I don’t know why I feel so much pain
I don’t know what’s real anymore
I’m so numb
I’ve tried to die so many times
I try to fix myself, but I’m so far gone.
I don’t know if I’m crazy, I just hate life, I hate it all its so fake.
I hate you and I hate me. I’m just stuck with this feeling in my heart and I don’t know why.
I fucking hope I die soon so bad. I’m so sick of wanting death.