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I hate life, I hate people / humans, I hate reality, boring & mundane, nothing that interesting!

by niki 5/1/2014

written by niki

I hate life. I hate people. I hate this world. I hate reality / real world / real life, they are all too boring/mundane for me, and I’ve found almost nothing that is interesting in this reality/real-life/real-world anymore, also in MOST people/humans!

the majority or MOST of human beings/people in this world I’ve found to be either a bunch of stupid, shallow, superficial, ignorant, selfish, rigid, stoic, lifeless, uninteresting, uncreative, and/or boring / mundane ones.

maybe that’s why this “reality” (or “real world” / “real life”) or our society currently is sooo f*cked up now almost beyond help!

with only VERY FEW exceptions of: real-GOOD, honest humans/people, real […]

5/1/2014 7 comments

I hate this boring, bored reality / real life / real world, I hate this life, this LIMITED world, and I hate people/humans ..!!

by niki 4/17/2014

written by niki

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world!

and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, superficial, mundane/boring, money and profits and image driven only, ignorant,.. mostly human beings especially today these days are much more bad & hopeless ..!!
(there are -thankfully/luckily?- only FEW humans/people that I like, eg: the very creative/imaginative & ‘other-worldly’ artists who created/made all those awesome fantasy, sci-fi stories, novels, books, […]

4/17/2014 7 comments

3 years later

by Marissa Kresge 4/17/2014

written by Marissa Kresge

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started I decided I would try something risky and I did. I tried out for the foreign exchange program to go overseas. With the risky decision I succeeded and am now going to Germany in July. And this is all because I found a way to cope with my depression and […]

4/17/2014 2 comments

I Need Help. Really.

by Someone 3/26/2014

written by Someone

I’ve never really seen the point of self harm, but a few days ago, I started biting my hand to take my mind off things. I could concentrate on the pain instead of worrying. It just occurred to me today that what I was doing was self harm. I never bite hard enough to draw blood, but hard enough to leave a red mark by the end of the day, and I can’t seem to stop. I know I should stop, but I don’t know how. I don’t want to be a burden on my friend anymore. He helped me when I was recovering from […]

3/26/2014 0 comment

Idk Anymore

by imonlyhuman 3/16/2014

written by imonlyhuman

So basically this is my first post and itâ€™s going to be shitty sorry.

â€¦buuut yeah, my name is Brianna and honestly, I donâ€™t want to be living here on this bullshit planet any longer. Iâ€™m tired of getting judged by the music IÂ listento, the clothes I wear, what I look like the next day, and so forth. My life to me is honestly completely useless. I wake up everyday feeling like a mistake, and that I shouldâ€™ve never been born. Iâ€™ve been called names like slut, emo, ****, *****, and been told that no one likes me, Iâ€™m depressed all the time, I […]

3/16/2014 4 comments

???kontard’z

by YESCHUkrist 1/20/2014

written by YESCHUkrist

ME OPS????fed up with refelctional frens(acts like ur therpist of sleeps ell except u to set uÂ up with someobodi compley wrong for u)/karoolivigians(wutevre it is u like coming to suemthing …)… I JUST WISH I EXISTED IN SUMBD,IS HEART….

1/20/2014 4 comments

What to do now

by apmmxxx 1/13/2014

written by apmmxxx

So here it goes. I live in Canada, I wasn’t born here but I came here when I was 15. My first friend was this girl named Ana, we became friends cause we were on the same class and we were from the same country. Ana and me, wow. We had this amazing friendship, at the beginning it was awkward cause tbh I’m an awkward person, I don’t trust in too many people and I’m very selective when it comes to friends, etc. but her, she’s very outgoing and crazy and stuff, everybody loves being with her. I didn’t mind that, I mean, she’s my […]

1/13/2014 0 comment

biggest ***** i’ve ever met

by maxthebat 10/17/2013

written by maxthebat

<this is a rant- you’ve been warned>

you’re such a fucking joke, you know that?

i’ve known you for over 10 years and i’m just starting to realize what a horrible person you are. you hate being judged, but you’re the first to judge someone else. you are a complete fucking hypocrite, and make my life hell. you tell me to stop bringing up the past because you’ve changed but you just keep proving my points. i know you hate him, but that gives you no right demand him to do something after ignoring his existence FOR AN ENTIRE YEAR, and then spend weeks bitching about what […]

10/17/2013 4 comments

What to do

by Lost.In.This.Careless.World 10/8/2013

written by Lost.In.This.Careless.World

Honestly, I don’t know what to do anymore. My best friend committed suicide a few months ago and I’m just dead on the inside. I’m numb to everything and pain doesn’t phase me. My life gets tougher and tougher everyday, even when I think its getting better..its not… I need to do something .instead of just wishing I was gone.

10/8/2013 1 comment

My last breath is now my first.

by .marie. 9/29/2013

written by .marie.

I want you to think of something, but not just anything. About you. About you life. Ever wondered how many people around you actually care and how many are just people waiting for gossip. Or if the people you loved so very much would care if you just one day disappeared. See I recently discovered just how many people “care”. We try to hide the things we love the most, and that’s exactly what I did. For many years I had a best friend. Someone who knew everything about me and the one person I thought really cared. I chose not to see who she […]

9/29/2013 2 comments

I miss my smile

by givin' up? 9/29/2013

written by givin' up?

I really miss that happy and funny smile
that laugh that come from the bottom of your heart.. now it’s different.. it’s a.. I don’t know what it is.. but nobody notice that..
sometimes I’m tired of getting drunk to feel that extremely happiness that I used to feel every second of my life.. it was always there.. that happiness was my best friend.. now I only have a few friends.. thousands of “Friends” and other thousands of haters (I think that fighting with them halp me to remember that happiness..)
I miss my smile..
Im will still waiting for that ***** because I’m tired […]

9/29/2013 0 comment

Numb….again

by Ashley 9/25/2013

written by Ashley

I don’t know if anyone remembers my last post, titled numb. Basically i explained what happens when i go numb. I cut off all feeling, i am in a haze, it takes so much energy to pull out for 30 min. so i can act okay. But i sink deeper and deeper until i cut, and then i’m fine again. i haven’t cut since March, and I’ve been okay. Until now. I’m starting to fall again, and i don’t know why. The only person i can talk to is my friend Skye, because she the only person i know and trust at my new school. […]

9/25/2013 2 comments

At nights I can’t stop crying, at days I can’t stop thinking.

by hellblau 9/20/2013

written by hellblau

It’s nice to love your best friend. But it’s not easy when you love love love your best friend. I mean when you fall in love. It’s hard to hide and hurts not to tell. And share. You should never ever ever tell them how you feel about that kind of love, cause you will lose your best friend and suddenly will become a stranger. Theres no such pain that can compare to love someone who doesn’t love you back. Yes you can take that risk and be brave enough to tell them. You can fail and get really fucking hurt, or in the case […]

9/20/2013 2 comments

My story ends here

by LivingDeadSoul 9/9/2013

written by LivingDeadSoul

I was only 6 years old when I was told I was to fat and my grandparents bribed me with $100 to lose 20 pounds… I did but little id I know this was just the beginning to my eating disorder…. Threw out schooling all the kids forced me to go on diets so I would look how they wanted and be like them so they did’t haft to been seen with ugly old me… After a while my parents joined into the torment… for as long as I can remeber I binged my problems away.. around grade 4 I started starving myself to be […]

9/9/2013 3 comments

Loneliness.

by buffalosong 9/8/2013

written by buffalosong

I need really to talk.

I got a whole buch of meds just beside me. I don’t know if it’s enough, but it’s all I got. I got a whole bottle of wine already.

I feel lonely. I’m 33 years old years.Thanks I got already a therapist. Doesn’t help that much.

I’ve been chasing the same guy for two years and half. I’ve met a guy a few days ago who just don’t reply anymore to text messages. Even though he seem very interested.

I met a girl last month. She just told me today I “was a nice person” but she met someone else. It’s rare I got […]

9/8/2013 1 comment

get out

by maxthebat 9/3/2013

written by maxthebat

Get out of my life.

Get. The. Fuck. Out.

you broke my heart. you left me. you decided i wasn’t good enough for you and left. fine, i knew i wouldn’t last. But i never thought you’d stab me in the back like that, we were best friends. BEST. FUCKING. FRIENDS.

fine. you can get out of my life but once you decide to leave, DON’T COME BACK. I’ve given you way to many chances, you undeserving ****. Stay or go, not both. Be my friend or pretend you don’t know me. At this point, i don’t care which one. Just don’t keep affecting my life. Don’t keep […]

9/3/2013 2 comments

Same Shit, Every Fucking Day

by SameShitDifferentDay 9/1/2013

written by SameShitDifferentDay

Every day I wake up and go through the same shit, nothing necessarily bad, nut nothing good, ever.

Every time I think something good is gonna happen and make stuff better, it doesn’t, and I just end up feeling worse.

I have a lot of friends, and I’m pretty popular, but every fucking day shit gets worse.

I used to be laidback and funny and outgoing and just a nice fucking person but everyday my patience runs shorter and I’m starting to become so paranoid and I get losses off so fucking easily anymore.

This has been ongoing for the past 6 months and it really hasn’t snapped into […]

9/1/2013 12 comments

Tired of putting up with her…

by nobody4 8/30/2013

written by nobody4

im a sophmore in highschool, and i have gone through a lot with my mom. My background story is fine nothing wrong as a kid my parents are still together blah blah. But it started in 7th grade. My mom started making me more and more angry as the days went on.. It didnt get real bad until 8th grade though. My mom was driving me to the point where i was suicidal. I didnt want to live here any longer. I attempted, was too scared and gave that attempt up, then about a week later, one of my former good friends decided to take […]

8/30/2013 6 comments

I don’t know what to do with myself…

by Mallory 8/27/2013

written by Mallory

I’m sitting here at 4 in the morning because I’m in too much emotional pain to sleep. I can’t stand being myself. I care too much for my best friend. I don’t understand it. I think I love her as more than a friend, even though we are the same gender. I have to force myself to support her when she tells me that she wants to be with a guy. I have to sit and pretend she isn’t sleeping with someone else. I have to pretend I don’t love her because it would ruin our friendship.Â But I love this person so much. I care […]

8/27/2013 12 comments

The battle is much harder to fight alone…

by BrooklynBoxx 8/26/2013

written by BrooklynBoxx

Depression is surrounding me again, I wanna cut.

I wanna feel something, I feel so numb.

Today is mine and my boyfriends 7 months.

And he’s currently looking at 10-20+ years for dating me.

He’s 21, I’m 15.

I’ve lost my best friend, and haven’t talk to him for a month and a half.

He was my reason for living.. my happiness.

And like everything else in my life it was snatched away.

I need to talk to him.. I’m slipping again.

I might break tonight.. I know if/when he finds out he’ll […]

8/26/2013 2 comments

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