still be here. At least there is something left behind of me. Something someone can look back on. At least I know I will be missed by everyone here. At least I know you guys care. But it’s not enough right now. If I’m heard from by tomorrow night, I made it through tonight. I imagine them waking up in the morning to find my corpse hanging in the bedroom. I imagine what they would do or say. I hope I can watch them cry. I hope I can see their […]
After 2 months of just reading and just staying in the sideline i now had the courage to register , i stumbled upon this site and its amazing because i have never felt the same with some people here and ofcourse the envy of others finally getting what some of us want to do. you guys might not see me again because im not much to talk but my lifes been getting worse so we’ll see i guess.
Hi my dear friends… i love to talk about happy things sometimes.. If any of my pals want to join me..
bigticketman33@ gmail . com
Hello everyone,
Just to say that I’m here for you all, if you need to talk just do so! And I know most people don’t even want to die, they just want to be saved..
Just email me whenever if you need to talk about anything: anonyme1625@gmail.com
“Death is never a solution”
I dont even know what to write here, im so lonely, i dont know where home is. Im so embarrassed about how i get when im upset. Im weird and it feels like nobdoy could possibly love me. Its 4:43am and im always awake at this time, i dread the sun coming up so badly every morning. I sleep all day and that helps but at the same time i think it’s not doing me any good. I haven’t worked in like a year. I just dont feel alive, all i crave is to be held but girls dont even like me, im not ugly […]
With all guitar talk today, I decided I’d post a video. How to be an awesome guitarist TODAY! no experience needed.
So last night i almost started crying multiple times in public, but no one noticed. i went to my old high schools band concert because i was in band so i know the majority of upperclassmen in the band. i wanted to see them perform and i missed their winter concert because of a car accident. a main reason for my going was to see him. to see the guy who made me realize someone gave a shit about me over a year ago. hes the main reason for my being alive right now and back in november i told him about my depression. hes […]
I am not in a very good place and was wondering if someone was out there could talk?
Some days your fine and the next your so broken… I seriously don’t know what to do I have a lot of anger inside me I hold everything in cause I really don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve been looking at the site for about a year now and I finally joined yesterday and to be honest im so glad I joined. I would talk to my best friend but I feel like she’s tired of hearing me or sometimes I just like to be alone I just shut people off idk why… Today I wokr up thinking positive but now that the day is passing […]
I feel alone, depressed, unloved, and empty. I can’t get over losing my baby, dropping out of school, and missing the douchebag of the father. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. I’m feeling suicidal and I’m scared I’ll try tonight. I just want to talk to somebody.