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Remembering, and…

by Cordless 5/21/2016

written by Cordless

It’s late enough that probably everyone has gone to sleep or is out partying in that fuzzy world where beer helps us forget everything else.

But I’ll just post this anyway, to help myself think.

About 3 months ago, I posted THIS about a guy in our symphony who died. (Possibly/probably suicide).

His memorial service was last Thursday (they kept him on ice an extra long time because they had to wait for his brother to get home from overseas).

Since he was an excellent trumpet player, I’ve been trying to think of a way to pay tribute to that by composing a piece we can […]

5/21/2016 12 comments

Following from earlier post. Just spoke to my mum, she laid total guilt trip on me for not visiting her. Now im in a total manic questioning everything about my rat ass life spiral. !! Stuck between anger and tears. Hating myself and hating her!! The irony is that im 39 fucking years old!!! Why do I feel like im 5 years old again and stuck in between divorcing parents! !! Wow, sorry, I dont mean to project on anyone younger than me. Its just my messed up family. And the worst part is im outta valium and ice cream!!! Could do with some […]

4/25/2016 8 comments

Sweet tooth.

by beaubri 3/24/2016

written by beaubri

I live for sweets. It’s one joy in my life out of few. I don’t care if it’s bad for my teeth. I’d rather endulge in sweets throughout my life. I’m eating frozen moose tracks yogurt. My breath already smells funny. The yogurt is old, I’m not sure how old, but it has a little freezer burn. But I don’t care.

It’s cold tonight. It’s storming, raining and hailing. I eat ice cream and sich when it’s cold or nights like this. Isn’t that weird I hate ice cream in the summer. It melts so fast.

Besides this, I’m waiting to hear from a friend. He is […]

3/24/2016 14 comments

Sneeze, Sniff, Snort, Squish…

by Cordless 3/12/2016

written by Cordless

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Various Thoughts:

1) I’m coming down with a cold/flu thing, and have a sore throat.
I tried the important time-honored therapy known as “To hell with it, I’m having ice cream.”

And yet my throat is still sore, so this is going to last a few days.

2) I also am sneezing and sniffing, so apparently ToTrees and I will both be going (*sniff sniff*) for awhile. This is ok. I’m in good company.

3) Add all the other muscle aches and unmentionable disturbances that come with cold/flu bug […]

3/12/2016 31 comments

Confucius -repost

by Moneypenny 2/27/2016

written by Moneypenny

So I decided to take off my post of shouting, I said thing I shouldn’t have said. Sorry about it, was too aggressive.

But I am rescuing Rocketman’s list of Confucius sayings 🙂 for the posterity. Do enjoy it.

Thanks to Alan and to Rocketman for you support today.

the idea as you know is to make fun of a very wise man Confucius! hey when he started making all these sayings he must of known he would also be a target for silliness! you don’t have to read them all but here are a few.

Confucius Jokes That […]

2/27/2016 1 comment

Him

by Take a Deep Breath 11/23/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

His mask- it looked as though smoke had curled around his eyes and his nose, daring to rest atop his cheek bones. Rosy lips broke into a blinding grin as he saw me waltz toward him. God he was handsome. A mope of curly black hair, suntanned skin and eyes so blue you could lose yourself in them. His dapper tuxedo emphasized his broad shoulders, long legs and toned arms… this man was mine. He rushed towards me and lifted me from the ground, twirling me round and round till we were breathless with laughter and life. I itched to peel his mask from his […]

11/23/2015 2 comments

This was the happiest day

by nicole123 11/22/2015

written by nicole123

That day was one of the best days I’ve had . That’s my step sister on the right . This pictures was taken in 2014. We went out on my granny’s boat in June and it was so sunny and warm and we watch the sunset and ate on the beach. I was so content and full that day . I spent time with my family and it was fun. Most days aren’t like that . That day was great . I had no worries in mind […]

11/22/2015 15 comments

GOT AWAY WITH IT AGAIN!

by wndozh8er 9/28/2015

written by wndozh8er

Carla, my aunt, and Philip my uncle, said that if I drank more thank a 12 pack of cooers light, I’d be banned from drinking here again. Well I took a taxi and for a 12 pack of cooers light PLUS a 2 24 ounces of natural ice (the heavy stuff). I still didn’t get the intoxication that I wanted but I got the best – in retrospect, I should have gone ahead and got a 12 pack of natural ice, since Carla never came down to check on me. Yes I’m an alcoholic but I gotta figure this stuff out myself. Carla, my aunt, […]

9/28/2015 4 comments

Hey my SP friends…gonna be hammered all day

by wndozh8er 9/4/2015

written by wndozh8er

got a 12 pack of natural ice and 2 25 ounces of it. I love you guys.

9/4/2015 10 comments

Ugh the pain is coming back.,,

by wndozh8er 8/31/2015

written by wndozh8er

last night I had 8 xanex, which mellowed me out, than today I had a 12 pack of natural ice. But I built up such a tolerance to everything that the highs don’t last long. I can’t stop thinking about what happened last night. All these hopes and dreams I had for that fake person just shattered me. How can one break a glass that’s already been broken? I hate this fucking bullshit.

8/31/2015 4 comments

Welp, sobering up sorta?24

by wndozh8er 8/8/2015

written by wndozh8er

my aunt drove me to the store and only let me get 2 6 packs of cooers liight and two 24 bounces of cooers. This is an evoltuion from last week when I only,got to get two cooers lights. Here is the kicker, I. Offered 22 dollars, mower dude to give me 24 ounces of natural ice.he delicered’!!’!!!’!! Give me liberty or give me death

8/8/2015 10 comments

by Namelessqueer 6/10/2015

written by Namelessqueer

I want to lie to my therapist/ I already did, it’s just that she would worry. I just wish I’d die so i could not have to do any of this. I feel like nothing is inside. I feel like I can’t even die correctly. I feel like ice is just not new me. I feel like there are no words to this game i’m playing I feel like nothing matters and i hate it all. I feel like love is not enough. I feel like everything is wrong and there is no way to fix it.

6/10/2015 0 comment

The sun will come tomorrow

by Listen 6/9/2015

written by Listen

I’m choking on the familiar cold in the air.. My lungs are beginning to shrink with every new breath I take.. I feel the tingling of the frost beginning in my fingers.. And I’m afraid.. Something I know so much of.., yet not enough knowledge could jump start my mind into the painful realization that I’m drowning.. Drowning in the sea and sun.. The water is suffocating but I see nothing but ice above me.. Preventing me from taking another fresh breath of a beautiful nothing called air.. And at that moment I begin to sink.. But I know the sun will melt the ice […]

6/9/2015 1 comment

How A Moment Can Change

by Sammi6xoxo 5/22/2015

written by Sammi6xoxo

There are so many things that I have trouble discussing. I find the most indirect and vague way imaginable to get my point across so I don’t have to say it. I guess this is just another one of those things. Its funny how a moment can change..

His fingers find my face
A soft and gentle touch
My heart begins to race
His presence is too much
I melt into his palm
He slowly pulls me in
I try to keep calm
But a transformation begins

His hands turn to ice
His nails pierce my skin
Darkness fills his eyes
And takes him from within
My […]

5/22/2015 7 comments

The fate of a coward

by Bloodboil 5/17/2015

written by Bloodboil

What does it take?

I did everything like i was supposed to. I got myself alone, away from others and made sure help just couldn’t arrive in time. But I couldn’t do it.

I stuffed the barrel of the shotgun into the back of my throat bit down on the barrel and pushed the trigger.I tried and nothing. A three year old could make that gun go off, why not me!? Few days later I stood on dam in a city far from my own. It was way past midnight, no one was around. I stood there. and couldn’t do it.Couldn’t take one damned step into the […]

5/17/2015 14 comments

Drowning

by broken-inside-out 3/11/2015

written by broken-inside-out

I feel stupid. Maybe this whole being intelligent thing isn’t for me. Everyone in my family is smart, so that means there is a chance I am just stupid right? Maybe if parents understood how depressed I feel than they wouldn’t say these things to me, like “don’t you understand college will be 10x harder, or why are you taking those classes you’re never going to do well in them”. I think the real problem is I carry more on my shoulders than they think, so they should just back of. If they weren’t so on top of me, and making me feel like sh*t […]

3/11/2015 3 comments

Crying

by theforgottenfew 2/17/2015

written by theforgottenfew

I’ve been so busy I haven’t had time to be depressed or sad and then we got an ice storm and I got stuck at home and my grandma passed away and now I’m crying my eyes out. We won’t be able to go to Kansas for the funeral and it breaks my heart knowing that I’ll never see her again…

2/17/2015 2 comments

Boredom

by dreamsinwhichimdying 1/28/2015

written by dreamsinwhichimdying

Is it possible to actually die of boredom? I’m desperately hoping so. For the past few months, it’s been just so boring. School is a waste of time. I get all A’s, a B, and a C. I spend the day learning useless factoids that will never be necessary in later life, and then maybe go home and play music, and then just watch TV and eat ice cream before going to bed. Then, the game begins again. The weekends are just a continuation of my after-school activity, and they’re boring too because I remember that school is a day or so away. I have […]

1/28/2015 1 comment

To An Aborted Fetus

by todestrieb 1/24/2015

written by todestrieb

Well, I can’t say you really missed all that much,
and you were spared an ungodly amount of grief.
All in all, I’d have to say you came out on top–
at least, that is my belief.

And if, perchance, you survived your mortal state,
and are sitting on a cloud in heaven, sipping on something cold, with ice,
then thank your mother that you missed your turn at this dreadful waystation–
’cause they say it’s a real *****, having to be born twice.

1/24/2015 0 comment

Gale Day 5

by Gale 12/13/2014

written by Gale

Five days I’ve lived since commiting to die, since calling a national hotline, my first time ever. Stuck in the rural South, My dogs and the North wind keep watch with me, watchers for the morning. I wrapmy knee in ice. It’s disintigrating from a 980’s Surgery…the sutures, tiny lengths o fibrous black, rose through my skin to the surface. And now the ligaments are tearing away. My surgeon died decades ago. My SI Joints’ ligaments stretched in an industrial accident, permit the whole set of bones to wrench away from each other. Favoring the right knee makes it worse. I think I may have […]

12/13/2014 0 comment

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