I’ve got nothing left to live for. Everything I had I gave up for wanting something I really believed in, now that too is gone. I cannot continue living in this depression. I’ve tried sleeping pills last week but only woke up two days later, feeling like more of a failure for not even being able to kill myself. Cutting is not an option. I was thinking of driving out to the beach at night, taking another dose of sleeping tablets and then going into the water once I feel the effect thereof. I cannot keep breathing in this miserable existence any longer
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You should take the strength of your efforts and put them towards making life better for yourself rather then thinking thoughts of doing yourself harm.
I know you can improve upon your situation(s) in life.
focus on that. getting better.
Focus on making life worthwhile.
what is it that ails you my friend???
Maybe failing to kill yourself was some kind of sign…
Almost a year ago I threw myself to the bottom of a lake, and under the water I attached by self to some sort of root at the bottom. After what felt like an eternity I felt the water start take me, until the root broke and I ended up back at the top… I took it as a sign, I still feel dead, I still feel the same, but I believe there’s a reason I’m still here.
Maybe theres a reason your still here. Just please try and find it for a little longer.
I think you will just be swept back to the beach.
i’m sorry to share this, but we aren’t allowed to discuss specific methods