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My Shitty Co-workers

by operationmintyhippo 8/27/2015

written by operationmintyhippo

Sorry if I ramble, or have half thoughts in here. I’m bad about jumbling things. But I just need to vent/rant.

So. I’m an accountant at a little accounting firm in my town. I’ve been working here since January and I graduated college last December, so they hired the biggest newbie, but they’re desperate for employees.

At first, I loved my job. I loved working during tax season and getting all this new real-life experience. I love doing payrolls and the sales tax. Also, I’m pretty nosy and like seeing confidential information in peoples’ personal lives (and I love being trusted to keep this information a secret). I […]

8/27/2015 10 comments

Circuits.

by MaryManatee 8/14/2013

written by MaryManatee

I apologize too much.
Iâ€™m sure the same thing can be said a lot of people, but I know personally that when I screw up, I apologize over and over because I honestly donâ€™t know how else to be forgiven. I get mad at myself if I canâ€™t seem to get a person to reconcile with me even if Iâ€™ve tried reconciling with them already. Iâ€™m not the most eloquent person youâ€™ll ever meet. And for any of you who know me, you know Iâ€™m far from it. But I donâ€™t need to be eloquent for you to understand a feeling, a concept. Those are […]

8/14/2013 1 comment

I’m back to “F*ck all of this” again…

by kcufhumanity 6/26/2013

written by kcufhumanity

Not really even sure what I’m going to accomplish by posing to this website. I hate my life. It’s a pretty miserable existence being me. Not because I live in Africa where I have no food and poor hygiene. Not because I’m terminal with cancer. Not even because I was born to a horrible family that abused me. None of that. After everything that has happened to me in the past couple years especially, I can’t find a reason to keep going. I hate my god-forsaken fucking life. I hope I die soon. I hope to effect that change soon. And just so there is […]

6/26/2013 2 comments

Here’s how I feel

by MichelleJ 6/16/2013

written by MichelleJ

1. It’ss ok to die whenever you want to.
2. It’s ok to try to find other ways of living if you think you’re not at the end of your tether yet.
3. Nobody ha the right to tell anybody what to do.
4. It’s not shameful to talk about suicide.
5. As much as it’s ok to die whenever, just don’t die over trivial little matters please!
6. People who don’t want their significant others/family/friends to die, need to consider why they’re suicidal in the first place, and help them.
7. You’re allowed to vent and rant! Express yourself however you want, just don’t […]

6/16/2013 3 comments

Haha Hell

by AscahIsBroken 6/16/2013

written by AscahIsBroken

Haha it’s one of those nights again
Haha I can’t be the only one who feels this shit, right?
Posting drunk when I’m honestly sober
But I feel like last years tequila finally went to my head
I’m running through the parking lot screaming
My boss is parked right here
Slashing those tires, and I cut my hand
Suddenly my wrists are bleeding out
Haha I actually love my job, you know?
Haha my blood turns his white truck brown
Eyes wide enough to open the door
My smile returns and no one will know
Twitching on the bus as I wanna die on the […]

6/16/2013 3 comments

New discovery

by StorybookSuicide 6/12/2013

written by StorybookSuicide

I got to me great aunt’s house yesterday, the same time that a guy who looked like he was in college was there. Apparently, he was Katelynn’s boss and best friend. He was giving Katelynn’s violin to my aunt, obviously, I was confused since Katelynn didn’t play violin. At least I didn’t think she did. She played violin. She was in 4 recitals. She had a job. And I never had any idea. I didn’t know that every time she came home late was because she’d been working part-time to buy a violin. I didn’t know she was actually a junk artist, and I don’t […]

6/12/2013 0 comment

by TheFacelessPoet47 6/9/2013

written by TheFacelessPoet47

im so anti social that im pretty sure the only person that knows my name is the old lady that always scolds me for buying cigarettes. My boss hates me so he has loaded with me so much work that i cant possibly do it all, so once again ill fail, and he will have an excuse to get rid of me. I have had writers block for months now, i dont even feel like i deserve my username of a poet. I’d like to keep cutting but i cant stand to watch myself bleed. How do other adults handle all this shit. Fuck im […]

6/9/2013 1 comment

Im not sure If I am truely mentally ill or if i subconsiously want to think I am.

by SomeGuy1993 4/28/2013

written by SomeGuy1993

The tittle is strange but it is what im going through. It might be completely retarded but I have to throw this out there and hear from some other people. This site seems like a good place to do that.

Needless to say that im here because I been having some issues involving the idea of suicide, and im going to just say everything thats been bothering me and why. Im going to start off by listing some medical/Social that might be a cause. Also, I am 19 and male and white.

Medical/social suspicions:

– My mother is manic Bi-polar who attempted suicide and I have a brother […]

4/28/2013 6 comments

I shouldn’t have made it

by street_smart 3/21/2013

written by street_smart

All the crazy emotional experiences have come and gone. Years has passed and time heals all wounds. Yet, here I am with all goals killed and/or died. I shouldn’t have made it through the experiences I experienced. Now here I am alive and empty. Somewhat like Salmon spawning. They swam upstream and laid their eggs. But unlike the salmon dying soon after, I’m still alive.
I’m not a young kid. I’m 50 and have a career. Here is my story. I lived the American dream. No, not a millionaire but I am ok making 89K a year. It all started about 5 years ago. At […]

3/21/2013 12 comments

just when I thought the worst was over

by rayderrick 3/6/2013

written by rayderrick

Well where do I start. I havent been on here for a while, mainly because I dont have a computer or for that matter much of anything in life. I just had a lot on my mind today and had to reach out to someone who could understand. Haha I just decided to quit smoking today too but just like everyother time I try to quit some bullshit is popping up and it drives at my fucking skin. anyways this might be a long story but like i said I havent been on here for a while and actualy I thought I was seeing a […]

3/6/2013 3 comments

i no longer see the light

by gmdd 3/5/2013

written by gmdd

I have been on medication (viibryd) for 6 weeks.Â doc says it will help.Â He also gave me clonopin for anxiety at work.Â I am 42 divorced, no kids, just a great dog who was thrown from a car window and i rescued him.Â I will not committ suicide and leave my dog.Â no one would care if i die, i come from a “traditional italian family” your not supposed to have depression, you are supposed to “snap out of it and smile” well i cant.Â and lord knows i’ve tried and tried and tried.Â I feel now that since i’ve been with this job […]

3/5/2013 1 comment

I want to end this

by teacherni 2/23/2013

written by teacherni

I am a teacher and a hopeful person just before what happened 2 days ago. at the age of 26, I can say that I have been a successful person as an employee. however, there were times when I feel that I wanna die. I wanna end all these. now i am currently encountering a serious problem which was not intended but i take the responsibility because I am the teacher. Iâ€™ve been thinking about the what ifâ€™s of the problem. even if it has no damage yet. i am afraid that something bad might happen. i am afraid that the boss might kick me […]

2/23/2013 3 comments

Blood Rush

by AscahIsBroken 1/29/2013

written by AscahIsBroken

I work in a restaurant.
I am constantly surrounded by knives.

God, it’s so damn tempting.

Music is what stops me from cutting…but I can’t really have my headphones in, and I can’t blast death metal in a family restaurant for some reason.

So what am I supposed to do?

It’s so hard not to pick up a steak knife and cut my wrist up.

The only reason I haven’t is thanks to my boss.

My boss is my neighbour, family friend, and my boyfriends father.

I don’t want him to be ashamed of me, because he’s the reason I have my job.

But it’s hard…sometimes I wonder if the urge to cut […]

1/29/2013 9 comments

Today has been a complete write off again!

by Boots6 11/26/2012

written by Boots6

I just spent the whole day at work sittin oan my arse at my desk silently greetin’ to myself. Trying to hide the tears from my boss and getting absolutely nae work done! There really was no point getting out of bed this morning!

I couldn’t take my mind off the abortion, and what’s more the radio kept on debating about it and it’s bloody morality!

It wis a right nightmare o’ a day so now i’m goin tae the shop getting myself some cold beer and drinking the rest ah the day away!

I’m sick fed up o feelin like this i just go from […]

11/26/2012 6 comments

My life as a fail, Death sounds, easier.

by LostOne23 11/23/2012

written by LostOne23

My name is ryan, im 23, i have been shy and quiet all my life. I have severe anxiety, nobody understands me, i am hard of hearing i wear hearing aids. I dont consider myself ugly, but people make me feel that way. I have been a screw up most of my life, when i was 11 i started smoking weed, which then became the root of all my problems since then. I meant an amazing girl at the same time, i dated her from the time we were 11 to 17. In jr high i started getting addicted to marijuana, i skipped school, i […]

11/23/2012 0 comment

a rant from a struggling introvert

by alteisen99 10/22/2012

written by alteisen99

since i’m already here might as well vent out a little bit. maybe some input may give me a bit more perspective instead of using the option of death to calm me down.

turned 24 last month, introverted, depressed for the past 10 years or so, finding it difficult fitting in the modern world and i find it difficult to connect with people and a deeper level. i feel so detached from everything and everyone. i’m more often than not, isolated from the “real” world and watching other people live their lives to the fullest is making me wonder why i can’t do the same thing. […]

10/22/2012 6 comments

I completely ruined my life

by dvs333 10/17/2012

written by dvs333

I’ve completely ruined my life. Â But I don’t think I ever had one.

Things started spiriling out of control earlier this summer when I quit my job. I’ve been doing contract software development at home for years. It’s a life of sad isolation. I sit in my den and type away for days straight. The job was just going bad, I was losing interest and my boss new it. He pushed me and I snapped. It was sad, because when it started it seemed like there would be so much potential.

Anyway, something happened afterwards that made me realize I didn’t want to be a programmer anymore. […]

10/17/2012 2 comments

I just want to not be lonely

by drowninginloneliness 9/25/2012

written by drowninginloneliness

Basically I feel like I want to die most days. Some days I am ok, but I am a very depressed person, I let my depression consume me. I really need some anti-depressants, but I am still waiting for my health insurance to kick-in so I can see a psychiatrist. I believe in God, but I don’t understand why I feel bad enough to want to kill myself. I’ve been thinking about killing myself for years but something always stops me. I don’t think I will actually kill myself, but I have thought about how I would do it.
I am currently living in Philly, […]

9/25/2012 11 comments

Long time coming..

by Empty_Soul 9/24/2012

written by Empty_Soul

It’s been quite a long time since I’ve been on here,

Life still continues to pass me by. I met a girl who I have been involved with for around 9 months now.
I have learnt a lot about her.. Heck I even love her. I didn’t think I would meet anyone again at least not after the relationship I was in prior..
She’s changed from the girl I originally met back in December. She isn’t the girl I fell in love with..
She dismisses my feelings like they are just disposable. She’s sent my heart into a deep abyss, of darkness, anger and hate.
I have so much uncertainty […]

9/24/2012 2 comments

Looking into helium hood

by Rilriia 9/15/2012

written by Rilriia

I’m one of those ‘bad luck’ kind of girls. It’s easier to point to my LiveJournal, but I don’t know that it’s allowed since it’s adult-related. You can skip the story with this synopsis: I have Â no family, my friends are in other states, my luck with men is horrible, I survived (if you really want to call it that) extreme childhood abuse that turned into finding jerks to replay it.

I spent several years of my teens homeless on the streets of Los Angeles dodging hookers, pimps, and all manner of foul person. I’ve never been arrested and got my stupid drug using years over […]

9/15/2012 8 comments

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