I want to know where in the bible that says all sins are forgivable except suicide. I was taught that Jesus died for our sins. All of them. So if we are forgiven, how is it that a person with a mental illness that commits suicide is automatically hauled off to hell? I lost a friend to suicide and yes I am suicidal occasionally, but I’m tired of hearing that she is doomed to hell. I don’t hear “I’m sorry for your loss” or “Do you need any help” from Christians. All I hear is “Oh she is going to burn in hell”. My friend […]
Ten years now I.have wanted to die .. the same wish every year iv been to therapy iv tried talking with friends. Yet the thought is all the same am I the selfish.one for wanting this? Or is ita just wish to have ?
Please don’t ask me the reasons for my question. But I want to know if overdosing with high blood pressure medication can kill a person? Please I need the answer urgently.
i can’t take it.
the stress.
the worries.
my life
is a fucking
lie.
i put on a
mask every day
pretend
and sleep.
and repeat.
nothing matters
anymore.
heaven doesn’t seem so far away anymore. No no. Heaven doesnt seem so far away anymore.
Is it worth fighting for???
Pretty easy actually: The only reason for being alive, the so called ‘Meaning of Life’, is to spend your life together with other human beings. That’s what make’s life worth living, that’s what humans are made for. In all honesty, I cannot think of any other reason you should be stay alive, whether you’re religious or not.
Being shy destroys this very purpose of being alive; the impossibility to interact socially with other human beings. I have yet to fully understand what predetermines you to be shy, but once you’re at this stage it’s not possible to turn around and undo what has happened to you.
Thus […]
i have no idea what this website about,i just see the name suicide so i registered.
my life is suck and miserable,i’d like to find a way out but it’s obviously there is no way out. i am facing a very important test ,the streess and pressure make me falling to depression again.i just couldn’t handel it.when i was in Middle school i tried to kill myself by cut my wrist with a little knife for the first time and in high school i tried about 3 or4 times .i know that […]
I’m a survivor of sexual and ritual abuse and would like to share something that helped me. There’s a 12 step support group called Survivors of Incest Anonymous that literally saved my life. They are a self-help group of women and men (some groups are women only or men only) who are 18 years or older who have been sexually abused in some manner. They define incest broadly and you do not have to have actual memories to go to a meeting. It does not matter who abused you, how many times, or how “severe” it was, since all abuse damages.
Meetings are group led, meaning […]
For years now it’s been the same: I’m second best- no I’m at the end of the line. What did I do to feel this way? I’ve been asking myself that often lately. I’m not trying to get attention, but a little would be nice. I feel as if no one is there that will find the time to listen and tell me I’m not alone and I will be fine. I have friends, but I feel unimportant to them. I don’t want them to see me as the miserable person I am, I want them to see me as someone they love having as […]
I lie there with the pills in my hand, so many times i’ve tried but can’t quite do it. From the outside everything appears fine; decent job, car, house. But, to be alone in your thirties with no kids, no friends, and a family that despises you for everything you’ve put them thru hurts in ways that are inexplicable. Having bipolar, and borderline personality disorder is becoming too much. Last night I had my pills in hand but reached out to a “friend” telling her I needed help and would not make it to dinner. Her reply “take care of yourself”. It killed me. I […]
I shall be quitting the nuissance called life. I will do the gallows dance, latest on 1 January 2015. It may come sooner as soon as anyone would like to join me dropping into the hanging of another life. It will be a pleasure to get my neck squeezed by a rope and dangling for a couple of mins till quitting. Interested? Give me a mail.
Im a student, 21 yrs old, ive always been the best in everything, i have great future and so on but for about 2 years now ive started to become tired of living, step by step ive been losing will. Its hard to tell why, but i feel like this world has no meaning, and this rat race is making it all worse. Now ive actually stopped studying and will fail a year because i see no reason for me to pass, i dont enjoy doing anything, really, i have some good friends, i love my family but i know im going to be a […]
I came out to a few people I ‘trusted’ and the one person, I actually though I LOVED. It was the worst decision I ever made, I though when i’d told people, the bad thoughts would stop! They haven’t, they’ve gotten worse, and now the person I Loved and my parents are ashamed of me! I just want the pain to STOP! It hurts!
I’m 15 🙁
they ,hurt like hell when you wait ,when u need that contact,a thousand things run through your mind ,how ,where ,when ,what im gonna do ,how much do i wan na suffer,or quick?god even a couple a day would keep me going ,along with the feelings,…honest right now ide knock an let her have at me an have enough to say back,i said by your side an i dam well ment it,just don’t forget i’m here,worried,missing an thinking a lot.
I might be gay.
I’m confused as hell, and the embarrassing part is that I’m 28 years old.
I’m one of those homophobic closet cases.
I slept with a guy once. I was very drunk, and crazy shame and fear came over me during the act and I just left.
I started smoking even more weed. I seem to unconsciously turn to it when the pain gets to much.
My best friend who was living with me at the time started abusing amphetamines and got a psychosis.
My girlfriend broke up with me.
I started getting a lot of success with my business that I totally was not prepared for. I started […]
If I could only join you my dear David
My girlfriend told me she was in her friends pants (I hate that friend). And it hurt because I’ve been cheated on a lot at this particular time of the relationships. After that I went To class. Class ends and its after school. And her friend walks down the school hall we were at and says “your gf was in my pants” and walks off I told her I didn’t care and she needs to shut the hell up. My gf goes “you care” and I wanted to cri. I went home, so did she. I asked what she meant by what she said and […]
I’m so over having to constantly lie about how I feel when somebody asks whats wrong. What am I suppose to tell them I want to fucking die? I can’t. I can’t talk about things that bother me to anyone cause or learned you can’t ever trust anybody. Ever. I hate myself so much every thing about me annoys me. I constantly feel like shit about myself and I only have myself to blame. I’m always so alone no matter how many “friends” I have. Not to mention I’m 15 and have never had an actual relationship. People constantly tell me I’m “perfect” and […]
Its late now,
I shouldn’t be up writing on this but I feel the need. Truth is I’m a hopeless case, I’m in a busy year of exams in a prestigious school, I’m training for big competitions in sport and I cant cope with anything. I recently moved to this prestigious school, leaving behind all the friends I had grown up with, the people at my new school are nice don’t get me wrong but I miss my old buddies and it doesn’t help that we don’t talk that much either. I have never been diagnosed with depression but I know I have it. I […]
I have been hanging onto life by a thread, knowing the whole time that I would one day take my own life. Everything was already terrible in my life for years now, I won’t bore you with the details, but life circumstances and mental illness has made my life unbearable.
This week, someone robbed me of every penny that I had. Pretty pathetic because it was only a few thousand dollars, but now I’m broke and owe money too. This was just the final straw. I can’t take another week of this life. I can’t start over as I am unemployed and have a partial disability. […]
As I’m sure is the case with many of you, my story is fraught with pain and long-standing suffering. For sake of brevity I’ll cut to the present; intense chronic pain (fibro, tmjd, migraine), BPD, major depression, and general/social anxiety are all part of my day to day experience. At this point, it wouldn’t be an overstatement to say they ARE my day to day experience….consuming all the joys that life once presented. I’ve increasingly thought of suicide as a valid option to the never-ending plight I’ve endured. I look around and I see little worth continuing this fight for. I don’t want what this […]