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Depressed

Help maybe?

by FluffyPotato 10/6/2016

written by FluffyPotato

So, im 15 i know im young but, i just need some answers. I’ve been wanting to kill myself since i was around 10. i’ve really lost all the people i care for and ive had a crappy life.

My little brother told me to kill myself already. So, did my bestfriend/ex he also told me to kill myself too. My parents arent the worse but, they arent the best too. My biological father lives god knows where now, and is good for nothing. My mother is always stressed out and snaps at me alot. My step father was abusive but, has changed his ways… hes […]

10/6/2016 6 comments

I wrote this on the morning of September 29th.

by Shootmeup 10/1/2016

written by Shootmeup

Junk fucked grunge and grime and became punk in time followed by this dope laced rhyme is blue lips and rolled back eyes with a rope tied tight you might find the right side of life when every body is done crying at your funeral they go back home and do the same thing as you but they don’t understand the point of view you had and why you choose to tie ropes to rocks and throw those hopes over the beam tied real tight so you could kick the chair from under your feet in the same place under that bridge you used […]

10/1/2016 4 comments

how can i be both lonely and also want to be alone at the same time?

by adecoy95 9/19/2016

written by adecoy95

i dont want to be alone anymore, but at the same time i dont want to put myself out there.

i dont understand why being alone bothers me so much if i dont want to take effort to change it. it makes no sense

im going to turn 30 soon, i have never dated or been in a relationship with anyone, ive never been intimate with anyone

i have been considering hiring a escort, but i dont know if i could even do that, what if i got caught? would my family despise me? consider me a terrible person? could i accept that?

what if i hired one, and […]

9/19/2016 13 comments

Just A Girl With A Messy Life

by SkeletonLost 5/7/2016

written by SkeletonLost

So this is my first post on this site and I am going to talk about something that just happened in my life and nearly -or did- messed up my efforts and trashed my hopes… I don’t even know why I am writting this here but I guess I have nothing to lose, that’s all… But just before really getting started, I just want to warn that I am French so I am really sorry if I do mistakes 😡 >.<

I struggle with depression and self-harm for now over a year. I did my first cut just before the start of April 2015. I had […]

5/7/2016 3 comments

Not Really Sure What To Do…

by lostguy 5/3/2016

written by lostguy

Not really sure what to do anymore. Just let go of my antidepressants about 3 weeks ago after a 13 month period. Didn’t make me feel much better and the side effects were bad so I quit. Suffering now from discontinuation syndrome which is terrible. Brain zaps, sweats, aches you name it. I can feel myself slipping back into the same dark pit I was in before I started taking them. Feeling hollow/empty inside again, pretty much feeling like a waste of space and unmotivated to do much. Got that view of life again. The one where everyone seems to have succeeded and I failed. […]

5/3/2016 1 comment

weekend

by susietard 4/30/2016

written by susietard

another weekend, another day left behind….
time to numb shit out…. cheers……

4/30/2016 1 comment

I give the fuck up….

by orange13 4/27/2016

written by orange13

Everything I do I fail it…. I have nothing to live for and the worst thing is I have no excuse for it. I don’t have weight problems, I have no mental health issues, I have no issues with drugs/alcohol, I had a good upbringing, my parents bought me a fucking house for christ sake… yet here I am. Unemployed, lonely, depressed and with nothing to live for.

I have two bachelors degrees, one is pretty useless, the other is a STEM subject. I cant get hired in my chosen industry, im not sure why, probably because ive never worked before… I figure ill get a […]

4/27/2016 2 comments

3 Years

by Devils_Advocate 4/23/2016

written by Devils_Advocate

Opened this website today after 3 years. Seems like a pretty long time. Reading the post I had posted back then, a lot has changed.

I was depressed back then, I am depressed now. In fact, more than depressed. But the thing that has changed is, I got used to it. It’s mine. I keep it close to my heart. I go out with friends, enjoy, play, drink. learn stuff and all the things that a normal person does, almost all the things. I have got to a point where I don’t have connections with people. Even in company, I am always aloof. I can’t find […]

4/23/2016 4 comments

It All Ends Here…

by HankMettle 4/6/2016

written by HankMettle

Well, It’s been a long 26 years that I’ve been alive… I have accomplished nothing of value. I do not contribute to the betterment of society. I am selfish and I know it. I lie and manipulate the people I care about most. I’ve lost every love I’ve ever had due to my mental illnesses.. I’ve been trying to get better, I really have, but it’s just too much. I go to group 3 days a week, then I have my ACT team 4 days a week, my psychiatrist every 2 weeks, one on one therapy once a week. My body is filled with prescription […]

4/6/2016 4 comments

FTW

by tired123 4/3/2016

written by tired123

Tired. Depressed. And planning. Im done. Even my body feels like a thousand pounds. Feels like i cant even lift my arms. WTH Why does this world even exist? What is the point? Maybe this is hell and being here is my punishment for something. I just want to sleep now Goodnight

4/3/2016 4 comments

Alone

by haileewantstobehappy 3/22/2016

written by haileewantstobehappy

I’m so alone, and it’s one of the most painful things to know that I will probably always be alone. It just hurts.

3/22/2016 7 comments

Depressed at dead at 25

by Drowning 3/9/2016

written by Drowning

3/9/2016 8 comments

Life is not important

by wasd2333 2/13/2016

written by wasd2333

This month, I was a victim of abuse. Twice. No, not “use (something) to bad effect or for a bad purpose; misuse”, it’s “treat with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly”. I’ve been abused many times now, but I think this month is the worst.

Abuse story 1:

So, one day I was in class, didn’t finish my work, so I was supposed to stay back for recess, but I didn’t want to. The teacher dragged my collar (I was about 3-5 meters away from the class when this happened) all the way to the classroom door, and threw me. I hit something, so I got […]

2/13/2016 3 comments

Self-Hate and Lovely Death

by Lorelei X 2/9/2016

written by Lorelei X

I want to overdose and die

I want death

So badly

I almost crave it.

How do I stop these thoughts? All I seem to think about is death. Suicide. Being pain free. Am I wrong for that? Am I being selfish? Don’t I have a say in my life? Yes… I am being selfish. And, yes, I am wrong.

Where has the time gone? I’m losing track of everything and I can’t seem to grip onto something and stay focused and keep moving with life. I feel so stuck and out of place and away from myself, from the world, from reality. I’m so lost and angry and horribly sad and I […]

2/9/2016 6 comments

Depressed mom

by Saveme3 1/13/2016

written by Saveme3

Im a mother of three. I wish that was enough to keep all the sadness and thoughts to end it away but it doesn’t. I actually feel they would be better off! I love them so much but I have no desire to continue. They r the only reason im still here though! I would miss them tremendously.

1/13/2016 4 comments

Depressed

by boxofchocolates 11/5/2015

written by boxofchocolates

Hello everyone!!! I am really depressed. I have been thinking about killing myself for about a week now. Really it’s been going on for months, but lately I can’t help but think (why am I still here). Loft a week I wake up in deep emotional pain and physical pain and think “Why?!” Why am I trying to hold onto another horrible day.

I’m divorced, sad, lonley, and depressed. I don’t like it here anymore and I don’t see the point of living. I don’t have any family and so it really wouldn’t matter. Plus now that I’m divorced and alone, I’m not sure if I […]

11/5/2015 4 comments

Depressed

by Navartiti 10/21/2015

written by Navartiti

I am so depressed. I don’t know what to do, I don’t want my sister to die, she has terminal cancer. and she can’t be treated where I live ( Jordan ) And I dont have the money to send her outside for treatment. I tried asking people, the government, i made a campaign to raise money I tried everything nobody want’s to help me, I am so depressed I can’t even go to work. I live in the UAE and work here, what kills me is that I am not there with her and she is in so much pain. she is so depressed […]

10/21/2015 9 comments

Depressed and over it.

by ladyedicius 10/17/2015

written by ladyedicius

I am ready to give up. I wrote a pathetic note yesterday and tried all day to hang myself. I didn’t succeed like many others before me. I am desperate.

I am desperate to go. Considered jumping. Not a freeway like the idiot yesterday on the 101 but a peaceful cliff or a bridge. Where death is certain…

10/17/2015 3 comments

Depressed

by fearandhatred 10/13/2015

written by fearandhatred

i was so depressed and stressed that i made myself sick. i was in and out of the doctor for 4 years. i was throwing up almost everyday for 4 years. i had an ulcer. i had headaches all day and night. i was so depressed that i became sick. it is a sickness but i did not realize my depression was the reason for my illnesses. i thought i was dying, i thought something was really wrong with me when in reality it was just my mind. it was me making myself sick and in a way i new it. i figured if i […]

10/13/2015 4 comments

I think I am done here for awhile

by v.c.333 9/25/2015

written by v.c.333

Thank you all so much. Even if we never commented towards each other, I have read all. I will make it. I have made it 30 years of depressed, I can make it a little longer for my family. I am chronically ill and will probably only make it another 20-30 years. I don’t want to come repeat life because I didn’t learn my lessons the first time. Or end up in some purgatory with guides and counselors. (i have been reading NDEs). Even if I just wink out, it is not fair to my daughter, she did not ask to be here either (as […]

9/25/2015 4 comments

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