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Wondering about Sportsnut

by Cordless 3/28/2016

written by Cordless

Ok, for those of you who have been wondering, I was able to piece together the following timeline regarding sportsnut. If any of you know more than what I’ve found here, please share, so we can stop wondering/worrying.

On Easter Sunday, he sent email and text to some of us saying that he was thinking of ending it. The one he sent me arrived at about 5:30 eastern time. I didn’t end up logging in that day until about three hours later, so I didn’t get to respond when it was still new. I responded when I saw it, but he never answered.

Also on Easter, he […]

3/28/2016 45 comments

Self Destruction

by JiminyCrispies 3/28/2016

written by JiminyCrispies

Despite already having a post typed out for today, I’ve decided to change it and write this instead. Because I just realised several minutes ago just how little my mum cares.

I’ve been an emotional mess all day for no apparent reason, so I refused to step foot outside my room until 3 in the afternoon. Before that, no one bothered to come into my room to check on me. But we’re ignoring all that as I’m fast forwarding to not too long ago.

Recently, there has been a girl coming in my room at night. Her name is Bree, and she’s around my age. Every night […]

3/28/2016 15 comments

This is the end of everything

by Rotted_Flesh 3/26/2016

written by Rotted_Flesh

You are wrong, fucked, and overrated!
I think I’m gonna be sick and it’s your fault!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything.
I haven’t slept since I woke up and found my whole life was a lie, ************!
This is the end of everything.
You are the end of everything!

AAAHHH…

Shallow skin, I can paint with pain.
I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain.
Everyday it’s the same – I LOVE, YOU HATE.
But I guess I don’t care any more.

AAAHHH…

Fix my problems with the blade.
While my eyes turn from blue to gray.
God, the […]

3/26/2016 1 comment

for my family

by lifeisweird 3/24/2016

written by lifeisweird

My family are the only people I can count on. If I ever left this world my mother and sister would be broken beyond repair. No matter how much I think about the relief of leaving this burden called life, I don’t want to hurt the only people who gave a fuck about me. When people told me that I shouldn’t be alive because of the way I look, my mom still smiled in my face and hugged me everyday. I feel ashamed I’m not a better son. My mom deserved a son that’s talented, charming, and handsome But she’s stuck with me haha

3/24/2016 2 comments

And so it begins.

by beaubri 3/21/2016

written by beaubri

7 hours left.

The clock is ticking.

Here are some video uploads.

https://youtu.be/-Agl2IMNQ4E

https://youtu.be/3i9SfEJcCGA

https://youtu.be/RZy9DyoXf2k

3/21/2016 6 comments

Why

by Drowning 3/20/2016

written by Drowning

why can’t life be simple ? why do we have to go though so much pain and suffering ? why must the good die young and the rest get left to rot ? why is the world such a horrible place ? How can we find our purpose in life if we don’t even no were to begin ? Why am I fighting to live if I’m just living to die

Life is hard as it is let alone going though everyday depressed anxious and suicidal how much more suffering can one person go though maybe it’s my destiny to die early

3/20/2016 5 comments

I am Through.

by GTSuicide_6 3/20/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

Let me say this once for the whole world to hear: I. HATE. YOU. ALL.

I am bringing this up again, I was admitted to the E.R. yesterday for suicidal thoughts after my psychologist knew it was beyond her control.

My family, my mother she was pissed. She complained about how the 50$ wasted for parking in the hospital could’ve been used for buying shoes. She said, “Poor, poor girl….Your sister wanted to go shopping, and now she can’t because this bloody (insert swear words) crazy idiot did all this.” My father complained about missing work. My sister called me a dumb stupid teenager and I was making […]

3/20/2016 7 comments

Quick update

by disgusting 3/18/2016

written by disgusting

On the “passive aggressive office person”. Yeah, there’s 3 of us that work here. Any mess left in the fridge or microwave was from the people who used it – 2 of them are not here anymore. The 1 of us that does use it is the one who complains and so now the boss yells at the 2 of us who don’t use the fridge or microwave ever at all!

3/18/2016 0 comment

Darkwillow.

by beaubri 3/17/2016

written by beaubri

When you are on again, or done lurking. Shoot me a response and we can pick up where we left off.

3/17/2016 0 comment

by juliannamichelle 3/16/2016

written by juliannamichelle

hi, my name is Julianna and this is my story.

I’ve been bullied like crazy since I’ve moved to Alaska. I’ve made some bad decisions and I regret them very much. Boys here like to take advantage of me. I always saw the good in them. They ask me to be their girlfriend. After a few days in the middle of the night they ask me to send them nude pictures of myself. They tell me they love me and that this is what people that trust and love each other do. I sent them. Recently a boy I’ve like for many months did this to […]

3/16/2016 9 comments

Remains of the day

by fitzgerald 3/15/2016

written by fitzgerald

I’m packing up my life. Tying up loose ends. Cleaning it out. It’s making me really sad actually. Almost like this person has died already and I’m packing up her life.

I know it’s my choice. I can stay if I really want to. I just don’t think it’s an option anymore. But this girl, she seems like she had potential. Seems like she left a big hole it the lives of so many people.

This is hard.

3/15/2016 4 comments

Its Called Improving.

by GTSuicide_6 3/11/2016

written by GTSuicide_6

I cut while the psychologist left the room. For seconds, then minutes.

And, God does it hurt.

My first step to improvement.

Yay.

*Hint: sarcasm.

3/11/2016 3 comments

You Know How It Feels

by brodie3750 3/9/2016

written by brodie3750

You lay awake in bed at night wondering where every little thing went wrong.

You create amazing friendships hoping they will spark into something intimate. You spend days, weeks, months and occasionally years talking to someone only to one day realise the effort disappears and you find that you are now the instigator. They never message you first, or call or whatever. It’s up to you.

Then one day you decide “okay, I’m not going to start the conversation this time. I will wait for them to instigate it.” Next thing you know you it’s been a few days and then weeks and months and you realise […]

3/9/2016 7 comments

Why?

by adopted_disaster 3/6/2016

written by adopted_disaster

What’s the point

We are going to die

So why does it matter

Does anything actually matter

I should end it quicker

I make no difference to anyone

There’s nothing left to be happy about anymore

I am going to die anyway

3/6/2016 4 comments

I’m Already Dead

by Counting The Days Until I'm gone 3/6/2016

written by Counting The Days Until I'm gone

Rather than equivocating death, I have conceded that death has already bestowed its unrequited love upon me. Simply so, because though I still breathe, and whilst my heart still thumps, the mere essence which makes each of us has perished within me.

It is as if though I’m only being kept alive by a hypothetical respirator and though this hypothetical mechanisations is working tirelessly, what sense is the life that its saving. For that individual can no longer be happy, can no longer assimilate to usual locomotion, all that is left is his bodily mechanisations and, in actuality life has already left his body.

My body, however is […]

3/6/2016 11 comments

Nothing left

by jsjones 3/1/2016

written by jsjones

At 38 I feel like I have nothing worth living for, and I am just a ghost to everything and everyone around me. I grew up with an abusive father who my mother still is married to. I have been living in LA for 17 years trying to chase my dream of working in the film industry. My best friend killed himself back 2010 and left me in his will. I had money but I lost it al because I couldn’t find anyone to hire me. So I used my money to work on other people’s movies for free. I’ve had a boyfriend for three […]

3/1/2016 14 comments

Derp…How do you cure your boredom?

by Metalgore 2/27/2016

written by Metalgore

I’m really bored and I have a bunch of work I should be doing but don’t wanna do. I was drawing something but gave up in the middle of and stared watching Bleach and I REALLY WANT TO FINISH IT but i have so many episodes left to watch. I need to keep myself busy. What do you like to do to pass this time of boredom?

2/27/2016 12 comments

Pennys

by kupo95 2/25/2016

written by kupo95

My husband hid the razor blades from me so I went and took a Lighter and put the edge to the flame then to my outer thigh i find i like this method better then cutting it leaves no real mark just a red spot that hurts when i touch it. I like the pain its what i deserve . i like the cutting too i left no scars but i liked the blood now i Like the pain.

2/25/2016 3 comments

Quintuple My Quentapine Please

by EtiLamb 2/23/2016

written by EtiLamb

Ah yes, another junky clean. I honestly want to stay off of shit this time around; I have no interest in being dependent on chems or people. I make enough money, and function well enough to maintain an addiction for years, but the problem is I know I would end up just dropping dead. Well, drugs normally drive me out of control with depression, and on an almost cyclical clock I make an attempt at suicide. Playing with your brain chemistry like I do results in incredible unpredictable mood swings. That being said, honestly drugs always helped me control my anxiety and anger levels, but […]

2/23/2016 2 comments

Everyone goes away!

by iwant2_die 2/22/2016

written by iwant2_die

My best friend. He died. A couple of months ago he just said he’s head was hurting and then next thing you know, he’s in the hospital. Half his brain turned off and he went into coma. Two weeks later doctors told us he would never wake up. He’d been my best friend since I was five. How could he leave? Did he not realize how he would hurt not only me but the other ones that loved him as much as I did? I don’t like trusting anyone. I know thy’ll leave me behind and that will hurt. I just know it. Yet I […]

2/22/2016 3 comments

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