A PATH TO THE DARK SIDE

wow, it scares me who i have become in just 15 years. i remember being very young 0-6 didnt give a fuck bout anything mainly cuz i was happy i lived in beautiful California had great parents (who gave me whatever i wanted) then a week before my 7th birthday my sister was born. then my life changed our house was way to small for a family of 4 so a year later we moved we were stuck in ahotel for 2 weeks before we finally got the keys to our new house which to me is way to huge for just 4 people i dont think such a small family needs 21 rooms? (not 21 bedrooms just 21 rooms to be in) not that im ungreatful just this house and town changed my life. so now 7-present time. ha i knew my parents shouldve never moved me here im always bullied i dont get whatever i want my friends are bitches my grades suck i passed 8th grade with 1 A+ 2 B- 3 C and 3 D’s i used to be all A’s and B’s now i remember how when i was younger like 3 years back i was blonde blue eyed obese girl who was never happy now im severely depressed very slimmer (thanks to an eating disorder that i somewhat got over) i exercise ehh not often enough but i do it and now my hair is 15 shades of darkness my wrists arent pretty they have like 20 scars on each, the point is i have changed i now take painkillers for the hell of it i love slitting my wrists and crying this my friends is a change to the dark side. A PATH TO THE DARK SIDE, i cant see me going home:/