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Then they ask why….

by DarkSnow-Leopard 11/26/2012

written by DarkSnow-Leopard

Why I am so paranoid…

Why I refuse to make new friends…

Why I always hide what I feel behind tongues…

Why I think the worst of people whom I had never met…

Why I never get close to anyone…

Well, I will tell you.. But only once for my memory isn’t the best and reliving what had happened only scars me even more…

He was there for me. He wasn’t my significant other or anything, in fact he was more of a big brother to me. You see I used to have an older brother, but he passed away due to cancer.. After many years of not having and older […]

11/26/2012 0 comment

dissociation

by Beliel 11/16/2012

written by Beliel

hahahaha thank you Wretched. that’s the word I was looking for, I do this without realizing and then those who were closest to me have given up and moved on, i’m always making new ‘friends’ only to move on to the next set. is it because I’ve yet to move on, to grow up? is it that i need to take that next life step to truly have friends or do i just not care about others? hahaha cant even answer my own questions.

11/16/2012 0 comment

been a while

by rawrimaturtle.. 11/15/2012

written by rawrimaturtle..

heey, well.. its been a while i guess.. been really down lately. even though im talking 30mg of prozac.. doesnt work.. no surprise tho.

been losing lots of weight! wooohooo!!!!! though of course my friends would disagree about the “wooohoooo”

i fainted the other day, fell down the stairs and sprained my ankle. of course my friend thinks its from not eating, and maybe it is, but oh well..

got a boyfriend. hes really sweet and nice. tho my one really good friend doesnt aproove. she saying i could do much better. but so what?? he makes me happy and thats all that should matter. hes thinking about […]

11/15/2012 2 comments

Me

by elopez2204 10/16/2012

written by elopez2204

This is my very first post on here, and I want to tell you my story..

My name is Emily and I’m a Freshman at High School. Everything seems to be going good so far, It’s an all-girl school so we never judge each other and I’ve made many new friends. Although, it wasn’t always this good. Truth is, I can’t stand my family.. My mother is just that type of person that is hard to love, she’s stubborn and very bossy. My older sister isn’t much better. She’s the cause of all of my problems. From six grade, she would always call me names and […]

10/16/2012 1 comment

Drowning

by drowninginloneliness 10/16/2012

written by drowninginloneliness

I think I’m drowning myself. I keep pushing myself backward. Every time I shove myself forward four steps, I fall backwards nine. I convince myself to do something and all I see in myself in the mirror is self-hate. I went out to a prayer group tonight, and by the end of the group I was already back to hating on myself. I have no self-esteem. I think I am worth nothing. I don’t want to exist anymore. There are moments when I think that maybe I shouldn’t kill myself, but mostly I just want to end my life. Then I come on SP and […]

10/16/2012 2 comments

I just want to get my voice out…

by Mivie 10/14/2012

written by Mivie

It all started at the beginning to high school, 9th grade.

I fit in perfectly, I made new friends everyday, hung out, went to parties, dated. Normal stuff that people would expect a normal teenager girl to do. But…I wasn’t exactly happy. Sure during the moment of all those parties and drinks and evenÂ experimentingÂ with weed a few times (nothing I’m proud of anymore) I was happy. But after that adrenaline rush went away, and I sat in my bed looking up at my bedroomÂ ceiling, I knew I wasn’t happy.

I guess I could say it started when I met Joe. He wasn’t someone that went to my […]

10/14/2012 2 comments

At the end of the line

by Karma44 10/8/2012

written by Karma44

I just cant see a reason to go on.

I have lost everything in the recession. I was lucky and found a new job in a new place. I found a job I loved. I was a respected professional. I was doing so well. Had my life back on track. I befriended a coworker. We were both in a new city and both new with the company.
I had a new home with a yard for my dogs. Slowly our friendship grew and we both helped each other to do amazing at our new jobs. I started […]

10/8/2012 6 comments

Was it all a lie?

by Fallen_Hearts_Hopes_Lost 9/24/2012

written by Fallen_Hearts_Hopes_Lost

I have attended four highschools, all completely different. With completely new teachers, new classes, and new classmates. With each school year I’ve been that girl who rarely spoke, the girl who just went to school then went back home.I had no life, because I never opened up and allowed people to get close to me.
Every new school year my mother says I’ll find some new friends who won’t stab me in the back, but every time I’m invited to hang out, my mother says no. She claims it’s because she doesn’t know these people, and I think ‘how will you ever know them if […]

9/24/2012 8 comments

im struggling.

by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist 9/21/2012

written by smileonherface-cutsonherwrist

i shouldnt feel this way. i got rid of all those feelings when i left my old school.Â i have new friends, a new identity, a new school and a fresh start. Â then why do i still feel like this. I just float through life everyday, a lifeless burden to myself. Â I hate everything that i am, i hate everything that i do, have done and probably will do. i walk around school with this label “smiler” because im always smiling!

“hey smiler!” “right smiler!” dont they know its all a cover? a front if you will? Im alone, scared, cutting and dying inside. I respect myself […]

9/21/2012 3 comments

Stuck

by Angel 9/20/2012

written by Angel

i feel so stuck in this life, school, work, homework, boredom. my “friends” never have time to hang out so the only interaction i get is with my boyfriend and fake friends who only use me for my cigarettes or money. i yearn for an adventurous life but it just seems impossible. i have no major in college because none of them interest me and i can no longer imagine a future for myself. i have terrible social skills so making new friends is next to out of the question.. i see other people laughing and having a good time and my envy enrages me, […]

9/20/2012 2 comments

Disappear! You ruined my life! (Long story.)

by Jnina's Jealousy 9/15/2012

written by Jnina's Jealousy

My name’s Jnina.

My name is Jnina. Kinda ugly name isn’t it? I think so too. I like to be called Nina. I don’t know where I should start. So i’ll confess everything. My name is Jnina, and im 14 this year. I was born in New York. My mom had me at 20, and I was the last child she bore. I have 3 other siblings. Out of the four, I am the only one that didn’t get enough attention. I was a mistake. My own mom didn’t know she was pregnant with me, 10 months after my older sister was born. But […]

9/15/2012 7 comments

Betrayed By My Closest Friend… To Live or Escape The Pain

by Karma44 9/11/2012

written by Karma44

The recession destroyed life as I new it. Having been laid off 3 times in 2 years, I left my home and started over in a new town. The first 10 months were a struggle to survive, and then it finally paid off. I landed my dream job. Still alone in this new place 800 miles from friends and family, I made the mistake of befriending a female co-worker. She approached me a couple of weeks after we both started working at the same company. She had moved to the same town with a boyfriend of 7 years and they had broken up. She was […]

9/11/2012 3 comments

Why?

by Jakeke 8/27/2012

written by Jakeke

I don’t understand.

I’m employed, healthy, and I can deal with people most of the time, but I still don’t want to live. Why? I feel like I don’t even deserve to have feelings like this. That I just need to get over it. I don’t enjoy doing anything anymore. I made plenty of changes in my life, hoping that something might flip the switch and I could enjoy being me. I moved out of my parents, started making new friends, started dating guys again, got a job in the new city, and tried to stop worrying about so many things.

But I still don’t want to […]

8/27/2012 4 comments

Thoughts running in my little head.

by sleepxdeath 8/6/2012

written by sleepxdeath

Sorry,Â I haveÂ been in deep thought for a few couple of weeks. Trying to figure out my own situations, complixed complicated life.

Instead of forgetting, IÂ will just write it down. Hopefully take all of these memories away from my mind. Start over, a new chapter, Learning Lessons. ButÂ hopefully to draw again, hopefully to enjoy things again, hoping to love and forgive myself for all these years of hating and wanting myself dead.Â Hoping one dayÂ I could love someone else as well again. But better.Â Right now isn’t the time, the day, or chapter to be with anyone but myself and family again. No lieÂ it’s ganna be hard, and its […]

8/6/2012 2 comments

I feel terrible..

by Syse 8/5/2012

written by Syse

I have a friend, my best friend.. Â we have been friends since kinder garden, we were always there for each other.. no matter what.. and that is great and all, but i feel like i don’t deserve that friend. Because a couple og months ago i was at a party having a good time and all, then this really hot girl walks up to me and we start talking, everything is fine we start making out we walk to a bed room start undressing, and right before we are gonna do it my fried enters the room.. and he sees me with the girl and […]

8/5/2012 3 comments

Hurts even when you can’t complain

by LittleGirlPariah 8/2/2012

written by LittleGirlPariah

I can’t complain too much about my life. Both my parents love me, though sometime I find myself thinking it’s because they have to. I have a little sister and an older brother. Things I have to complain about are typical in our now a day system.

I’ll start with my siblings.

My little sister is a princess at heart but a complete wannabe to the darker side of life. She loves shopping for clothes and toys alike. Though fakes being bored. She loves the colors pink and purple and does her best to hide it. We all know how good little kids are at hiding things. […]

8/2/2012 2 comments

two faced

by missydealswithpain 7/31/2012

written by missydealswithpain

Im not someone seeking attention, ide just like to know if anyone feels the way i do. i hate being alone, anyways i go to school like most teenegers im 14 and i have quite a few friends and am pretty easy to get along with. My closest 5 friends are pretty 2 faced, i get picked on alot and get yelled at for doing the stupidest things. i get blamed for everything and i never stand up formyself because im scared of judgement. Most of my so called friends turn there back on me or call me stupid names then expect me to apopgize […]

7/31/2012 2 comments

Left Behind… – My struggles with Depression and Social Anxiety

by kthxbai2u 7/28/2012

written by kthxbai2u

This is a sad story of a now 26 year old man who was “Left Behind” by everyone. I am sorry, it is a bit long, but I respectfully put it all in one post. If you have these same problems, read this. Especially if you are currently in school.

For those of you who don’t know, I have Depression, Social Anxiety Disorder, and ADD. This story revolves around how I believe that the public schools I went to are responsible for plaguing me with this third disorder – whichÂ doesn’tÂ help the depression one bit.

Way back in grade school (jk-grade6) I was having issues with ADD. So […]

7/28/2012 2 comments

Lonesome sometimes (part 9)

by redisblue101 7/28/2012

written by redisblue101

I’d like to tell you guys that my friend came back to me with a understanding face and that we made time to work things out. I’d like to tell you that she stood up to her mom and that she gained some independence from her. I’d like to tell you that we’re still friends. But life isn’t always ideal, and sometimes not very kind to those who are patient. I will tell you guys one thing for a fact. I am really happy now.

And that I’m happy I’ve moved on from her. I’ve made some great new friends and have a wonderful boyfriend who […]

7/28/2012 15 comments

just another person

by Marissa Kresge 7/4/2012

written by Marissa Kresge

Hi. I’m marissa and I’m a drug addict and an achoolic and “suicidal”

I havent always been like this. It started in 6th grade. I had no friends cause my best friend/ only left me for another person. I was all alone. Then 7th grade rolled around and I made a couple new friends and started to drink my worries away. I would rarely talk in school to anyone. When I got home I would alway go home and cry. I cut every night. When 8th grade came I was majorly popular. But it wasn’t my true self that was popular, it was my fake. My […]

7/4/2012 1 comment

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