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Happiness

Giving up..

by LetMeGo123 5/23/2013

written by LetMeGo123

What is the point in life.. Seriously, you just work hard to eventually die. I’m giving up.. why would I rather go through all this pain, when I could just get rid of it now? I cry all the time, I get hurt at the slightest thing.. I don’t know how my partner can cope with me. Im so down about everything. My life couldn’t be any worse. I Hate myself more than anything. Im useless. So my battles coming to an end because the only happiness I get is thinking about how much better life will be when im gone. Its best for everyone!

Giving […]

5/23/2013 4 comments

Well, I guess this is me.

by HurtsButHelps 5/22/2013

written by HurtsButHelps

I’m 13 years old. I would tell you my name, but being new here, I don’t know if I can trust you all to that extent yet. Normally, I post poems that reflect how I feel at the moment, or how I felt throughout the day, but right now I’d like to get a few things off my chest. I’ve told a few of my friends some of this before, but no one knows all of it at its worst. I feel as though I can trust all of you with at least this, even if I don’t know you. So here it goes.

My story:

5/22/2013 3 comments

Let Me Live Again

by ChellyDiane 5/21/2013

written by ChellyDiane

Let me live again
Let me dream of how things were
Let life be my grass I walk on
Looking for a place to stay free

(You still did this to me)

Let me be the only thing I dream big dreams for
Let my heart grow strong against love
Where you could never last past the moment
That many men crushed me daily

(You were everything to me)

Ugh, let my hands gently lift my hair
Slowly pulling it back revealing my eye
Black and blue among other colors that leak through
But for some odd reason
I just canâ€™t let go

(Thereâ€™s never been happiness,
Nor real love […]

5/21/2013 2 comments

Lay down your head, and close your sleepy eyes.

by celise 5/21/2013

written by celise

I apologise for following such beautiful song lyrics from The Hunger Games with such a negative post.. but I feel this encapsulates the way I’m feeling exactly.

Let me take you on a journey. 19 years ago, my Mother began to emotionally and sometimes physically abuse me over the course of my life. In my eyes, I never had a Mother. I never grew up being nurtured and receiving that maternal, unconditional love. 4 years ago, my Mother physically ‘bashed me up’, in need of a better statement. I left her immediately, I left my little siblings, my friends, comfort, my school, I left EVERYTHING that […]

5/21/2013 2 comments

Feelings

by HurtsButHelps 5/20/2013

written by HurtsButHelps

I snapped.
I confided in you my deepest secret.
I trusted you.
But, I was wrong to do so.
You twisted my words.
Made it sound worse than it really was.
Then, you told everyone.
Don’t you know?
I still have feelings.

I thought you were my friend.
I thought you were the only one who cared about me.
But, I was wrong.
You didn’t care.
Others did, but I turned my back, and now they don’t.
It was all you.
You spread the rumors.
You talked behind my back.
Don’t you know?
I still have feelings.

I showed you my scars.
I showed you what I […]

5/20/2013 3 comments

The Eyes Are The Windows To The Soul

by HurtsButHelps 5/20/2013

written by HurtsButHelps

One day I was sitting on the couch staring out the window at the rain.
My mother approached me and looked into my eyes.
“Something’s wrong.” She said softly
I asked her how she knew so easily.
“The eyes are the windows to the soul.” She replied
I never forgot that day.

Another day, hears later, I met you.y
You seemed happy. Every day you woke up and put on your smile.
That’s all anyone looked for, but not me.
I looked further.
I approached you and looked into your eyes.
“Something’s wrong.” I said.
You asked me how I knew and I gave you […]

5/20/2013 1 comment

How bullying affects me.

by Engeltje 5/20/2013

written by Engeltje

I wrote a poem about what bullying did to me, what kind of effect it had on me. How it felt for me. Like the part that they took away my childhood. This poem has a lot of meanings for me, it’s really special.

You stole my heart,
you stole my mind.
You stole my happiness,
you stole my love.
You took away everything I had,
and now I’m broken,
bruised and scarred.
You’re a thief,
you’re a criminal.
But you won’t hurt me again,
’cause I’ve got a thicker skin.
I’m stronger and braver.
But you stole the little girl inside of me…

Written […]

5/20/2013 4 comments

I can’t do it alone I can’t stay alone

by AnonM 5/18/2013

written by AnonM

The clock is ticking and time is running out. I know not for my life, yes I do want something more. I want so many things in life and there are so many things I wanted to do and bring to this world. I want to bring happiness to others, I want to find happiness for myself, I want to be a father, I want to be content.

I want to be happy. I want to smile for something I’ve done not something I’ve seen. I want to laugh because I feel good inside not because it’s the appropriate thing to do. There’s so much good […]

5/18/2013 8 comments

life is so damn pointless

by Lestatbarrenheart 5/17/2013

written by Lestatbarrenheart

It is sad, when you think for just a little why, that she will be different. Everyone is all the same,though.
I have been hurt, and betrayed, and let down countless times.
I hate fucking life. I had a gun in my mouth last week, but I kept thinking, what if i go to hell, or the place after is worse. But i am in hell. This world is full of nothing good, just evil and ugly things. Would be good if we all died. Fuck happiness, fuck love. It means nothing to anyone. Love, it is a fucking word people use on a whim. […]

5/17/2013 1 comment

A plea for life

by Carbon Jawed Dodge 5/13/2013

written by Carbon Jawed Dodge

Hi,

My username is an anagram so if any of you care to do a little word play, you can figure out my real name, but thats not why I am here. I am here to tell you, the reader, a story. A story about me and why I want to die, yet cannot achieve presently.

I was born January 25, 1987. My mother was a drunk at the time and my father was smoking crank. I am the result of a one night stand. An accident turned paternal, if you will. My very first thought, I remember, was when I was still an infant, unable to […]

5/13/2013 11 comments

I can’t over her my ex gf

by johnplace 5/12/2013

written by johnplace

My name is John I still feel depress after 10 months my ex gf dump and say ” left me alone “……. I can’t be happy I don’t know why…..she don’t contact me anymore. since she dump me but still I have her friend in my facebook and Yahoo sometimes I saw her and i feel really bad about it but I can’t eraser her I don’t have the guts…. I miss her a lot but still I don’t wanna she back

I don’t wanna back with her anymore she is not worth it but still I miss her …..I know soundÂ dumbÂ I been with psychics some […]

5/12/2013 6 comments

One good reason?

by Forgetable1 5/11/2013

written by Forgetable1

One good reason to live?.. i don’t see one, i just don’t desire life anymore much like anyone who knows the feeling of constantÂ loneliness, it is never ending no matter how hard you try. I’ve been trying to “be happy” for the past few months only because this girl who i could’ve called my best friend was telling me there are reasons to be happy.. Note i am also inlove with her… Or was atleast, i have no idea where that stands but that was the last thing i cared about. Now that its gone? I really couldn’t tell you what i plan do to […]

5/11/2013 1 comment

Nothing

by Tormenting Dreams 5/11/2013

written by Tormenting Dreams

i feel the safe and warmth of my bed

the demons still hover over my head

i can never get away

its not safe in my safe place

i feel the comfort of the thinning sheets

its the finest place i have to bleed

these four walls are faded and falling in

this is the place where i hang my head

i have nothing to show for over the years

the accomplishments to face my fears

i have nothing to call my own

this is a hallowed place i call my home

i have no one left i can meet

loneliness i cannot beat

the sucking void is plugging up

its taking me, im afraid im stuck

its never very satisfied

i […]

5/11/2013 0 comment

Hi my name is Sunflower

by sunflower 5/10/2013

written by sunflower

Hi everyone my name is Sunflower. I have been a member of this sight for a while now (over a year i think maybe 2). This sight has helped me tremendously. When I had no one I came here to talk and express my feelings. Ive made friends here; some of whom havent come on for a while and I hope are doing well. When Â I say I love you all i mean it. My life has been hell, confusing and oh so very lonely and SP has been my light through all the darkness. Anyone who I havent talked to on here i do […]

5/10/2013 7 comments

I want everyone to suffer

by Commodus 5/9/2013

written by Commodus

I really do. I’m a sadist. I get off on hurting people and torturing people.

I have never felt happiness in any real sense, in any sense YOU would understand. But fear, the atmosphere of terror after some horrible event, the way fear creeps through a small community after a murder, I LOVE that.

I recall, one day I was walking home from work – slow, dejected, tired – I saw news of a local murder and some grim new details of it. And I instantly perked up, I thanked God for such bloody work and walked home with a spring in my step.

And I think this […]

5/9/2013 24 comments

Why cant she have happiness?

by guy32148 5/9/2013

written by guy32148

This isnt really my story but ill tell you anyway.

when i was growing up i had i close girl ‘friend’ who played with me every day. unlike me though, she was from a broken home and was abused by her dad, i was to young to understand at the time.she put up with this until she was a about 12 when her dad went for it and….well you can probably guess what happened, after that she tod the cops and they probably took him to prison.

it’s now 4 years after her dads gone (i dunno were she don’t tell me) and […]

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5/9/2013 1 comment

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My Story.

by JotoAssCat 5/8/2013

written by JotoAssCat

i don’t even know why i’m on here. it’s not like people want to know about me anyways, but ohkay. i’m cat and i turn 15 in november. i’ve been suffering with OCD, depression, anxiety and body dysmorphic disorder (BDD). the body dysmorphic disorder is the worst because i got homeschooled because of it. i would sit there and stare at myself for hours and cry when i should be getting ready. i would punch myself in the face or wrists and pull my hair or skin. i started out just being constantly late to school, but now i’m so afraid of people seeing me […]

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5/8/2013 5 comments

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Someone please read, give me any advice you can. I am in desperate need of it.

by helplessles 5/5/2013

written by helplessles

This is going to be long, I apologize in advance. I guess I can start by saying I am a 16 year old girl, although I hardly resemble a girl, and very depressed. I have been depressed for almost 2 years. I self harm, but cutting usually, I’ll pull my hair in theÂ extremely emotionally painful moments, or I’ll pinch my arms. Its been a year since I have posted here, but I’m in need of some type of empathy. My family on a scale from 1-10, is a good strong 7.5, we have our fights, but i generally thing we all do love one and […]

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5/5/2013 1 comment

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Sometimes you just don’t belong…(The hours)

by ChristinaRene 5/1/2013

written by ChristinaRene

Dearest, I feel certain I am going mad again. I feel we canâ€™t go through another of these terrible times and I shanâ€™t recover this time. I begin to hear voices and canâ€™t concentrate. So Iâ€™m doing what seems to be the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I know that Iâ€™m spoiling your life and without me you could work, and you will, I know. You see, I canâ€™t even write this properly. What I want to say is that I owe all the happiness of my […]

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is there really no1 like me

by onthewayout 4/30/2013

written by onthewayout

I read a lot of people who have multiple suicide attempts, I don’t judge but I do feel genuine remorse. I think im different in that ive had one attempt which was nearly successful and had a shotgun as backup but when it was cocked and pointed I said “it don’t feel right yet”. this was Halloween night 4 years ago, my thoughts have not changed I still want to not be alive for as long as I remember (I don’t want to die, just prefer it over living) ive had happiness but still felt this way all except for a few months my girlfriend […]

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4/30/2013 2 comments

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