Poetry & Art

Little girl don’t you understand
Mommy killed herself and is never coming back. Daddy drinks and hides his pain by beating you. Your brother takes pills and other drugs to keep the picture of his mother falling off the chair out of his mind
Little girl why don’t you get it
Mommy and Daddy never loved each other. Mommy never wanted to be alive. Daddy never wanted a girl. your brother never wanted to be gay. He never wanted to be different
Little girl can’t you see
Everyone you love doesn’t love themselves
Little girl don’t you know
one day you will be just like […]

I hear the scream of my parents, bring down the walls.

Lurking in the shadow my word begins to fall. The scream of my mum and the shout of my dad.

Our world begins to pause. I will draw you a picture of how i am feeling. I will draw it with a twist I will draw it with a razor. I will do it on my wrist. If i do it correctly i red fountain will appear, to take away the pain and wash away the fear.

A pull of a trigger, a shot of a gun. Soon my life will be done. No one will notice. […]

Looking at the scars running down each arm

Realizing no one cares so I self-harm

I know I’ll get glares if I don’t wear sleeves

Even when it’s way too hot to believe

I feel tired, I feel forgot

Undesired and always trapped in thought

Picking at a scab until it bleeds

Then licking up all of the tiny beads

Of blood forming on my arm

I don’t care, so I self-harm