Fun & Interesting

For non-suicidal topics that are fun, entertaining or informative.

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Christmas Gift

  November 30th, 2015 by InhalingAnxiety

So I spent over $500 on my boyfriend for Christmas.

I get in these moods (that sometimes last a few days at a time) where I can’t feel a desire for anything, and it makes him feel like I don’t love him. But I can’t really feel love for him or anything at that time. I don’t know why. Afterwards I can tell I’ve done damage, but he still tries to act like me treating him like shit doesn’t affect him. We both know he deserves better and should feel loved constantly. I admire him for sticking around, though. I decided to kind of “go all out” [...]
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I did it!!

  November 3rd, 2015 by abisslover25

I went out on a first date tonight. Which means I left my bed for the first time in a week. I’m not wanting a relationship and even though the guy and I are total opposites it was nice to get out of the house and have some fun. That’s a huge step for me. I seriously haven’t put on real clothes in months and rarely leave my house. Thank god for Chinese delivery. I feel weird coming home because while I did have fun all I wanted was to be back home in my bed with the iPad. It’s my safe place and no [...]
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Drowning in a Wave of Sadness

  October 18th, 2015 by winterskyout

English: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEgmxilFyaI

Japanese: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=idLksB9YUIw

In order to just breathe, I keep meaningful songs in my arsenal until another day comes along. This is one of them, a powerful melody.

“As time is passing on and all my limbs are slowly growing along
The things to love’s a multiplying song
And its growth, is racing at a stupid rate, my only option is hate
So I just have to throw them out with no doubt

And so that I am able to provide you with love
The greedy person that hides inside me
Would soon see, that he would have to stop adoring everything that he is;
The clumsiness was a creation [...]
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lets not wake up

  October 10th, 2015 by noodle

wishful thinking gets us nowhere.

there’s nothing spectacular about tomorrow.  just another really fucking heavy piece of shit i’m pulling with me everywhere i go.  everyone has fucking flaps on their eyes, where do they get them, i wish i had them but then i guess i wont be able to see the little moments that make this worth while. is this worth it, i duno. WE’RE IN THE FUCKING MATRIX.

 

one thing i must admit, not sure if it makes me feel good or subtly not good, the fact that i’m not forced to wear long sleeves. because of these people with the eye flaps. still [...]
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Just a quickie.

  October 10th, 2015 by noodle

Hello sp peeps.

I found this site a billion years ago. I wonder who of the old regulars are still alive and kicking? I see I must’ve deleted all my old posts except 3.

I am back here now, at this moment because something came over me tonight. (jesus mind the phrasing pls)

Hang in there and you can fucking beat this!!!

Ps. I kinda sorta got married this year <3

Last post on here before this one was somewhere mid September 2013.

 

Keep it real folks, don’t do stupid shit and know – there’s ALWAYS someone listening even if it is someone that you’ve never met or seen before, believe [...]
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If You Know How To Use Kik …

Kik code for a group 30 large all from SP!

suicide project kik group

Scan it by swiping down in your list of conversations.

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Everybody’s Fool

  October 4th, 2015 by Within Evanescence

This will always be one of my favourite songs, and I’m so in love with this music video. The video basically is about lying to yourself and having a depression while you’re fake smiling to the world. It’s beautiful and since I totally love the band and the lead singer, seeing Amy Lee like this gives me tears in my eyes.
I thought of you while watching this, so here you go. I hope you like it.


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Is it possible…

  October 1st, 2015 by depressednihilist95

to say too much?

If this is the only life that we are going to live through, and our only chance at happiness, isn’t it a bit worth sharing emotions and passions to the point that it becomes awkward? Isn’t that what being a human is all about?

My trouble with relationships is the mundane. Fuck the weather. Fuck sports. Fuck fashion. Fuck Hollywood. I’d rather talk about us and the silly memories that we’ve been through, and, of course, the bad ones too. Others in my life, however, do they desire these relationships like I do?

I yearn for passionate relationships but get stuck when someone tells [...]
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Leaving your tattoo in your will

  October 1st, 2015 by theWhispersOfMySins

I was reading the news and came across an article in the Huffington Post about leaving your tattoo to your loved ones after you die. Yes, you read that right. Quote: “NAPSA — the National Association for the Preservation of Skin Art — launched earlier this month with the aim of helping you pass down your tattoos to your kids, grandkids, and loved ones. It’s no longer a morbid dream. You can have your tattoos removed, preserved and turned into fine art.”

It goes on to say that after you die they need to be notified within 18 hours and a kit is sent out [...]
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How to cope…..?

  September 28th, 2015 by EvilOni22

Ok, so suicidal thoughts linger. Will they ever totally dissipate? Perhaps or perhaps not. I don’t really know. If I had to say, I would lean towards they will lighten but never just go away. Once you learn know or relaize something, it’s not like you can just purposely unknow or unrealize it. The partial truth behind ingnore is bliss. So with acceptance of the fact I may never be able to fully revert from suicidal thoughts and desires leads me to the question of what can I do to cope with them? My mind running on the topic of ways to kill myself and [...]
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lunar eclipse!!!

  September 27th, 2015 by melodychild

There’s an eclipse tonight and everyone should watch it of they can! it’s gonna be amazing and may lift your spirits even if just for a little while! it’s a wonderful event that’s truely magical and I hope some of you get to experience it!


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Tristeza is Twenty and Three

Tristeza is Twenty and Three

  September 18th, 2015 by dare.poe

Tristeza turns twenty three today. What can I say?

She’s older and wiser.
She’s compassionate.
She’s supportive.
She hurts.
She helped me.
She probably helped you.

Wherever you are, Tristeza, I hope this day is a good one. Know you are loved …as much as federal law will allow. 😉


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Ranting

  September 16th, 2015 by lostwander

Its my day off. I woke up too early. I cried in bed for probably an hour. No shame in lying about that. I prayed, and I cried some more. I actually made myself breakfast today. But it happened to be in the after noon when I ate it. So I guess I can consider that brunch. I ate in bed… And have been there all day. It’s the place I feel most comfortable.

I feel very numb today. I feel as if I have given up the hope I was holding onto so dearly. Why? I don’t know. Nothing has changed. I tried to cheer [...]
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Please, please listen.

  September 10th, 2015 by operationmintyhippo

I cry every time I listen to this.


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Final Post: punk in drublic, and suicide as a pre and postmortem message

  September 2nd, 2015 by Disposable Human

Through separation and divorce I have lost everything other than court appointed contact with my family: the ex-wife/best friend, my son, my 2 dogs. It feels like the work I’ve done to try and make this all come together as a family was for nothing. And it was.

Two weeks ago, I shot .375 grams of pure crystal meth into my arm and gave myself tachycardia but died slowly enough for the doctors to save me.

Monday, my legal benzo analogues came in the mail. They’re like xanax on steroids. I took a couple handfuls (that stopped my heart) and then woke up today with no memory [...]
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Your Name Meaning?

  August 26th, 2015 by TheChimeraMonster

im not a religious person, but i’ve read on the bible that
god would give to the members of one of the seven churches a white stone with their new names.
the name would mean what god wanted from then
well, the ironic part is
my name : Beatriz means “the person that make the others happy”
ok god, stop with that, you’re laughing on my face, isn’t you?
i cant make MYSELF happy!

well, this is my question:
what your name mean?

(sorry for my bad english)


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Schools Back

  August 24th, 2015 by violinplayer22

Ah, the beginning of the school year. Makes you want to tear up a little, doesn’t it? I mean, anxiety attacks are no stranger to me, so tearing up comes naturally. But hearing that first bell in the hallowed halls of Woodford High School made me cringe in my Vera Bradley backpack. Don’t get me wrong, getting to see the little freshman cower in fear was SSOO much fun, but seeing all the couples and relationships makes me want to smack my head on a wall. It’s fine though. The first day isn’t always as horrible as people make it out to be. I mean, [...]
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Bucket list

  August 17th, 2015 by violinplayer22

What I want to do before I die is simple, I want to be a teenager. I want to go to a party, or ditch class. These things though, are more specific:

1. Have my first kiss

2. Go to prom

3. Lose my virginity

4. Break all ties with my friends

5. Go on a date

6. Go to Europe

7. Take one last trip to florida

8. Get accepted into a good college

9. Eat a twinkie

10. Tell my best friend I love him

11. Get drunk

12. Take as many pills as possible

13. Die

This is a shortened version, obviously. But, what’s your bucket list??


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Why movies are better than reality ? Why movie is better than reality ? Why reality is boring ?

  August 14th, 2015 by niki

Why movies are better than reality / real life / real world ?
Why movie is better than reality / real life / real world ?
Why reality is boring ?

What puzzles me the most is human’s mind / human’s brains and imagination better than reality ( human’s fantasy is better than reality )

for example:
just look at the movies, novels, comics, games, books, , animations (anime / manga), science fiction (sci-fi), fantasy , like Star Wars, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, X-Men, Marvels & DC universe / movies , The Avengers , Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Swords Art Online, Naruto, Bleach, [...]
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Are you an Atheist?

  August 12th, 2015 by flyingnorth

I can’t really remember the last time I thought there was a God. I don’t think I was ever really into following God or the whole religious thing, either. The only thing I specifically remember that set my atheism in stone is existentialism. That shit changed me.

I’m wondering how many of you are atheist? I know there are some. Did you ever believe? If not, what changed your mind on the whole thing?

 

I would also like to note that I’m not your typical atheist. I would not be the person to push atheism in your face and tell you that you’re wrong for believe in [...]
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