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Stories of Loss

For those who have passed on.

I am Pointless

by Libby 11/20/2011

written by Libby

I know I’m going to die some day

We all are

All that matters is how long till that day

I know I’m not gonna make a difference

None of us do

When we die the world still goes round

The clocks still tick

The sun still shines

I know I’m going to be remember

Few of us are

They have no reason to keep me in their hearts

They have no reason to miss me

They have no reason to remember me

I know I will be gone soon

Most of us will

I want to die

I want it to be over

I am pointless here

Why do I want do die?

My life sucks

Why does my life suck?

I’m a horrible person

Why […]

11/20/2011 7 comments

Happy Birthday, Uncle T.

by 13vida 11/17/2011

written by 13vida

All day

I wish you were here.

All day

I cry because of this day, this year.

All day

I think about how better life would be if you were here and my life was shared.

All day

I remind myself that you did it because you were scared.

Right now

I want my Uncle to be alive not dead.

Right now

I wish you were my dad.

Right now

I want to die.

Right now

I cry.

11/17/2011 2 comments

A Life of Darkness

by TheUltimateReaper 11/17/2011

written by TheUltimateReaper

Pain and emptiness.

Most people just don’t get it. They don’t understand how someone could possibly want to die. Some of them will post stupid articles or rants about how “dying is totally and utterly dumb and your a jerk if you desire to die” but they lack the understanding. Not everyone is lucky enough to be given a happy life. In a world that is falling apart; a place of immense darkness and corruption, not everyone is so lucky. Many of us find ourselves in the most unfair and worst of situations.
My first friend, lost himself to lust and depression, gave up his dreams, […]

11/17/2011 9 comments

brees story.

by breesworld 11/15/2011

written by breesworld

My name is Bree , I’m 16 years old & i have 3 sisters & 4 brothers& iv’e been through things i would have never imagined . On January 11 , 2008 i lost my dad to suicide , i never experienced true pain Â til i lost my dad . He was everything to me , i never left his side & i never thought he would leave mine . He was my hero the only one i know that would do anything just to keep a smile on my face , i miss him oh so much . After that the unthinkable happened on […]

11/15/2011 11 comments

Sweet Dreams

by Libby 11/13/2011

written by Libby

Sleep, then only escape I get from life. As I drift off into a world of nothing I have no worries and no cares. Everything is just so peaceful. Half the time I don’t remember it but thats the best part. I feel like every-time when I sleep I die. I fall into a space of nothingness and I’m gone. Lost forever. But then I wake up and everything sucks again. If only I could sleep forever…..Oh wait I can. And I want to. Every-night I wish I never have to wake up again. That I never have to breath another breath and my heart […]

11/13/2011 7 comments

Dealing with Loss

by jasonmd 11/12/2011

written by jasonmd

This is my first time posting in something like this, i don’t know how much I am going to share only because I don’t feel comfortable yet with sharing my story. I have never attempted suicide but have dealt with it. What I will say is that it has been a little over 2 years since a friend of mine committed suicide and I am still dealing with the pain it caused. It is not to the extent of what it was when he did it but it still is affecting me and I don’t know how I should deal with it, the grieving process […]

11/12/2011 3 comments

Ayame Rose (Tripp)

by TrippingOut 11/11/2011

written by TrippingOut

Two years ago this spring, my baby sister (adopted into my family when I was three) killed herself. She was fifteen years old, and a victim of rape. I found out this morning, on the oh so lucky 11:11 of 11/11/ 11 that the man who made her kill herself was finally, after two years of battling to have him put behind bars, released because there wasn’t enough evidence. Ayame, who was brought to my family dying, was the best girl in the world. She would never lie. But because she killed herself before the trial, they couldn’t hold him accountable. Last may I wrote […]

11/11/2011 12 comments

Pls read my blog and hear my story.

by careyan46 11/11/2011

written by careyan46

http://howibecameayoungwidow.blogspot.com/

11/11/2011 1 comment

Why do you want to die?

by mystory 11/9/2011

written by mystory

personally.. i want to know what pushes you to this thought process. i wanna know why you want to die.. not like life sucks i cant deal.. but concrete events history.. i want to know the jist of your story.. please

11/9/2011 20 comments

today

by noonenowhere 11/9/2011

written by noonenowhere

im feeling really bad today.

11/9/2011 5 comments

My boyfriend is depressing me.

by MakeupSmearedEyes 11/9/2011

written by MakeupSmearedEyes

I don’t even know what to do. I know he loves me, deep down. When he’s drunk he tells me that he loves me and that he’d take a bullet for me. But thats the only time he does. When he’s drunk. He used to tell me all the time, we’ve been together for 9 months and I love him so much. I have caught him out sending dirty messages to other girls before and he’s always said sorry to me. But the other week I saw a message to a girl he met in a club telling her she was really pretty and he […]

11/9/2011 11 comments

Extremely Pissed & Heartbroken.

by ASpilledCanvas 11/7/2011

written by ASpilledCanvas

I lost my Daddy almost 7 months ago at the end of April.

I miss my Daddy, though he use to be extremely abuse, I use to scream I hate him and we fought all the time, when I was a baby, he was an amazing Daddy, even when I was going teenbitchmode and he was going crazypsychdadmode he still took care of me and loved me for me. Despite all the scares I have and all the dreadful things I have done he loved me. My daddy always encouraged the creative side of me, despite the depression writings and photos, he still encouraged me no […]

11/7/2011 3 comments

Don’t You Dare

by Libby 11/5/2011

written by Libby

Don’t You DareÂ think for a minute that people actually care

They will shrug you off the second you ask for help

Don’t You DareÂ trust people as they beg you for your trust

They will give away all your secrets in the blink of an eye

Don’t Â You DareÂ believe any of the “sorrys” people give you

They don’t really mean it

Don’tÂ You DareÂ be naive in the world

Â Â Â Â Â Â Its a cruel horrible place

Don’tÂ You DareÂ try to fit in with everyone else

When they find your flaw they will turn on you

Don’t You DareÂ go along with the shit people put you through

You don’t need it

Don’t You DareÂ pretend to be happy when your […]

11/5/2011 12 comments

What hurts the most

by Scissorhands 11/5/2011

written by Scissorhands

I bought your ring…. Now it rests on the bottom of the North Saskatchewan river where we made love for the first time.

Scissorhands

11/5/2011 13 comments

Ever wonder where is the place i belong to ?

by goldsaint 11/4/2011

written by goldsaint

its exactly the sentence i wrote on google to ”find” a potential answer to this existential question of mine.

and i found you all, red the stories very seriously and it touched my heart…

I am and always had been enjoying life with simple things like a walk in a park, eating at a good restaurant, going out with a girl i like etc.

But it seems i wasn’t part of my time because my friends and all my entourage were just ”ahead” of their time trying to accelerate their degree of evolution physically and mentally ; in one word, beeing adult before becoming an adult, like losing […]

11/4/2011 2 comments

just keep in mind………

by Libby 11/3/2011

written by Libby

There is Â nothing to live for

Nothing to die for

Nothing to love

Nothing to laugh at

Nothing to smile about

Nothing to joke about

Nothing to look forward to

Nothing to dream about

Nothing to wish for

Nothing to Hope for

There is no love

No hope

No dreams

No happyness

No fairness

No equality

No friends

There is no reason to live

No reason to try

No reason to care

No reason to love

No reason to smile

No reason to laugh

No reason to be here

There is Nothing

Nothing at all

Not a caring friend

Not a loving parent

Not a concerned aquantence

Not a God

Not a hope

Not a life

All there is

is Death

11/3/2011 4 comments

Loss

by Scissorhands 11/3/2011

written by Scissorhands

I once read that a possible cause for suicidal thoughts, is when pain outweighs your ability to cope. Pain could be any number of things, physical, mental, I’m going to talk about loss. Suicide It isn’t weakness. I’ve coped with a lot. I’ve been molested as a five year old, beaten as an 8 year old, beaten in high school, cheated on by many girlfriends, and have always manage to fake a smile. Â But I’ve lost, something that is without a doubt more dear to me than any kind of innocence… I’ve lost my child. I’ve only loved one person truly inside and out, I […]

11/3/2011 4 comments

I hope he treats you right

by Scissorhands 11/2/2011

written by Scissorhands

I’ve felt myself wither away. Â My heart is buried in the snows of last year, my soul is liquid in a bottle, my feeling is gone and my hands are replaced with scissors. I feel incomplete. My hands… cold, rusted, devoid of anything human, the hands I used to hold you with, are now sharpened… The pain they may inflict reflects what I feel inside. Â I can’t even see my own reflection, every mirror I’ve punched out, and my fingers… I’ve scratch out every last reflective gleam they could have ever bared. My only company is myself, hate and regret…

I hope he treats you right…

Scissorhands.

11/2/2011 2 comments

Can’t Do This Alone Anymore

by 2010102 10/30/2011

written by 2010102

My best friend shot herself almost six months ago. Ever since her death, nothing in my life has been the same, no matter how much I try. She was the best friend I ever had and the only one who I could talk to about anything and tell all my secrets too. I don’t have anyone like that anymore. In fact, I don’t have any friends anymore. After my friend committed suicide, all my other friends at college (who didn’t know her), started pulling away from me. I felt like I had some kind of contagious disease that everyone was trying not to catch. The […]

10/30/2011 5 comments

My story

by EmmyRose 10/29/2011

written by EmmyRose

I just made this profile so I’ll tell my story now.

School and friends- So When I started at school I got aÂ stick in my eye. I didn’t get blind! I was pretty lucky but I didn’t, and the person whoÂ stuckÂ the stickÂ inÂ my eye still don’t feel bad about it. It’s nine years ago now. The second and the third year on school I was bullied. The fourth year, I finally got friends. I though I got friends. We were a huge crowd of girlsfriends! but what I didn’t notice was that they backstabbed me all the time. None of them really liked me. One of those […]

10/29/2011 2 comments

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