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Act 3: Insecurities

by Zetsumei 1/9/2016

written by Zetsumei

The curtain rises once again as the group enters the inside of a spaceship.

HDS: Killer clown, zombies, now, it’s a spaceship… I’m sensing a theme here.

Suddenly, robotic claws and aliens reveal themselves from the shadows.

Nicole: Those guns the aliens are holding look weird… They look like cucumbers attached to a toy gun.

Zetsumei: If the flyer I read was accurate, I don’t suggest anyone get caught. At that, Zetsumei takes out several switchblade knives he stole from the graveyard area.

Zetsumei claps his hands once before getting into a running position then says, “Ready…Set…Go!” Zetsumei and the others start running through the aliens and claws. Zetsumei avoids […]

1/9/2016 5 comments

Anxiety is ruling my life

by molly woppit 1/25/2014

written by molly woppit

I cant stand the depressions i keep getting.im on all these fancy medications and ive had 6 major depressions in the last year.sometimes i loose hope and just want to hide but i cant and its painful just to breath.does anyone else feel this way?

1/25/2014 7 comments

I don’t know..

by who knows 9/13/2013

written by who knows

I don’t know who I am anymore. It’s like my oldself escaped somehow. Is that even possible? Or am I still me but its hidden really deep inside. I don’t feel like myself when I’m alone. I don’t even know who I am. Everyone knows that happy girl because that’s the act I put up for people. Or is it..? I wonder and question about my life. A lot. I have family and friends who love me. I still don’t know why I feel so empty, this isn’t the first time. Actually I been feeling like this for a while. Putting up a past on […]

9/13/2013 4 comments

Not intended to make sense, but then again what does?

by cyanidesofmarch 9/8/2013

written by cyanidesofmarch

We had it pretty good for a while, didn’t we? Remember the way we felt that night at the hotel? Redd was downstairs at the bar wearing his gold trenchcoat, that dork, pretending to act incognito. And upstairs they gave us free shots of blue stuff while a tv played in the corner old reruns of Josie & the Pussycats. It was so crowded we couldn’t move, but this was long before we became agoraphobic, so we didn’t mind. Top o’ the world, Ma. Top o’ the world.

And H said, “Redd is amazing. How does anyone remember all that stuff?”

And we laughed.

And H said, “I […]

9/8/2013 3 comments

forced to be social

by Moire 8/19/2013

written by Moire

The nature of my job requires me to be somewhat social. Â This is quite a contradiction in the sense that when my anxiety and depression are at their highest, my desire — and ability — to be social is at the lowest. Â I spent most of the day today at a family reunion. Â It was totally exhausting being social for so long. Â Today it’s back to work after too short of a summer, facing what already suggests will be a long, long school year. Â This week will be hard because I will be forced to be social with my co-workers, repeatedly, over and over, through […]

8/19/2013 7 comments

So many thoughts

by bohomermaid 8/19/2013

written by bohomermaid

I have so many thoughts in my head right now that I can feel the weight of them pushing me down. There is so much going on at one time in my life right now that I don’t know how to sort it all out or how to even begin to deal with it. First there is all my friends leaving; I knew this was coming but for some reason in my sick and twisted world I had made myself believe that I had so much time to say goodbye and that summer was just going to last forever and no one was really going […]

8/19/2013 6 comments

Anosmia and brain changes.

by DutchTimes. 8/18/2013

written by DutchTimes.

Anosmia. A temporary or permanent inability to perceive odors.

For example: When you enter a restaurant you can smell all the food. But half way your meal you are no longer aware of all the smells.

This phenomenon is called neutral adaptation. So if this can happen with smells and odors. It seems very likely also to be possible with the input we, humans, receive every day from the way other people act and make decisions, social media and news reports. We keep hearing and seeing the same things over and over… and over again.Â We become numb. So might this be one of the reasons people like […]

8/18/2013 2 comments

He did it

by burnside1 8/10/2013

written by burnside1

MY husband posted here last week. I came home Tuesday and he was DEAD. I found his post here and he was right I did him wrong but I never thought he could do something like that. He was right I did act bad towards him. I am sooooo sorry If it wasn’t for our small children I would follow him because I feel it is my fault. I dont know what else to say

8/10/2013 8 comments

I dont kill people

by Sherlock 8/3/2013

written by Sherlock

whenever someone finds out that I’m a sociopath, they always think I’m a serial killer. They obviously aren’t very bright. I am a violent person, naturally, but I’m proud to say I’ve never gutted another human and worn their skin. Let’s just say I plot. I don’t act out on those plot, but I’m sure they would succeed.

Lately, I’ve lost a lot of things. I lost money from my bank account. I got a B on a test. I wouldn’t care about my idiotic professor’s opinion if it didn’t make a difference on my record. He gave me a fucking B. It deserved an A.

And […]

8/3/2013 8 comments

My Last Rant

by 13vida 6/26/2013

written by 13vida

I have a story, just like everyone else. It’s complicated, just like everyone’s, but I’m still different. I won’t explain it all, I won’t tell you all the sappy shit that goes on, because what good will that do? I was always told that the past doesn’t define you, so you should grow up. Right now I don’t feel like growing up, not just yet. Right now I want to live in a moment where I am the person that I have always wanted to be and that my parents will actually be proud of me and not try to change me to their standards. […]

6/26/2013 1 comment

I hate this day…

by JustKeepDreaming 6/16/2013

written by JustKeepDreaming

I am not sure if this is a universal day that everyone celebrates/knows about, so I’ll just explain what today is. Today is Father’s Day and this day, along with Mother’s Day, is one of the hardest days of the year. What Father’s Day is, is a day focused on fathers around the world (I think it is around the world, if not I believe it is in North America at least) and their children and families treat these fathers with extra respect and love. Some people give gifts, or cards or just have a dinner with family. But for my family, we go all […]

6/16/2013 2 comments

Letter to family… So I can move on with my life without most of them

by MichelleJ 6/16/2013

written by MichelleJ

To Mum and Dad,

Both of you are fucking horrible people to hang around. Dad, I disowned you early last year, and Mum, I disowned you at the end of last year. You and dad are alcoholic ugly people who gave me life with no regards to what your actions would do to me and my two brothers. We made choices, but you also helped us make the wrong choices. I hope you both fall off a cliff tomorrow. Kill yourselves so I and many others do not have to think about you anymore. You are not my parents, even though you are biologically. You are […]

6/16/2013 10 comments

I need advice

by Silentium! 6/11/2013

written by Silentium!

It was only recently that I’d stumbled across a site like this, somewhere to put my thoughts, with complete strangers, unbiased views of a life.

As is everyone else for being here, I wish to end my life.

In my family, I am the oldest, naturally, the one with the highest of expectations.
I was also, in all technically, a bastard child, one with a father, if that should even be used, whom left, and said I was being created in the belly of a slut mother, who slept with everyone but him, hereby resulting in me not being blood to him.
As expected, he was simply […]

6/11/2013 2 comments

I just want to end it all.

by diamond1473 6/10/2013

written by diamond1473

all my life , I’ve been that fat girl, the ugly girl. The girl noone wants to be around. Okay . I’ve had my fights and stuff but I just still don’t get why nooone has ever liked me. I’ve had ftoends and boufroends but I always find out what they really think of me.. its always my personality .. Im numb.. all I do sometimes is cry. My dad used to be an alcoholic now my mom is an abusive alcoholic.. my first love is now gay.. Im 17 years old.. I weigh 200 pounds. I have acne all over my face and body […]

6/10/2013 4 comments

Tired.

by Sam 6/9/2013

written by Sam

They act as if I’m delusional I’m tired of getting called crazy. Why don’t they understand the words I say. When will I not be alone? I so scared of feeling lost. I just want him home. People stare and I don’t think they know how sad it makes me. They see what I see. Nothing. I’m so fucking tired. I don’t get out of bed anymore. This is a cry out for help! no one’s there though.

6/9/2013 2 comments

To fly away

by beebe 5/23/2013

written by beebe

I try so hard to look and act normal, to not look weird but eveyone can see right through me. I am so transparent. I make everyone feel uncomfortable because I’m so strange. I can feel it. I’ve realized I’m not normal. I thought I was long ago, when I was a kid but certain things needed to be fixed but they weren’t and now I’m fucked. I don’t think I will ever have kids or get married. No child should have a parent like this. I don’t think I could be happy with anyone. I love my boyfriend but still hate my […]

5/23/2013 1 comment

One Big Act

by Imsodone 5/10/2013

written by Imsodone

I act like everything is fine. I laugh at people’s jokes, I do silly things with my friends and act like I have a carefree life. It’s funny though, When I come back home, I just turn off that mental switch. Then suddenly I break down. I feel alone, empty, tired. I can’t exactly describe how I feel into words. It’s like I have two different me’s.

The one for the public, and one for myself. Only if they knew. Only if.

5/10/2013 9 comments

why cant i breath

by serena 5/9/2013

written by serena

I cant breath I cry and I am facing a pillow I ralize I cant breath and I am holding my breath half of my mind is telling me its okay and my body is screaming WHAT ARE U DOING START BREATHINGSTOP BEING STUPID AND IS CUSSING I looked info on suicide and how people act I noticed I am like that ii cry and say how did I get here and I realize my mom is a drunk and druggie she dint even care enough when I was in her stomach to not do drugs not me or my lil sist. but my […]

5/9/2013 0 comment

Hurl a Brick at My Head Plz

by orangish 5/8/2013

written by orangish

….I would greatly appreciate it. 😀

Ha.

If I communicate with anyone more before my craziness has subsided, it shall be using a telegraph and morse code. Much harder to act like a complete dumbass/asshole/moron/idiot or whatever else I may act like whilst insane that way.

I mean, unless someone wants to throw a brick at my head, in which case, sweet.

5/8/2013 4 comments

depression ?

by myranicolee 5/4/2013

written by myranicolee

i havent been on in a while… about a month..

well uhm…

the bulling started to go away..

i felt happier..

i felt good ..

but then..

one person diddent like that…

they started it back up..

im constantly bullied now..

atleast once in every class every day..

i dont want to tell my mom because she doesent understand..

my mother adn sisster act like their higher adn better then others and their not..

ive cried alot more lately..

i feel really down lately..

and i just dont really know how to describe the rest…

i feel really bullied…

and theirs noone i can tell everything to ..

or atleast what i want to tell..

i keep inside alot of things..

im just kinda […]

5/4/2013 2 comments

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