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Lonely

i am nothing. i am worthless. i am trash.

by bunnygirl 2/15/2014

written by bunnygirl

this is the saddest i have ever been and i don’t even remember what happiness even feels like anymore

i’m always so down and sad and whenever i laugh i don’t mean it and it’s just not right and i can’t even smile.

my heart feels gross. like it’s sunken in darkness, my mind is always cloudy and i’m failing a lot of my school classes.

i should be glad that my friend has come down for a couple months to stay, but it’s been so tough. she wants me to be happy.. but i just can’t. it’s like i’m incapable of being glad. i’m always so negative […]

2/15/2014 5 comments

I hate this day

by xylem 2/14/2014

written by xylem

Lonely ..Lonely.. Lonely

This day makes me feel even more alone.
OHHHH I hate love … and I hate not being in LOVE…

should I buy myself some flowers? sure it’s pathetic, but who says I can’y buy myself flowers?

2/14/2014 3 comments

Lonely

by lilcat 2/5/2014

written by lilcat

Hi, I just want to rant here. I am 22 and already tired of life. I have been without friends for a long time. Last time I have some friends in doing things is in my junior high school. I have been told to do everything by myself because that is what adults do: doing everything independently. I have a good role model for that: my mother. She is very reliable and can do everything by herself. I too want to be like her. I have been trying to live on without a friend since junior high. It’s scary and tiring to do everything alone. […]

2/5/2014 4 comments

Tedium.

by Feeblefish 1/30/2014

written by Feeblefish

This isn’t really something I usually do, I’m more of the “bottle it up” kind of guy, but I really need to get this out and Google led me here as an appropriate place to do so. It’s up to you if you want to read all this, but at least if you do, I have some validation of my efforts. Which I imagine would be nice.

Well… here goes.

I should be happy or satisfied enough really, shouldn’t I?

I mean, I did life right. I left school, got a steady dead end job and got myself a place to live independently. In this […]

1/30/2014 13 comments

Secret Pain

by rivercitygirl 1/5/2014

written by rivercitygirl

What nobody knows about me is that my life is consumed by depression, Â low self-esteem, and anxiety.Â Â I originally wrote a long post for you to read that went into immense detail about my personal life and problems, but then I deleted it.Â Why?Â I deleted it because none of it matters.Â I have come to the point where nothing matters anymore.Â I don’t have any friends or anyÂ family members to talk to, and I have too much anxiety to talk in person.Â Â At least this is kind of like telling somebody.

Everything in life feels like a chore.Â Nothing is enjoyable.Â I am a nineteen-year-old college student […]

1/5/2014 8 comments

Is it good that I want to die?

by Lang10 12/20/2013

written by Lang10

I have like to have to die this world is to hash for to handle. When I think of way to die or kill myself, I laugh as if all my pain is freed from my soul. I ask anyone out there is this good?

12/20/2013 3 comments

Feeling worthless…

by deathismyonlyoption 12/16/2013

written by deathismyonlyoption

I feel like everything I do is a mistake. I say things that are awful sometimesâ€¦ but itâ€™s only because I hate feeling like I have to bottle up my emotions and opinions. I am just going to write exactly what causes me to feel this way and I am not looking for anyone to make me feel justified or anything. I just needed to vent somewhere and writing in my journal wasnâ€™t helping me. I realize that my problems are nowhere near as bad as some of those on here, but I needed to put my feelings out there and feel like someone […]

12/16/2013 3 comments

loneliness

by youwouldntrealise 11/29/2013

written by youwouldntrealise

Tonight was the night i felt i needed someone there.
I usually love being on my own and never felt alone,
but tonight has been different…

I would love a boyfriend, but i wouldnt want them to
have to go through my problems and mood swings.

Would be very unfair on them, so maybe being single
is the decision for now?!

11/29/2013 2 comments

I’m lost.

by katurttle 11/4/2013

written by katurttle

I miss the first time we kissed. November 4, 2009. I smiled the whole way home. I tried to stop, but I couldn’t. I was so happy. I miss the first time you wrap your arms around me, kissed my cheek. I miss the first time you called me babe. I miss the beginning, when we didn’t want to say I love you, so we said i <3 u. I miss the first time you said you loved me. I miss the feeling of being loved, I was so blown away at the fact that someone could actually like me, none the less love me. […]

11/4/2013 2 comments

All too much

by mm9 10/21/2013

written by mm9

Everyday it seems to be getting worse and worse. I’m coming to the end of this pointless life that I have been attempting to live but it’s all too much. The final goodbye, it just a breath away.

10/21/2013 5 comments

I just need something to believe in.

by mm9 9/5/2013

written by mm9

I need something to keep me going, because anymore I see no point in living. Everyone always meets someone better than me, then I become nonexistent. I’m use to it, I don’t blame anyone, I only blame myself for not being good enough. And yes, I know that people leave our lives all the time but why is it that no one seems to stay in my life? For once, I’d like to feel wanted/needed. But that probably won’t happen, I’ll kill myself long before that day comes.

9/5/2013 2 comments

Lonely

by hellblau 8/31/2013

written by hellblau

I feel numb.
I feel so sad.
I need time, and I need life.
I hate being alone, but I’m always on my own.
Loneliness has become part of me, it’s always near,
I’m afraid of it, but I let myself embrace in it,
I want this to go, It really fucks me up.

8/31/2013 3 comments

I want to die

by dooobeee 8/29/2013

written by dooobeee

Im 34 and have always been single. My heart aches all the time, I feel so lonely and sick. Often fantasise about dying. A girl I was nuts about referred to me as creepy and weird… we were dating for a while and thought we were close, that ripped my heart in two. Life is shit, bring on the end.

8/29/2013 5 comments

Lonely

by snader 8/27/2013

written by snader

I have to write this down or let anyone know, it just has to be off my chest.

I feel so goddamn lonely, like nobody really gives two shits about me. I know it’s not true, yet I can never seem to shake the feeling. It just seems like everyone forgets about me, like I’m not important to anyone. My friends are all just moving on so fast and forgetting about me, while I’m still stuck in the pain and grief over my brothers suicide. They don’t understand me but also never seem to try. They’re all leaving me behind and I’m so scared. I have […]

8/27/2013 6 comments

No One Cares Anymore. I’m played out.

by iwillalwayslisten 8/22/2013

written by iwillalwayslisten

Have you ever watched someone you love self-destruct right next to you and not be able to do anything about it?

I have. Â Many times.

I’ve been there for her so long, and she doesn’t even care. Â She doesn’t even know how hard it would affect me if she actually finished what she started two years ago.

I can barely function anymore because I am so afraid that every moment she isn’t with me, she’s trying again.

Losing her would probably finish me off. Â For good.

I’d check out permanently. Â Suicide would be a plausible option then.

Please don’t let that happen. Â Please–if anyone cares.

But no one cares. Â About her. Â About […]

8/22/2013 8 comments

Tired.

by iwillalwayslisten 8/22/2013

written by iwillalwayslisten

My best friend tried to commit suicide in January 2012.

Again in May 2012.

Again in September 2012 because of a fight we had.

Her family threatened to sue me if I ever talked to her again.

Me and her made up at the beginning of this summer.

Even when we were still on the outs, I was there to help if she needed it. Â I don’t know if she knew that.

I’m just so tired of suicide.

She has me. Â I’m completely devoted to her and keeping her safe and alive. Â She’s like my sister, and she has me on her side. Â She just doesn’t care.

My heart is broken from watching […]

8/22/2013 6 comments

One More Year

by NotReallyHereAtAll 8/18/2013

written by NotReallyHereAtAll

I have one more year left of school, that’s all I really have to get through.

I also have one more year left of the two years I gave myself to not kill myself for.

Over this past year I’ve become less suicidal, now I’m just more bitter and angry and filled with hatred. Just not so much with myself. I just hate my situation as it is now, I hate my friends more than anything.

I hate them.

One more year.

That’s all.

One more year of hating all of my friends and trying not to kill myself.

I don’t think many people understand what it’s like to hate all of […]

8/18/2013 3 comments

whats the point..?

by AFRAIDandlost 7/26/2013

written by AFRAIDandlost

Depression and suicidal thinking seems to have taken over my life for the past year…could run on about my sad life… the traumatic sexual assaults as a child…the counseling… but why? Does anyone really care..? well the problem is someone does…my best friend has been dealt a shittier hand in life than me…its what has brought us so close…so there in lies the problem…as much as i want death how can i go through with it knowing how much it will hurt my friend..?

7/26/2013 11 comments

I’m just broken,lonely,depressed,sad…..

by weirdalone 7/24/2013

written by weirdalone

It’s hard to say what I feel now(like always) but,I want to tell somebody cause I can’t keep it inside anymore…It kills me,I’m destroying everything.I want to scream and let that thing get out from me forever.I think about suicide every time,but I don’t wanna hurt my parents,they made for me much! In my school I’m just another “Looser”…It don’t wanna feel this way …..I don’t want to live,I have no reasons to live for…..I feel empty inside,that intolerable pain….I’m broken,broken is what I am………

7/24/2013 8 comments

Hello seem’s to be the same as goodbye

by Tormenting Dreams 7/3/2013

written by Tormenting Dreams

Well now it has been a very long time since i have posted or even visited. i just want to say im fairly certain this will go un-noticed. which is okay, i know that getting views after 1am is very rare (eastern-standard time).

But i just want to say im moving along. i have a job i start soon, i have 2 fairly decent blogs i run. i have friends (not really) i just like to assume there friends. really all i have is idiots i talk to regularly (granted its over the internet.) so yeah im still fairly the same loser i was 10 months […]

7/3/2013 4 comments

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