I need something to keep me going, because anymore I see no point in living. Everyone always meets someone better than me, then I become nonexistent. I’m use to it, I don’t blame anyone, I only blame myself for not being good enough. And yes, I know that people leave our lives all the time but why is it that no one seems to stay in my life? For once, I’d like to feel wanted/needed. But that probably won’t happen, I’ll kill myself long before that day comes.
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The other world is a much brighter, more accepting world than this one. You dont have to experience alone-ness. I don’t know but i know im doing it tomorrow for certainty and i wish you good luck in your life to find purpose/meaning. In my experience, it doesn’t exist. I always get abandoned, my whole friendships faded away and now im alone like i was in middle school-high school. BUT, the other world. The mystery. i want to know it. i want it to end. Go do it too.
Your self-esteem appears to be low. Many people fall in and out of love, so you are not the only one. I am sure that many other people feel like you do, but they are probably afraid to admit it. I honestly have never been in a relationship, and it has helped me learn much about myself. Personally, I believe that you should be what makes you happy, and you do not need others for this.