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Looking in the mirror and saying to myself

by Lacalamity 2/29/2016

written by Lacalamity

“somewhere something horrible happens to someone on this earth and I am here.”

I started to think what makes me really sad, to know that people are forced to do things they don’t want, like children getting beat up because they blasphemed, men who are send to die against their will, women forced into submission by their own kin. And the list goes on and on, and I feel how this feels,I saw this things, and just thinking about this makes me so strange, kinda a mix between rage, fear, panic, a horrible feeling. And I don’t know how to cope with it, am I too […]

2/29/2016 2 comments

Depressed Blogger Here

by Kelly_Kaulitz 2/27/2016

written by Kelly_Kaulitz

Hello everyone! I’ve made a new blog to share my everyday thoughts and share some good music. If anyone is interested, they can visit my blog and comment, or just talk with me through this page. I am here for everyone that needs to talk and share their feelings. My blog is: https://feelingsdose.wordpress.com/

2/27/2016 2 comments

Never Knowing What To Say

by crockpot14 2/24/2016

written by crockpot14

When you are talking to your friends and they make “harmless” jokes about what you feel and what you do to yourself everyday, what do you say?

I know they do not know what happens when I’m home by myself, but they always make self-harm jokes or suicide jokes. I have recently been trying to open up more to my friends and to actually talk to people but I haven’t gotten to the really deep stuff, and I probably never will. But I have tried getting them to stop using jokes about self-harming or suicide but they just question why I am saying to stop.

Everyday they […]

2/24/2016 2 comments

Cutting, The Sweet Release

by unlucky101 2/24/2016

written by unlucky101

How can one even want to cut? A lot of my friends ask me this and i explain to them in such detailed and dedicated way how freeing it is for me.

Cutting may not be the same for everyone, but i can still remember my first time. You know that feeling in your chest when you’re sooo upset you can’t breath. I had that but to such an extreme i was hyperventilating on my bed. The first cut was such a new and exotic feeling. It hurt but not compared to the broken heart in my chest.

The second cut got a little more exciting and […]

2/24/2016 3 comments

I’m fine

by Onemore 2/23/2016

written by Onemore

Here’s the thing: I’m fine now.

I mean, I have been so depressed, so desperate… and now it’s all over.
My mind is not sinking in anxiety like it always was. I’m calmed. I can laugh, talk to friends, do things. I’m ok. Everything is back to normal.

Except that it doesn’t feel normal. Everything feels unreal. I’m looking for a job, trying to go back to university, but I don’t want to do any of those things. But I don’t want to not do them neither.
I don’t want to stay home, I don’t want to go away. It’s not that I don’t know what I […]

2/23/2016 4 comments

Is anyone there?

by alina_01 2/23/2016

written by alina_01

i need to talk, i need the distraction. I’m so conflicted right now it is insane.

2/23/2016 10 comments

Not Ready to be 20

by chelle428 2/22/2016

written by chelle428

I thought I’d post what’s on my going on in the series of setbacks that is my life since I have no one else to talk to.

My car is having problems and it’s super old so I’d say it’s about done, and I don’t have the money to replace it. I had a nicer car before, but someone totaled it and openly admitted they knew the accident was their fault, they knew they were going to hit me and still hit me going 75 mph. His insurance had to cover that car, but the car title was in my dad’s name and my dad kept […]

2/22/2016 10 comments

Yet

by Moneypenny 2/18/2016

written by Moneypenny

Well yesterday was a good day… a lot of things were starting to fix themselves or at least thats how it felt. And yet… I am feeling so incredibly lonely…it’s as if I could go crazy if I don’t have someone to talk to.

but I am feeling so alienated… as if I were talking to people that lived in a parallel dimension, somehow I never reach no one. I feel rejected all the time.

I need people around me, and that’s so hard to achieve, because everyone is busy living their own lives, and I don’t want to live mine

I wanna stop feeling lonely…

2/18/2016 27 comments

Prozac nation

by Drowning 2/16/2016

written by Drowning

Anyone on here on Prozac was having a talk with my doctor and now he’s recommending changing my anti depressant to Prozac anyone got any experience with it ??

2/16/2016 11 comments

So lonely, so desperate, so lost…edited

by nolovelost 2/15/2016

written by nolovelost

This is a first, reaching out because I’ve reached my end thinking this is going to take so much energy to write and expecting no response it hardly seems worth the effort. I’m a walking contradiction… I’ve read a few enteries and like some of you, I suffered a horribly abusive childhood however I can’t get over it. That said, I’m house bound, self inflicted. I haven’t left my house in ages, afraid of being judged, having to talk, seeing someone I know and having to pretend that my life is perfect which it isn’t. I’ve lots of bad habits, one of many is talking […]

2/15/2016 8 comments

My story currently…

by Skior 2/15/2016

written by Skior

Well the thought of Valentines doesn’t really bother me due to the fact that it really is a celebration of how people feel towards one another, and a scam from big companies. But either way knowing that people can feel that strongly about each other and that when i find someone that i value as a significant other, that i can celebrate Valentine’s as well.
Either way no one would value me that way that i would for them. I am just so stupid. I am failing high school and the fact that that doesn’t really bother me, scares me. My father has leukemia and […]

2/15/2016 1 comment

by winterskyout 2/10/2016

written by winterskyout

I am…

Tired of being aware
Tired of living with the belief that everyone finds me ugly (even though I am)
Tired of never being positive and frowning
Tired of having no one to talk to
Tired of not having a friend
Tired of never feeling loved by anyone
Tired of watching the people from a distance that I yearn to be friends with

Tired of being me.

2/10/2016 1 comment

How my last three montha have been

by emma15 2/4/2016

written by emma15

last time i wrote here was on my 15th birthday, probably the worst birthday ever because no one showed up to the party. There was this nice guy i think, seesmith, who really inspired me with his words- he told me to be my true self even tho it’s a painful process. So that’s what i did. I took a step back. I didn’t talk to my “friends” for three months now and no one cares how i’m doing. The people i called friends doesn’t really care. I feel really lonely. I eat nothing and sleep all day so i can avoid the loneliness. My […]

2/4/2016 4 comments

Chat Rooms????

by Suicidal Angel 2/3/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Does anyone know of any good chat rooms on the net where you can chat direct to people, rather than have to wait for replies as sometimes I could really use that instant chat. I’ve seen some pro-life sites for suicidal people but I don’t want the bible bashing types that just want to talk you out of doing it, not that I have made my final decision to do so yet, but still I don’t want to be influenced.

Also any places it would be possible to try to find people in my area as it would be nice to make a friend in person […]

2/3/2016 6 comments

Awkward and Hating It

by GerbzBaby 2/2/2016

written by GerbzBaby

Everytime my friends call or try and talk to me I feel like I’m being awkward. I feel like that triggers my friends to jump on the friendship train with my sister more than me. That’s why they seem bored around me. How can I get rid of this awkwardness and freely talk and be funny without being offensive or mean..? I’m so troubled with this, I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m the only one who does this, to new friends or the same friends I have. I feel like there is something wrong with me..

2/2/2016 1 comment

Close To The Edge

by BrokenAngel8 1/29/2016

written by BrokenAngel8

Well tonight was a fine example of why I rarely talk at all to anyone at anymore . With all that’s been happening plus on top of what happened tonight. At this point if something doesn’t change. I might not no longer be here Monday.

Peace!

1/29/2016 1 comment

overwhelmed

by evildandelions 1/26/2016

written by evildandelions

I’ve been crying, cried myself to sleep. I feel so scared, so anxious and overwhelmed. I feel emotionally drained and I don’t know how to do anything.

I’m scared I can’t function enough to be in school right now, I can’t stand another setback. But I already missed one class, and haven’t even started the homework due on thursday, and I don’t know how I’m going to get through the semester without my stats professor seeing me cry (I want to try to get a recommendation from him). I don’t know how I’m going to get my homework done. I feel too scared to think clearly, […]

1/26/2016 4 comments

It’s kind of funny :-)

by Still wandering 1/25/2016

written by Still wandering

So, I found out that my family find out about me. They find out how vulnerable I am. They found that I’m not mentally healthy.
And I find out that they find out quite a time ago.

I should be something ; angery, nervous, anxious. I can also cry, i can be relived I can be worried but I have no feelings. Neither this thing hurt me nor it gave comfort to me. I’m exactly like I was a minute before. Caught in an argument, they confronted, I refused and went to my room. No talk.
It’s kinda funny situation. 😀 Her child is in pain, […]

1/25/2016 6 comments

Alone is not what i want to be

by rabbitsheart 1/24/2016

written by rabbitsheart

I woke up this morning, but i’m not happy to say i did. Tried to OD last night, but i threw everything up in my sleep apparently. I don’t know if i took enough, i was drunk when i took the pills. Was definitely enough to make me feel sick. My roomate (who was my fiance, broke up with me after cheating on me) isn’t here and i have no one to talk to. He usually helps me with this stuff, but i don’t feel like i can trust him anymore. I’m left with no one to talk to. Once i mustered enough strength to […]

1/24/2016 21 comments

Why im here

by firefly2411 1/24/2016

written by firefly2411

It just hit me why im here … I just want to be able to talk to people who can relate and not just be ignored .. Ive been thinking a lot lately of doing self harm but i never get enough guts to do it … I dont know if im depressed but i feel like i am… Its so hard to live a life where everyone you care about ignores you or simply breaks your heart .. I really want to talk to people and for once not be ignored?

1/24/2016 1 comment

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