In two and a half week, I’m going to try out my suicide method. It’s going to be very bloody and painful. The success rate is really high though.

I haven’t logged on here for awhile now. I don’t see a lot of people I saw here before here anymore. And I see new people wanting to die too. I found myself some false hope to living, but I really can’t use that false hope. Apparently, that false hope just makes me want to die even more lately. I thought some people cared if I lived or died, so I tried my best once again to find […]

K so my plan for suicide didnt work but ive been tying nooses and this time ill make sure it works

today was my friends birthday, we went to Glasgow for shopping (; even though I didnt have any money, (my mom wouldn’t let me go, so I just stayed over at hers for the night, and went anyway) I still had an alright time. I’ve been sad a few times today, but…not that sad, alot less painful and numb.

when we were waiting for the train, theese random guys starting having a laugh with us xD it was amazing, Tasha and me gave the guys hugs and highfives through the glass! One of them had fucking rad trousers, tartan ;D sexehhh.

My birthday in 16 days, […]

I recently stumbled onto this site.

I am a little nervous about posting something but hear I go.

My story is way too long and complex to tell.  On paper I may just sound like a selfish, overly sensitive girl, but that’s not the case.  I will attempt a slimmed down version of my story.

All my life I have always been a little sad.  There have always been family issues and even though I would like to think of myself as a strong person, those issues have always bothered me.  Even now they do after 19 years.

Anyways, I met the love of my life, or atleast I […]

My plan failed i went to sleep and started chooking myself after taking all theese meds and i blacked out i was about to die but i woke up in the hospital i was unconcious but my parents found me this is really a total failure i had eveerything put into place well ill try again tonite if im not already to sick

old people have problems too, but Ive never enjoyed life for more than 5 years…Can’t end it but do not want to finish it

i need one meaningful reason, just one thing thats worth living for

While typing a comment in response to Journey’s post, I suddenly recall something someone I know said. She said, “I don’t get it. Why are you still tied down by the expectations of others and the obligations you have in your life? If you are really close to the end of your life, shouldn’t you just heck the care of anything – since everything is meaningless anyway – and do something, I don’t know, out of this world? Like, going to Japan and help the victims?”

She later gave the analogy of how a terminally ill patient would not bother with anything else and would be […]

So, I have contemplated suicide for quite a while now and did an attempt last year with an OD of sleeping pills and alot of alcohol.  I have read many of the success rates and am still debating with Carbon Monoxide or Hanging.  I’d like as painless as possible, as most say,  and these two are better odds as I don’t own a gun.

I am planning a note so my “family” and friends will know exactly why.  It is not meant to be a guilt trip.  It is meant to explain the reasons exactly why my life is hopeless and there is absolutely no way […]

I need alcohol. Or drugs, I want to smoke some weed. I have never smoked weed before, what does it feel like..? I need something that makes me feel again, for I feel nothing, but emptiness, and worthlessness, and worry..
I don’t want to die. But sometimes I fantasize about suicide – how I’ll be wasted, dancing around to my chemical romance, and then I will fall listening to Helena – MCR. It will be surreal and amazing.. I may even slip a smile, a real one, and feel happiness, I will be set free.. But I won’t let it happen.
I’m starting to loose […]

i Have Decided to go through with my suuicide plan my friends would want me to be dead so now i amm

So I posted a few days ago about the beginning of my plan to end my life, which involved me losing some more weight. I have been doing really well, and I have been really happy with how no one has noticed yet. However last night I saw one of my favourite things in the cupboard, a biscuit with caramel inside and chocolate on the outside, I picked it up and ate it. It was the first thing I had eaten in about 5 days and I only had one single biscuit but afterwards I felt so guilty that it gave me a headache. I […]

Ok so i just overdosed on like seven different typees of medicine and am about to die because of the strength anyone wanna still help me?

Does anyone on here have depersonalization disorder?
Anyone know of anyting that can help with the unreality?
I’m zoning out ALL the time now … cant take it much longer.

My shrink doesn’t know what to do for me… he suggested a checkup with my family dr. and I told him I didn’t like mine so he recommended a friend of his.
That appt. isn’t until the middle of April.
Going to try something to do with nutrition… he found a website about the two being connected, but even though this is all the time now stress triggers it even more so and takes it to […]

im done! i have been lied to, cheated on,and completely steped all over. im done maybe someone will miss me when im gone!!!!!!!!!

how much indignity is enough before it would be ok for some one to choose to die and not live?
how low and desparate to live should some one get before it’s ok for them to die?

what im wondering is that is there point so low,that a human being can get but shouldn’t get and it would be better if that person died before they got that low?
or should you let your self get as low as you can as long as your doing it to stay alive?

Why does noone consider?

It’s so easy. First alcohol takes away your pain makes you sleepy and right before you pass out, you swallow the powdered pills down.
Alcohol = peace

Just make sure it is a lot of it, let’s say an entire bottle of vodka…

hi im edward im 24 and thing have been realy bad since i was 14 ive been trying to think of the best way to kill my self i dont want it to be a fast death i want to feal every thing and as much pain as u can think of plezz help!

It’s been a feeling I’ve had for a while now. I don’t know what to think of it, why it started, or when it will end, but It’s been going on for quite a while.

I hate my home life. I was adopted and don’t know my birth parents who still talk to my parents about me. I have an 18 year old sister who wants nothing to do with me, a dad who spends most of his time in his office at home or at work, and I have a bipolar mother who is mostly mad at the stupidest things. I do the best I […]

My heart beats
But I want it to stop
i cant take this pain
it has gone on to long
do i have to go on now
why not just take me out of here
i mean im just going to die anyway