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“People are allowed to hate/dislike/criticize you.”

by JustSomeGuy4455 10/3/2018

written by JustSomeGuy4455

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No they’re not.

If you ever try to criticize me for advocating for myself, whether it be through feminism or something else, I’ll make you pay.

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If you have ever been to the hate-group known as DeviantArt, you’ll know what I am about to get into.

I am an autistic asexual, and I am full of ideas. I dream everyday and night of worlds where nothing exists and yet everything exists. I dream of worlds that defy logic and characters that follow their own reasoning. For example, what if there was a world out there that was basically a living videogame? What if this world was in a […]

10/3/2018 4 comments

70k+ posts

by Yikrens 10/2/2018

written by Yikrens

i know a music thread with 60000 posts.

this page here is different. 2 user do not make of about 20% of that entries, guessed.

it is impossible to have a overview about. do you think that’s with the no partners rule?

i’m critical about if I use this page right or if the support can explain me. i maybe just lack suicidality and fear of free things..

10/2/2018 2 comments

This is why I have trust issues

by GerbzBaby 10/2/2018

written by GerbzBaby

When I finally think I found the person(s) in my life to help me through hardships and show me that I can trust others again, I’m let down. Again. And again. And again. It’s to the point we’re I’m completely numb to it. I tell myself “You know it’s coming, it’s only a matter of time.” Then, eventually it happens. I tried to tell him that what he thought wasn’t true. That I just want him to understand. That I did appreciate him, but I need time for myself. He keeps thinking I’m making excuses not to talk to him. “You just don’t want to […]

10/2/2018 3 comments

My own rant about my brother owing me money

by SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself 10/2/2018

written by SuicidalThoughtsButRefuseToKillMyself

This isn’t about suicide but this is more or less a rant about my older brother owing me money that he’ll never be able to pay me back which I am tired of having an older brother who can’t be responsible for his own actions and keeps asking me for money I am tired having to see things from his perspective about the choices which led to his mistakes which has its own consequences one thing we humans don’t always realize is that yes we choose our own mistakes due to our own poor reasonsing or judgement or whatever the point is that it is […]

10/2/2018 1 comment

I don’t care for “free speech.”

by JustSomeGuy4455 10/1/2018

written by JustSomeGuy4455

For decades now, people have asserted that I have the right to be abused, misrepresented, and et cetera.

This pisses me off so much.

I have been demonized for who I am since elementary school for my autism. I’ve been demonized since middle school for questioning my sexuality. I’ve been demonized since high school for not believing in God.

Now, that I’m in college and have to deal with the “alt-right” calling me a “millennial special snowflake triggered cancer SJW” for just being who I am, I’m going to say loud and proud that I HATE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.

Here come the mobs calling me a Nazi.

I say thanks […]

10/1/2018 3 comments

Im garbage and that is all

by maddie_kay 10/1/2018

written by maddie_kay

I was helping some newish people at work last night. This girl was doing extra work for no reason, i told them nicely that they didnt need to do that (didnt explain that we didnt have time to clean that spot for ao long, we were pretty busy).The chick stared at me, mumbled and continued to take her sweet ass time. Im tired of being disrespected. Im a senior worker. I thought that would mean something to someone, but it never does. It just makes me over think my life. Ive stayed up all night. I coulsnt sleep so now i had to go have […]

10/1/2018 1 comment

I’m Sorry

by impuretama 9/30/2018

written by impuretama

I’m sorry I’m ugly

I’m sorry I’m useless

I’m sorry that I’m not smarter

I’m sorry that I’m not more athletic

I’m sorry for being so annoying

I’m sorry for being a piece of shit

I’m sorry that I’m not better at my job

I’m sorry that I’m fat

I’m sorry that I can’t cook better meals

I’m sorry that weak

I’m sorry that I’m emotional

I’m sorry that I’m so pathetic

I’m sorry to anyone that has to deal with me

I’m sorry that I exist

9/30/2018 3 comments

Can People Please Shut Up About “Bad” Fandoms?!

by JustSomeGuy4455 9/30/2018

written by JustSomeGuy4455

Seriously.

Shut up.

There is an old quote that I have very easily warmed up to, and it goes that smaller minds discuss people, things, and events while the better minds discuss ideas. I don’t know who originally said this, but I feel that is strongly correlates to a number of issues I’ve got with certain forms of entertainment. I may sound like hypocrite because I myself am discussing a certain type of people, but the idea behind it bears word that needs to be spoken now more than ever.

You read the title of this rant so I am going to cut to the chase. Can people […]

9/30/2018 1 comment

The times of my family and husband

by angeldiamond 9/27/2018

written by angeldiamond

I’ve been beatin

I’ve been shamed

I’ve been lost for so long

My family doesn’t know me

My friends aren’t there anymore

I don’t know where to go

I don’t know…………

9/27/2018 2 comments

Inner Dialogue

by FairFairAndCold 9/27/2018

written by FairFairAndCold

This conversation took place in my mind today:
Me- Wow, this Jell-o sure is tasty.
Ideation- You should definitely kill yourself right now. With that spoon.
Me- Literally??? I was talking about Jell-o??? Why are you like this???
Depression- No, no, he has a good point.

9/27/2018 2 comments

questioning

by undoubtedly 9/26/2018

written by undoubtedly

do these countless hours and years of self-deprivation mean anything?

do i not matter if i was not thin to begin with? do i not matter if i eat?

is my sickness real? am i sick at all?

9/26/2018 0 comment

i cant tell my friends these things

by amesstoconfess 9/23/2018

written by amesstoconfess

i need to cut now
but i have a thing next weekend that has me showing my arms, and i dont want to cut anywhere else
it feels good to cut my arm
theres still scars from 8 months ago
i dont know if the boy i think i love cares enough
i want to delete all my social medias and stop talking to people
i want to sleep
and not have to worry about school or work
or family
we are dying
i hate it here

9/23/2018 1 comment

I Hate My Parents

by robieli 9/23/2018

written by robieli

I hate my mother. She among others say life is worth living, however from what I see and what I am, I cannot imagine a greater punishment than can be inflicted on a person than life itself. I wish I was that baby she aborted, I’d prefer them to deal with life’s awfulness, instead of me. Why did I have to be born, I don’t understand. I definitely hate my father. He is a foul, lowlife, useless piece of trash that disgraces the concrete and carpet he walks on. That fact this fraud is my father is shameful and disturbing. I hate them for creating […]

9/23/2018 3 comments

The despair is starting to lift a bit.

by NiceGuy2001 9/22/2018

written by NiceGuy2001

When New Years Eve arrives, IF it arrives for me, I think I will be very happy to say goodbye to 2018, because this year has been the most difficult and painful year of my entire life.

The despair hit me again a couple of days ago. Every time the despair hits, it wears me down a little bit more, and sometimes I think there will be nothing left. And this time the despair was pretty bad. On the one-to-ten scale of despair, this was about an eight. But it’s starting to lift a bit. I hope I can hold on. If I don’t, I think […]

9/22/2018 2 comments

Shit, I want to die so much now

by lostallhope123 9/22/2018

written by lostallhope123

He kept asking me to leave him and move, he wanted me to break up with him first and he did not want to end it first. He told me he can take the blame even if I leave him first. Because, we don’t have a future together. He is not ready to think of even giving it a try, instead he wants me to accept the reality and move on.

He says we both knew it right from day 0 when we started this relationship. He stopping coming near me even via texts, he is now ready to turn back and leave. I’m trying so […]

9/22/2018 4 comments

Out of My Face Boy

by Itscolourlife 9/20/2018

written by Itscolourlife

I will never ever try to or fall in love again to anyone
Cause no one will understand the pain I got
Even tho I tell you all about it
You still dont understand
Am I to selfish to you??
Yes I am
Am I too moody?
Yes I am
Im already told you THIS IS ME
Im still under depression and still hating everyone around me
You said I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE
But YOU DONT
Look what you have done ?!
You make it worse
Just go away from my life
Im not here to share happiness with you
I cant […]

9/20/2018 0 comment

I wish I was stupid

by RelicThinker 9/19/2018

written by RelicThinker

I don’t believe I’m “good” person, if there’s such thing as being good. I believe I am the furtherest thing from it, despite what others tell me.

I’ve tried to be the “good” person I dreamed of and what people wanted me to be, yet I fall back on my annoying habits. I’m lazy, manipulative, unhealthy, very paniky under stress, and my most disliked, fortgetfull.

Being forgetful has been a blessing and a curse, the blessing is when I have a bad day I can go to sleep and wake up refreshed, forgetting what happened yesterday. The curse is I start to forget the simplest things when […]

9/19/2018 2 comments

i can’t decide

by Yikrens 9/19/2018

written by Yikrens

on arts.

I gain a nothin’ when it contains words.

sung as if written. but I lie to myself.

9/19/2018 0 comment

Back yet again

by lazyjake 9/18/2018

written by lazyjake

Since my last post in May I’ve gained and then ultimately lost friends because of how terrible of a person I am. I really don’t know why I try anymore. Maybe I give mmyself false confidence that I can actually be friends with people and have long standing friendships or have people that actually want to talk to me instead of just pitying me. I also started doing online school but I’m still fucking depressed so I have no energy to do work. My mom has gotten a lot more depressed and everything in my personal has gotten worse. So has everything else in the […]

9/18/2018 1 comment

Choking

by Lillian_Jean 9/17/2018

written by Lillian_Jean

I have recently moved to a new home in a new city with my parents, and my boyfriend of three years. I have only just lived with my parents prior to this and have had similar feelings in the past few years. In the last city I was in, I had a decent job and so did my boyfriend. I had planned all would go smoothly and I would be able to move out of their home and my boyfriend and I could buy a home shortly. But my dad got another job forcing my parents to need to move, I originally thought i could […]

9/17/2018 1 comment

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