After getting accepted to the Uni’ (a really good world known one), I have finished my first semester with an average grades of 75.
75 means – No jobs as a student, hard time finding job once I’m out, and other shitty stuff.
But what is worst is the fact that I went back home. I went back to the nothing I have. To the environment where I have to work a lot while my…. UsedToBe Friends, got their parents as financial backup.
I feel just the way I felt as a 4th grader – Isolated, powerless, incompetent.
My spirit as a fighter died, I […]
Coping Skills
i just went to a concert by the killers and i just thought does anyone want a suicidal boyfriend? i am 21 looking for a girl or cute boy mostly to have someone i can be open to and spend time with ya not a dating site but worth a shot
Staying healthy is important for the depressed:
Be sure to live through your body, by this I mean by being physical active such as going to the playground to play like a little kid, biking, or regular fitness work-outs.
Along with exercise, eat a healthy diet with lots of leafy green vegetables
Never isolate yourself, try to maintain healthy relationships with peers and stay away from negativity
Reduce stress doing things such as listening to relaxation music or coloring
Pick up hobbies such as art or sports
This one I think is most important is being one with the universe, creating that oneness, or peace with God:
This can be achieved with […]
How do people deal with the idea and the inevitable occurrence of death. What’s the drive to continue, to become better, if everything you or I make will eventually rot away and turn to dust, including our achievements, our stories, and our families? What point IS there to do anything, when others of done it better than you ever can?
I’m afraid of writing this post because they might be watching this web-site. I talk and they pretend not to listen, but they’re watching me closely.
I discovered this weeks upon accidently stumbling upon Narcissist parents. They resemble this parenting style the most. When I learned about narcissism. It all everything clicked. Why I’m so unhappy. Why my self-esteem is so low to almost non-existing. Why my parents confused me, and yet I never wanted to blame them for fear that I’ll upset them like feel their wrath if you challenge let alone question it their ego.
Here, I thought that my mom was overprotected and my […]
I had multiple guys contact me, but then I felt emotionally exhausted because I never juggled with so many guys. Flipping through the emails and it’s hard to remember things about each guy. Not to mention, they have to be aware that they flake out, or things don’t work out.
I met a guy today, and we ended up being bored with each other, so it was quick and we shook each other hand good-bye. We really didn’t have much in common.
Plus, I need money to go and do things, but then when I have a job. It’ll be all work and no time to do […]
Well this is my hello, might as well be my goodbye. I am a teenage girl. Recently…or maybe not. 6 months ago my mom had a stroke….fell into a coma. Has been in the hospital ever since. Being a already depressed, lonely, alone, suicidal teenager..it was extremely hard on me. I was sent to live with my sister who I was not close to at all. Here no one ever cared abt how I was feeling or if i was down bc there was so much other things to worry about. My mom could not walk, talk, move, eat, and was in a coma for […]
Hey guys, if you see this and want/need to talk. I’m always open to talk. I really want to make someone(anyone) feel like they are worth it….
Those of you who were here last year might remember that one of my bucket list items was to learn how to use a smartphone.
I’d gotten the tiniest cheapest one. And I learned how to do SP posts on it.
Aaaand the easier it got, the more I liked it. A lot.
Enough to decide I wanted a better phone.
Bought a new one last week.
Samsung Galaxy Sky J3.
16GB, plus I added a 32GB SD card.
I love it!
The old one feels like a cheap […]
I’ve really let myself go. I was at my ideal weight when I was a teen I was 160, and I am big bone, so 145 to 160 is ideal. I loved eating healthy and exercising, and I did all forms such as pilates, yoga, weight lifting, and cardio. I also had the teen metabolism, so I could a whole medium pizza from Domino’s once in a while and still run all over the place. I was lacto oavo vegetarian too, so again I ate these weird but healthy foods such soy milk, or sea weed. Not only I was I thin, but apparently I […]
I never realized how much I enjoy having dinner and a movie at the same time. The only problem is the that looking the bill or menu can be distracting as you try to look at the movie. If you know who Nostalgia Critic is, he was right about everything this movie was going to be. Didn’t feel like making some Nostalgia Critic bingo, however I think the movie may be the best out of the five. Michael Bay might be approving.
The Good:
Transformers have more lines, are more active
Less silly human drama
No Sam Witwicky unless you want to count the cameo
Transformers […]
It’s my birthday, and for years I’ve wished to kill myself on my birthday, hopefully this year falls through (; can I get some good luck?genuinely? Haha no one else would understand if I told them so, I’m hoping y’all will help a little atleast
after years of suffering, it’s getting good at last.
i think i’m feeling happy and it seems to last for a while. the question here is, why did God tortured me like that?
i know that the day would come that everything will turn upside down again and i will feel down and suicidal -since no happiness is everlasting and no sadness, too- and i think that i’m not ready for that day.
i definitely feel stronger than before all these things happened to me – i don’t really want to say what i’m referring to by “these” – but i don’t like the idea of being put […]
I just don’t know what to do with myself now. I’ve pretty much completed the biggest part of my bucket list (somewhere I traveled) and now I can’t seem to motivate myself at all. I know what I would want to do in the future, but now it feels like whether I make it to that point or not doesn’t matter at all. I have a wonderful life filled with supportive and kind people who tell me daily how much potential I have, but I have nothing to show for it. Guilt and a vague but almost desperate feeling of “there’s surely something left for you […]
I’m kind of at a loss as none of what I have done in the past are really helping me and I’m kind of on the edge of a dark place and it’s never easy to return from that, so what do you guys do to help you cope with struggles ?
(I did not write this. I fond it on reddit.) (I think that I am average-looking with social retardation.)
1. You can’t find a girlfriend or boyfriend. This is the whole point of this sub so there’s not a lot to be said here but basically yes, if you’re single for an extended period of time and not by choice with no hookups or sex in between even at a bar on a Friday night when everybody’s drunk, then chances are you fall short in the looks department. There’s a guy on here who’s approached 300 girls in the past couple of years and received zero […]
(Yay, I fixed the internet on my computer. It seems to be connecting well, and is moving faster. I did everything I could such as restoring it to its default, restarting the computer, and even got my dad to check it out. He wasn’t able to fix it. All I had to do was update the security, clear all browsing history, and most of all disable the proxy server. Now, I don’t have wait for long periods for a page to show up, or have to keep reloading the page because it didn’t show up. Hope it stays this way.)
By society’s standards, I am a […]
Does anyone here have Snapchat and wanna talk on there.Im good to talk to if ur depressed. 🙂
Recipe for Steamed Cordless:
Take one chronically depressed citizen with disability/mobility issues. Ensure subject is single and lives alone.
Add one week of humid temperatures in the high 80″s and mid 90″s.
Coat with sweat and despair. Mix well.
Add garlic breadsticks.
Serve with antidepressants and mood-altering beverage of your choice.
Call Out to God!