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Our society wants to have its cake and eat it too

by blank-clutter 3/1/2016

written by blank-clutter

This has been on my mind recently and I think it’s the reason why there is so much mental health issues in the world. I think our society wants to keep its nasty habits and yet still have no issues.

Like one obvious example is that it wants to blast us with models and perfect bodies and yet it doesn’t want people to have bad self imagine. It wants to load the movies, music and media with dark themes yet it wants no violence. It offers and encourages addictive behaviour at every corner yet it doesn’t want addicts. It fights all the bad outcomes with “awareness” […]

3/1/2016 1 comment

I thought I was better

by Take a Deep Breath 2/29/2016

written by Take a Deep Breath

Hey guys… long time no see. It’s been months since I’ve been on here…. months spent thinking. Thinking that I was getting better. Thinking that the old Sam was gone. The one whose depression conquered her on a daily basis. The one who ran to her knife for comfort. The one who never knew what a nigt in peace was like.

Wrong.

So damn mother fucking wrong.

Hahahaha life is a cruel joke my loves. It wants you to live but gives you all the cards to die. I hope you are all doing better than me. I hope to see some familiar faces on here soon… […]

2/29/2016 11 comments

RIGHT TO DIE

by nomas 2/26/2016

written by nomas

I think we should have the right to die no matter the situation. Transgender people have the right to completely change their lives if they choose to. If a transgender male wants to have his penis removed , he goes in for evaluation and see if that’s what he really wants . after a year I think and after tons of questions to make sure that’s what he wants BAM! The penis is gone. Even if family and society disagrees, he has the right to change his life if he choses to and he’s allow to do so. His body, his mind and his life.

Now […]

2/26/2016 8 comments

I am scared

by HatedGirl 2/24/2016

written by HatedGirl

Things was good me n him then he relaspsed pycosis im scard it will take him away from me i had to get u help but everytime u call u say hurtful n things like u r not with me but before u relapsed we was good i am scared idk what i can do with out u i wait for u to.come bk home or will.u ever as ur mind right now thinks diff i hope u hold on to us i have nothin with out u but i will be patient things right now feel as if my world is falling hello all […]

2/24/2016 3 comments

Where does fantasy end and reality begin?

by Snow Fox 2/24/2016

written by Snow Fox

Hey all,

Hope everyone has been doing as well as can be, and I was just wondering if I could get some input about my recent thoughts/behaviors.

So as with most users on this site, I have struggled with suicidal thoughts and desires for a long time. Many of us even keep a possible means close by or have it recorded how/where we might get it. But my question is, where does the comfort/ideation of killing yourself turn into reality?

I’m not scared of dying, but at the same time, my mind getting my hopes up and then not having anything happening is also very tiring.

My situation is […]

2/24/2016 7 comments

to everyone

by Drowning 2/21/2016

written by Drowning

I just wanted to say I like this site everyone is friendly and supportive I no everyone has their own Demons to deal with and the battle isn’t easy with mental health depression anxiety suicidal thoughts etc if the world was to support each other like we do in here the world would be such a nicer place to live in hopefully things get better for all of us

thanks

2/21/2016 3 comments

What does the Depression feel like?

by jrmeador94 2/20/2016

written by jrmeador94

I want to try something, for all of us. I recently sat down with my therapist and essentially explained what I was going through when I am depressed, considering suicide, making the plans.

After I was done, I felt so much better. I told someone exactly how it felt being tortured inside. And I want you all to do it here.

Write a few sentences (short might speak the loudest). Find music or a work of art. Make a video. Anything that calls out and resonates deep in you, and share with the world what it’s like.

Let me start out by saying this:

“Depression is sitting under a scalding shower, trying […]

2/20/2016 12 comments

Opinions Wanted

by JustSomeGirl 2/19/2016

written by JustSomeGirl

Hello again,

This post is different from what I usually see on here but I am hoping that it can help me to share it with you guys. I’m baring my soul here: This is a diary entry from a few weeks ago, I am quoting straight from my diary because after hearing opposing opinions on the story, I do not know what to believe anymore and I wrote this right after it happened so this is exactly how I remember it.

“Friday I drank way too much. Puked 3 times? I wanted to go somewhere to chill, last year I always went to the guys’ dorm to hang, […]

2/19/2016 4 comments

questions over questions

by Lacalamity 2/18/2016

written by Lacalamity

Hi guys, hope you good, got some favors to ask.

I want to see a therapist, but I don’t know what the deal is with me, this sadness I carry, always thinking about how the living dies and hurts others in horrible ways and I can’t just do anything, can just watch. The only thing I can do is to be there for the ones I love but even then, nothing is sure. I don’t even want to die that bad now, I feel like I have a job to finish here. It feels like that my sadness drives me on since no long, but what […]

2/18/2016 8 comments

as I fade..

by dysphoria 2/16/2016

written by dysphoria

Goodbye to all the warm hearts left out there
Keep shining bright, for those of us that couldn’t

2/16/2016 1 comment

Mad World: Trix Version

by Zetsumei 2/16/2016

written by Zetsumei

I don’t know anything about you but I do think it will be a shame if you leave this world. Intelligent people gaze at the moon getting lost in the night. On the other hand, foolish people stare at the sun blinding themselves in the light. The sun starers think they are powerful but their blindness deludes them. As the saying goes, “knowledge is power.” One group can only see nothing but the other group can see everything. Do you know which group you are, Trix? From what I gathered, it’s the group that can see everything, However, you wish you were a part of […]

2/16/2016 3 comments

Random Quotes

by twix this rainbow 2/16/2016

written by twix this rainbow

I use to do a fun random quote of the day for my friends in the morning…here are some of them. Thought you guys might some of them funny.

Well, aren’t we a fun filled lollipop tripled dipped in psycho?

Me Crazy? Don’t make me get down off my unicorn and slap you!

Hey, I’ll be back in 5 minutes, but if I am still not back just read this message again.

Starting tomorrow – whatever life throws at me, I am just going to duck so it hits someone else.

My friend thinks he is so smart, he said onions are the only foods that make you cry. So […]

2/16/2016 2 comments

It’s ironic

by Drowning 2/15/2016

written by Drowning

It’s ironic how our life experiences are meant to make us the people we are meant to be but they seem to be crippling us at the same time pushing me right to the edge is this my destiny to live in the shade were the light in the dark ?

2/15/2016 4 comments

the resilience of weeds

by sunshinestate90 2/14/2016

written by sunshinestate90

I always find it incredible, how, if we are ever able to get through extremely difficult times, we are never get affected by the same situations in the same way again. We become more resilient–like a weed or a drug-resistant strain of bacteria or a powerful virus.

We emerge from the dark tunnel and the world opens up. Once we accept our new worldview, we can’t ever go back. The same thoughts have a different nuance. We can’t be who we once were–ever.

Maybe that’s why “wise” people warn us of going down certain precarious paths. We can either stay innocent and not realize the world, or […]

2/14/2016 5 comments

No Title

by Alan Ominous 2/10/2016

written by Alan Ominous

Some song lyrics I wrote awhile back, without music I guess it’s a poem. Only sharing because I think some of you will enjoy it.

Part 1:

My shadows gone, today.

My own reflection, just looks away.

I’ve lost something, somewhere,

Down the road.

But it’s hard to remember,

what you didn’t know. . .

Part 2:

Sitting beside myself,

We didn’t recognize us.

So we parted ways,

Left myself in the dust.

Searching for answers,

No questions at hand.

Been looking so long ,

Forgot where I am

Part 3:

So I pour out a shot,

But I drink from the bottle.

And I figured it out ,

Somewhere near the bottom.

But when I woke up,

I’d forgot it all again…

2/10/2016 3 comments

Questioning loneliness

by Moneypenny 2/7/2016

written by Moneypenny

So why does that strange feeling of loneliness is so powerful and confusing?

Lots of people here relate to it.

But sometimes we can be alone and by ourselves without it hurting us, without it even matter.

And then agaim we can be surrounded by people and yet feel we are doomed by the solitude inside us.

What is it all about? How can it make us feel so bad, so wrong, so worthless?

2/7/2016 14 comments

02/08/16 – 01:55 AM

by missanonymous 2/7/2016

written by missanonymous

Maybe one day,
people would be more careful to what they say.
Maybe one day,
we’ll find a better way to lessen the pain.
Maybe one day,
our hearts will be healed.
Maybe one day,
scars will remain.
Maybe one day,
life will give us reasons to live.
Maybe one day,
we can learn how to stand again.
Maybe one day,
we can find ourselves.

And maybe, just maybe
It can all happen one day…

2/7/2016 0 comment

there is no “should be”; there is only “what is”

by sunshinestate90 2/4/2016

written by sunshinestate90

Looking back on my posts from six months ago to recent, I can’t fathom how I was able to make it through my life. I am extremely glad I did though, because now I am less fearful than before. I went out into the world and face a bunch of my fears, did a bunch of things that made me uncomfortable, and now I feel like there isn’t much I can’t handle. I didn’t understand that before: that all you have to do is handle life. Take a deep breath, do your best and know that even if we don’t get that job, there’s always […]

2/4/2016 1 comment

We’re not as different as we fear

by Lost1111 2/1/2016

written by Lost1111

Edit: I wrote this the other night when I was drunk, guess it’s just posted now…

In my current drunken state…we’re not as different as we feel. The people who we feel are far more “normal” as us are fighting similar battles as us. I’m sure I will feel far different as a sober me, but just know that the thoughts that bring us close to suicide are actually the same thoughts that bring us closer to others. In your moments of weakness and loneliness, try to have faith that you’re not as f-ed up and as alone as you feel….distant love to all <3.

2/1/2016 2 comments

Angels

by JiminyCrispies 2/1/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

I could only last 2 hours in college today. We were using sharp tools and it triggered the Angels – I hadn’t heard them all day up until then. They haven’t shut up since. My mum yelled because she had to pick me up early. I didn’t tell her why, she doesn’t understand. Whenever I use them as an ‘excuse’ – as she puts it – she gets angry and says it’s stupid.

She’s lying. She knows about them, she works with my psychiatrist and the Others. I know now. Obadiah told me that I need to see my doctor; I need to tell him what […]

2/1/2016 5 comments

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