1. A man lived by the sewer
And by the sewer he died,
And at the coroners inquest
They called it Sewer-side

2. Captain John Suez was a famous soldier in Afghanistan. He was an expert shot, a great leader and fantastic motivator of his men. He was so famous that he was recognized by the locals and the enemy alike.
One day, Suez had 2 Taliban snippers pinned down behind a wall. One of them said, “Lets make a run a run for it.” The other shook his head and said,” No way! That’s Suez.Hide.”

3. Joey and Mary lived in a little old […]

Just the first few paragraphs, it takes a lot of energy to write.

This is a story, not of pride, ambition, or even power, although all of life seems to be about the struggle of power, no, this is a story of the small things, the things not noticed.

It is only in the cracks of society that one can find true humanity, most likely due to the fact that society is a mask to cover humanity, and that is why this story takes place in a city, for where else has society overtaken humanity.

Picture the scene, it is a church, but not the church you’re grandparents […]

I just discovered this site about a week or so ago and did my first post a few days ago. I am so relieved to find an outlet where I can express myself or read that others are going through similar experiences. We aren’t all miserable or unhappy or even suicidal, but all of us are facing some giants. I find some hope, for myself, in reading about your strengths and experiences. Thank you all-for being willing to bare your soul.

I’m so sick of feeling this way, day after day. I’m so sick of being awake.
I’ve tried so hard, I’ve felt like this since I was a young girl, fourteen. I’ve talked to so many counsellers, gone to expensive centres to get better and nothing changes. I’m currently living with my boyfriend and I can’t help but be miserable every second, he’s the only partner I’ve ever loved and I’m pushing him away completely, because I’m paranoid to the point where I act like I’m crazy. We’re currently living with housemates and one of them he has a smal history with, it was over […]

I’ve started cutting again. I’m really lonely. I just sit in the basement(that’s where my room is) and paint black and blood red hearts. I hate seeing how happy other couples are together. It makes me sad. It reminds me of how I have no one to go to, no one who won’t get mad at me for being depressed. I wish I had a special someone. I don’t like crying Alone on my bed anymore. At least I can sleep. But I wish I wouldn’t wake up. Life is painful. And it hurts to breathe.

Hey I’m 14 and very suicidal because my grandfather is sick and I’ve recently started cutting again. I just need someone to talk to before I do something terrible. Please talk to me anyone.

Anyone know?

Loneliness, A longing for just one hand to hold, for someone to love you unconditionally no matter who you are. To live happy, not a mask of happiness, real happiness. Sometimes it feel as if the stars are the only ones who love you. Never judging nor betraying. Yet there hands are to far for one to hold. So the dark continues to envelope me in darkness. Must it be to ask. Probably so. So hard to fight for salvation. All I want is to be able to enjoy my gift of life. That’s what we all want. I don’t even know who […]

Today is the last day of summer. The weather seems appropriate, cold windy and gloomy.

I feel like every time i post something on here im at rock bottom and you can only go up from there. But yet here i am once again, posting something new. Today is the last day of summer, and im scared because i dont know what i want to do with my life. I feel like ive lost the will to succeed in my life. I just want to fast forward like 5 years of my life. I see my self as a sad person who i desperately want to […]

It s a very beautiful day. It s neither too hot nor cold. The summer is ending.

It could have been a very sad day though. But i promised, actually i gave a lot of promises since Sunday. and I am very bad at keeping them. This time I am going to try really hard.

I was so close. Even though i don t remember most of the things that happened that night. I remember it should have been an incredible evening. Before i went out i saw a picture of my (now ex best friends) having fun on the seaside. They post it on the Internet. I […]

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Hi….

I’ve been solemnly reading all the stories posted here for about a year… I’ve identified with some, wanted to reach out to others, but always felt a disconnect with your community. In fact I’ve always felt a disconnect with every part of society.

So now I’m here, I don’t really know why…. I guess I needed an outlet to connect with people who might even barely comprehend what I live through.

To start, I was never abused as a child, my parents are very loving, and my family is one of the wealthier families in my area. But even though everything seems to be played out perfectly […]

i dont feel good i dont feel good at all. I want to throw up till the point i will throw up my insides. Why dont i feel good? I barely ate much today and i already sick. I got over a cold a week or two ago and look at me. A complete failure at my own health. God… can you please do me the honors of killing me. As a birthday and christmas present can you please kill me. Im stressing, im depressing, and im tired of living this life. :L I just dont wanna be here much longer than i have. I […]

Every time I looked at something I saw. His face. Every time I thought of something it was him. Its like a fly that just won’t go away. Why can’t people just open their ears a little

Just like I always say, things will only get worse for me. I just got screamed at by my mother for not going to mass because I was too busy doing my homework. Then she told me to go to bed because “she said so.” I turned off the lights and slammed my head against the floor 3 times pretty damn hard and then I cried. And cried. And cried some more. Now I think I may have a concussion. Then she came back to yell at me some more. When she left, I whispered saying”God…..please kill me.” Then I cried some more. Then she […]

The latest Holocaust is happening as we speak. Scores of thousands of men and woman are finding themselves financially and emotionally wrecked by the greed of Wall St., and the otherwise slashing of our safety nets by the Conservative Right. Day after day, as steady as the flow of trains were to Treblinka in ’43, humans are hurling themselves off bridges; taping plastic bags over their heads, after a deadly cocktail; hanging themselves in garages; and slitting their wrists to the latest figures at FOX. A whole generation wiped out by greed and empty consumerism.
It’s like CLOCKWORK ORANGE, SOYLENT GREEN, and LOGAN’S RUN all […]

I’m messed up. So very messed up.
I just want this to all to be over.
I want to die.
I can’t take anymore ridicule.
I can’t take anymore abuse.
I can’t take anymore blame.
Tonight once my house becomes completely silent I will leave through my window for the last time.
With a bag full of every prescription pill I have I will walk to the old rail road track bridge.
Once I get there I will swallow every last one of the pills that were supposed to help.
After I will write one last note explaining myself.
So that whoever it may be that finds me won’t bother to call for an ambulance.
I […]

I’m still alive because from the little pieces of my heart I still have left, I feel there might be hope, and I don’t want to miss out on things that I want, especially marriage. I still have another good 6 years or so, but I’ll be dead before then. I can’t keep waiting around for the perfect guy. I always dream of him, there’s actually someone I like who I really want to marry someday, but that probably won’t work out. And then there’s my family. For some reason my sister just hates me, and my dad likes working me to death. My mom […]

Going to my garage
Turning my car on
Inhaling the co from the tail pipe
100% death
Or
Not?

I don’t need to fail @ this
I wanna make sure I DON’T wake up

For years i’ve been trying to cope with these feelings i have. i tried to make it better with cutting, smoking , weed , and mindless sex.. but nonee of these have worked. i quite cutting for a few months, but now i’ve gone back to it and i’m scared…