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Emotionally exhausted…help?

by whyohwhysky 5/18/2013

written by whyohwhysky

She’s not senile; from what I’ve heard from my father and other family members she’s been unreasonable from the start.

With that said…she adopted me at 9 and has taken care of me since. I’m now 22 and finally moving out in a few months.I’m financially dependent on her which is what she uses to manipulate me. She knows that I’m too overwhelmed to go to school full time and keep a job to support myself so she knows that I must tolerate her unreasonableness or be homeless.

For example, my car is at the mechanic and will be for a few days. She doesn’t drive anymore […]

5/18/2013 2 comments

Hope Everyone is Okay.

by Dave_N 4/28/2013

written by Dave_N

Hi guys. I just wanted to see how everyone was feeling these days. I’veÂ been really busy lately with school and marking. Not much time to logon lately. I won’t be on much for a while. A math teacher recently had a baby, so I had to take over her classes. The students are good kids. It’s great to be teaching full time again, but it really keeps me busy. Please don’t give up hope.

Dave

4/28/2013 1 comment

Ideas please

by glass_music_cup 4/26/2013

written by glass_music_cup

If anyone has read my previous posts, you’d know that I’m not really here for affirmation or advice to deal with a boyfriend, family troubles, friends, etc. I’m here to maximize my chance for a successful end, and I hope to find those who are able to give me advice on that end.

I have planned to leave by summer but am struggling to clean everything, put my affairs in order, etc. This is a must. I believe in a well-planned out suicide, so there will be no such thing as a short “crisis moment” or a poor decision based on a situational crisis. I need […]

4/26/2013 14 comments

Hopelessness

by aLonewolf 4/17/2013

written by aLonewolf

I am so lost… i am a single father 2 kids, their mother is a drug addict and has abandoned them for 3 years march 12th, i have 2 deaf parents so growing up was very hard, to never be able to talk about your feelings to your own mom hurts me alot, i know sign language but its just not the same… i have constant feelings of giving up, when i look at my kids i cry, when i think about my family i cry. i have gone nowhere for my whole life, dropped out at 16 and never made a attempt to be […]

4/17/2013 7 comments

Claustrophobia sets in

by lesley 4/1/2013

written by lesley

I really think I am a loser.

I’m almost 25, living in a tiny room in my parents’ place. I know they think I’m a drag and a burden. I should have worked harder in college and not gotten kicked out. I just didn’t give a damn about my classes and I should’ve just argued it out and changed majors, but I didn’t and I flunked a third time. Three strikes right?

XXX

Working part-time at a pretty thankless job, but they’re all thankless. The only full-time employees are managers, of which there are 5 as oppossed to 7 employees. That seems pretty out of whack to me.

I’m […]

4/1/2013 2 comments

Lost Souls

by highway66 3/30/2013

written by highway66

Im 19, A few years after I was Born my parents divorced and my mom and I moved away from the big city to a smaller city not to far. The divorced didnt effect me much because I was so young but it showed in my mother and she began to drink a lot.

by the time I was in grade 3 I was very unhappy with life, There was rarely any food to eat in the house and I was in a very abusive relationship with my mother. I was regularly running away from home and staying with my grandmother who lived in the same […]

3/30/2013 4 comments

Note to self…

by hurt 11/25/2012

written by hurt

It’s been a brutal semester.Â I just need to get this out, so I can concentrate on completing my final paper.Â I’m feeling tremendously overwhelmed.Â Failure weighs heavily, on my mind, I got kicked out of university my first year, I took too many classes, yes my parents pressured me, but I could have said no and I missed the deadline to withdraw without penalty.Â One of my friend’s had the same problem and she found out we could talk to the dean, I didn’t show up for my appointment with the dean because I believed all the things I had ever heard about myself […]

11/25/2012 2 comments

I do know why I’m here

by Rainbowhead 10/14/2012

written by Rainbowhead

Iâ€™m female, 33. Married, 3 kids (b13, g11, g9), 2 dogs..and a cat who thinks heâ€™s god. I’m a childhood abuse survivor. Physical, sexual and emotional.it was done to me, primarily by my mother. Didnâ€™t have any siblings, father wasnâ€™t around. It seems the sexual abuse hurt the most, though I know the emotional is always there as well. It’s that voice in the back of my head telling me that I’m stupid, fat, ugly, lazy, no one wants me, I’ll never amount to anything. I’m worthless, horrible. I’m only good for sex.

I’ve been a full time student since 2009, but had a breakdown this […]

10/14/2012 4 comments

My life is ruined

by liberor 8/30/2012

written by liberor

I can’t do this anymore. I just…..can’t.

I met the love of my life close to 5 years ago. Huge age difference….she just turned 18. At first I knew it wouldn’t work, but then out of nowhere I got her pregnant. So…we both decided that it was best to go forward and see how things went. I moved her up here from Florida and we settled in. Our daughter was born just over a year after we had gotten together. Things were……terrific. We were told by so many people that we were the perfect couple. We couldn’t get over each other. We had to be around […]

8/30/2012 2 comments

Losing hope

by hardertobreathe 8/5/2012

written by hardertobreathe

This is going to be really long but I’m going to keep it as short as possible. This is most of my life and most of my problems all in one. Â I’ve never told anyone all of this but I really need to get it all off my chest- Â so here it goes

So I’m Â a 13 year old boy crazy girl. From the outsde I look like I have it all together. I’m that pretty popular cheerleader who looks like she has a lot of friends and guys like her. Sounds greatright? That girl isnt the real me. I’m falling apart.Im insecure. I feel fat […]

8/5/2012 4 comments

Think about suicide every day

by g723 8/1/2012

written by g723

So a few years ago, my first year in college, I tried to kill myself. I was in a bad place. I was living in a new city, had always been terrible at meeting people, and was under a lot of pressure to do well academically so I could keep my scholarship. Needless to say I survived, but I lost my scholarship, dropped out, and moved back home to live with my parents.

I was angry and depressed a lot. I got in fights with my family. My parents didn’t really get what had happened. After all, its not like I was physically abused or any […]

8/1/2012 2 comments

The Only Thing That I Do Well is Destroying People’s LIves

by eess6968 7/23/2012

written by eess6968

I am a person who has destoyed so many people throughout my adult life.Â I met my husband and he was married at the time, I got pregnant.Â He did not have a good marriage, or so I was told.Â He left his family for me, and we had our baby.Â Â He still had his family, and his children came around at first, but that ended rather quickly.Â So we had another baby a year and a half later, and we had our family.Â His parents did not want anything to do with us, which I completely understood.Â I was hurt, because I was lied […]

7/23/2012 2 comments

Iâ€™ve fallen and I canâ€™t get up.

by sansesperer 7/12/2012

written by sansesperer

Over the last 3 or 4 years, I have been sinking further into despair. I am now at a point where I am ready to exit. The timesÂ I have been most at peaceÂ over the last few years have generally been when I have been sleeping; I figure that a sleep where I never wake up would be a good thing. I know this might sound like a First World Problem, but my descent began when I got made redundant during the GFC. Since then, I have had to take jobs that have paid less, and also had to use up all of my savings during […]

7/12/2012 2 comments

I think tonight is the night…

by hopelessenigma 7/2/2012

written by hopelessenigma

I’m exhausted, I don’t feel like I can keep going. My fiance broke my heart a couple of months ago and today he told me he is happier without me. For me every day gets worse. I have been through too much, this was supposed to be my happy ending. I can’t just try again because life is shit and it always ends badly.

If I didn’t have kids I would have done this years ago, now they live with their dad almost full time and are well taken care of. I am too much of a pathetic mess to be anything good for them […]

7/2/2012 6 comments

Loosing the plot

by mys666 6/5/2012

written by mys666

Not even sure why I’m posting here. I guess I want to know if anyone feels the same as me, what do I do etc.

I basically can’t seem to handle life. I was booted from home when I was 14. Apparently a bad situation with neighbours caused us to move when I was 11 and according to my mother this unsettled me in my life. I was a stable, well achieving girl before that.

Now I am 32. I have had strings of bad relationships, one after the other. Ending for reasons which may or may not have been my […]

6/5/2012 4 comments

Please help

by saddy 5/22/2012

written by saddy

I just keep on going, but I’m so very tired of it. My family loves me, my girlfriend loves me, none of them want me to give up and go. But it’s all I can do to just brush my teeth or eat something.

I lost my job a month ago. It was my first real job out of college. It was full-time, paid very well. I was so happy. Elated. I wanted to do my best, and my boss wanted us to be best friends (she said as much). I should have known better. Your boss is not your friend. I confided in her, relied […]

5/22/2012 5 comments

I Can’t Win

by steponme88 5/3/2012

written by steponme88

No matter how hard I try, and how many things I try to be good at…. it just all falls apart. All I ever feel is overwhelmed. I don’t think I do THAT much compared to most people, but I still can’t keep up. I am a wife, a full time employee, a part time student, a leader at my church and am running a photography business on the side. Lets not forget social life and family. Yet, I am not good at keeping up with ONE of these things. Even IF it’s a lot going on, I should at least be excelling in ONE…JUST […]

5/3/2012 9 comments

Feeling a Force Against Me

by chr75751 2/12/2012

written by chr75751

Can’t believe I’m posting here. Thought I was over all of this. I’m 42 now. Lifetime of depression, anxiety, anorexia, and bulimia. I had gotten to a point where I had left a bad marriage, bought my own car, own house, raising my child, and held a full time very difficult job. I decided to change shrinks 1 week ago who suggested I do “talk therapy.” I went to 1 apt and have essentially fallen apart since that apt. This was totally unexpected. Apparently, I’ve been trying to hold everything together all these years…just keep going, just keep going, and follow the routine is what […]

2/12/2012 4 comments

“Help me please…”

by helpmehelpthem 2/9/2012

written by helpmehelpthem

My husband just told me its me against the word….that’s exactly how I feel!! I went into the cubord to get tylenolÂ because I am sick and he yelled at me to “just take all of them everything in the cabinet! Now I have people telling me to kill myself??? My kids dont respect me and give me dirty looks. I do everyting for them. And work full time and go to school to make their lives better? I am tired of being laughed at because im fat and treated badly all the time. Now when I feel my worst I get a special request to […]

2/9/2012 7 comments

talk

by dumb-ass 7/25/2009

written by dumb-ass

Thank you for the replies sent to me to tell you a bit more about me i will,
when i was 4 years old I was hit by a car the driver worked for the goverment and he was driving drunk when he hit me with his car i went 20 feet at the time in the air came down hard on my head this kept me in hospital for 6 months with stuff all over my head then when Iwas 6 years old i had to share a bed with one of my uncles while in the bed with him I was made to […]

7/25/2009 2 comments

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