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I really want to die right now

by sugarcoated 3/2/2018

written by sugarcoated

i hate my life.

i’m in my last year of high school and all the pressure is on me.

i have to get into a good university to get a degree to get a job and make lots of money for my family.

my mum is mad because my younger brother is pretty “dumb”. Teachers say he’s work doing work or paying attention in class. So my mum is worried that he’s gonna fail school.

she was ranting as usual, but today was worse. She asked me “haven’t got homework?” I said “it’s the weekend” she just ignored me and continued saying “instead of watching that stupid show”.

i guess […]

3/2/2018 2 comments

Outside, inside

by lonelygirl645 10/21/2016

written by lonelygirl645

on the outside I look
Strong
Confident
Smart
Cool
But on the inside I’m
weak
shy
dumb
stupid
scared
hurting

10/21/2016 2 comments

Apparently I’m dumb.

by lonelygirl645 10/19/2016

written by lonelygirl645

So I just got a 90 on a quiz. My parents were mad because I didn’t get a 100. My parents starting yelling at me “HOW DUMB ARE YOU??”. I don’t think I’m dumb. I hate them. I have no self-esteem because of them.

10/19/2016 3 comments

I DON’T CARE IF THIS IS IN CAPS!

by GTSuicide_6 3/27/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

I was supposed to do my essay.

For weeks now.

Its not done.

Its not getting done.

I’m crying.

Why am I crying? I’m supposed to be working.

No no, I’m crying.

I’m crying I’m so sad.

I’m so sad. I am so alone. I am so sad I am so sad.

I am so sad. I hate myself.

I’m going to kill myself in a week or so.

I hate myself. I want to die.

I’m going to kill myself.

I hate myself.

I am a dumb fucking piece of shit ready to die.

I’m already rotten.

Nobody cares.

3/27/2016 3 comments

So Maybe…

by Nathaniel_Morisawa 3/26/2016

written by Nathaniel_Morisawa

So maybe I am a loser. Maybe I am a fat disgusting thing. You think I don’t know that? You think I haven’t planned for the best course of action? You think that I haven’t realized that all the “breaks” I get are just illusions or plain dumb luck?

I know what’s in store for me, so don’t feel like you have to remind me. I’m on my way. Just wait. I’ll be there eventually.

3/26/2016 2 comments

I wish i could just die

by kupo95 3/17/2016

written by kupo95

i want to die I am completely useless and worthless I can’t do shit like my mother in laws says im shit junk dumb im shit im shit . i hope i die. Worthlessness worthless worthless worthless

3/17/2016 1 comment

It’s hard

by Dominika912 3/14/2016

written by Dominika912

It really is kind of hard to look at everyone around you and wonder what your purpose in life is. It’s difficult when the people around you think that they are so flawed, but in reality, they are the very idea of literal perfection.

My friends think that they are ugly and unattractive, but they don’t even know how it feels like to be me. My friends think that they are dumb or stupid, but they haven’t even begun to see my half-dead brain cells. My friends think that they have no special qualities, the only thing my brain can even think about is freaking self-pity.

3/14/2016 1 comment

Meh

by Harlot.Rebel 1/3/2016

written by Harlot.Rebel

Getting drunk again.. What a surprise.. I should be ashamed. Im a mess. Im a complete dumb ass. Im Pathetic. And worst of all im alive.

1/3/2016 5 comments

Anxious people make me anxious

by InhalingAnxiety 12/23/2015

written by InhalingAnxiety

Just a dumb rant for the day.

12/23/2015 3 comments

Sigh

by No_one_care 12/2/2015

written by No_one_care

I hate feeling this way
I hate walking alone
I hate being the only one who suffers
I hate laughing to prove how strong i am
I hate being on meds cause of all the trauma
I hate myself above all else..for being a failure..a mistake
I hate myself for not being pretty..i hate myself for being dumb and unlovable

12/2/2015 1 comment

Awkward

by thehusk 11/25/2015

written by thehusk

It’s starting to dawn on me that I’m not really capable of the whole ‘human interaction’ thing. Even online.

I just can’t seem to ever talk naturally, without being incredibly self-conscious. Everything I say feels fake and contrived, even when I’m trying to be genuine. It’s like I’m not really human – just some kind of defective robot trying to copy behavior but getting it wrong.

I just need to stop being me. Stop thinking these defective thoughts. Be normal. Do normal things. Not constantly question everything. Stupid brain. Thinking dumb thoughts. You go shhh now.

The problem is me. Everything about the way I think. But how […]

11/25/2015 6 comments

by MissDysphoria 11/8/2015

written by MissDysphoria

I’m such a dumb ass I say the shitiest things

11/8/2015 6 comments

I feel like a f**k up

by disgusting 9/29/2015

written by disgusting

Yeah, I’ve been feeling that way lately. I’m afraid of getting kicked out of the place I just moved in to. Reasons? I know I’m renting from a neat freak and I’m not really filthy but I don’t have the energy to keep it looking like Merry Maids are on call either. I did something dumb that made a mess and now a rug needs washed, and I don’t have the energy to spend 4 hours after work on the slow washer & dryer in the basement. I feel like I shouldn’t be doing stupid shit like that and somehow, even though most […]

9/29/2015 5 comments

Losing yourself

by Rotted_Flesh 9/5/2015

written by Rotted_Flesh

There was a time when I was fairly content with life. Took a lot of things for granted, things I should’ve cherished but instead just let them pass me by. I let myself just dwindle, sliding down further without me even knowing it. I wish there was a way I could go back in time and tell my reckless, dumb self to be more wary and careful. This all stemmed from me never looking at myself with love, I always thought I had to prove something, to be someone I was never meant to be. I should’ve just accepted who I was. If life presents […]

9/5/2015 1 comment

It’s about to begin

by Countingmydays 8/10/2015

written by Countingmydays

This is it. I’ve finally reached the ultimate irreversible thought of suicide, and never going back to the ‘so called’ dumb shit life. It’s gonna be a slow suicide anyway, it’ll probably take about 2 weeks for me to be completely dead, without being taken to the hospital. Now the hardest part is to pretend like I’m not dying haha. I’d like to say sincere goodbye to my dumb life, and my closest one’s, who’d hurt me too much that I didn’t want to live anymore. I have no worries that I’m leaving my parents behind. They truly don’t need a worhtless child as me. […]

8/10/2015 2 comments

Reasons why in goong to kill my self.

by Thedaytoforget 8/9/2015

written by Thedaytoforget

1. Im ugly
2. I’m addicted to porn
3. Never had a girlfriend who truly loved me
4. I was raped by my best friend.
5.My family thinks im a dumb ass
6. I have a dream to sing, but lets face it isn’t happening.
7. Even my mom tried to kill me
8. I’ve learn in this world there is no love, but simply someone u dislike the least.
9.US politics
10.i feel unloved

11. No one will read this.

8/9/2015 11 comments

I’m not pretty or smart, or anything that is lovable

by Me012001 8/1/2015

written by Me012001

I know I’m not pretty because many guys have left me for other women. My former fiancee constantly contacted prostitutes and denied it, posted pictures of his body parts online and to other women, and told me it wasn’t him. I’m being treated like I’m stupid. My boyfriend just said that I take credit for other peoples’ work, but he also told me I was fat. He talks about other girls’ butts and how smart they are, but whenever he says anything about me, I feel that it is fake. I’ve never done anything to deserve being loved in this life. Everyone else is married […]

8/1/2015 3 comments

This is most likely my goodbye

by mosha 7/4/2015

written by mosha

In this year I had 2 good days only nothing is going as planed my life is getting screwed up every day too ugly to get a girlfriend too stupid to pass a test too dumb to find a job. Iam really getting sick of this

7/4/2015 3 comments

Loneliness

by hopeisafourletterword 6/10/2015

written by hopeisafourletterword

seems to be a recurring theme here. I’m 22, never had a boyfriend or so much as kissed a boy. I’ve had opportunities, but turned them down for various reasons. Every day I wonder if I would be happier, less suicidal if I was in a loving relationship. Then again, that’s a dumb question because even a stupid little crush is enough to put me on cloud 9. But does it get boring after a while? For anyone in a relationship, do your feelings for your bf/gf/fiancee/husband/wife give you enough reason to go on, day after pointless day? Is it worth it?

6/10/2015 8 comments

Meadow

by cephalus 4/24/2015

written by cephalus

Tall, proud flowers project
Plucked one by one
Until I am all that is left
No competition for sun
Instead of basking and having fun
I shrink down to the size of a thumb
For I made the other plants feel dumb

4/24/2015 2 comments

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