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So, this is very different than any other of my posts,
but I have been experiencing some “feelings” and I cannot find a name to these symptoms.
I feel like I can communicate with an outer me, such as if I had a twin, it’s very strange, it started with mirrors, and now I feel like I am not alone, although I am sitting in my room alone, such as another person is her. (Another version of myself.)
I have experienced this before, but only when I have been exhausted, and/or when I go from being surrounded by people for a long/short period of time, to be alone again, I feel as if the people I was surrounded by are still with me. (Not like anything supernatural, not like being in the presences of ghost.)
And I’d even hold conversations with those people before I would realize they were not actually there, this mainly happens when I am exhausted, like in a dreamlike state.
I do believe that I have decreolization/depersonalization disorder, could this be a part of that?
Does anyone else experience this?
Or have any idea what this could be?
Thank you for reading/responding! Always appreciated, if you have any information, please, don’t be afraid to comment!
(Added in August 11, 2015 at 1:24 AM)
I might also add that sometimes when I am sleeping, I will wake up and have “hallucinations”, they are never anything scary, for example, last night I woke up and saw a balloon, with scribbling of “happy birthday” or something, on the side of it, quickly drift from the end of my bed, to the top of the curtain rod on the window right next to my bed. These “hallucinations” don’t scare me anymore, since I have had them so many times, but it is as if I cannot keep my eye off whatever is moving, I can reach for it, try to touch it, but it has no feeling, also I cannot go back to sleep until the “hallucination” is done, and sometimes I decide to stay awake after. Could this be related to the other experiences I have mentioned previously? I mainly see balloons, it seems, but I have even seen a roll of tape before. (Weird, I know.) Also they are mainly always black, the one I had last night was colored, which is rare.
Sorry for throwing a bunch of “symptoms” at you guys, but I figured that since they all seem to be along the same lines of “hallucinations”, I might as well list them all.
Please comment if you have any information or have experienced some of the same things! Thank you!