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read this if you’re struggling.

by zy 12/6/2021

written by zy

I was procrastinating on my homework when I came across this website. I’m writing this all off the top of my head so just stand by. So I read so many peoples stories on here and noticed one thing, everyone on here is going through the SAME THING. I myself often have bad mental health and breakdowns, but you know what? nobody is perfect. AND DON’T SKIP, I know everyone uses this as a pity sentence but just spend a minute of your life reading this because you need to open your eyes. Think to yourself, do you think there is a single […]

12/6/2021 8 comments

My Hope has eroded away :(

by losthope35bk 5/23/2016

written by losthope35bk

I need HELP.

This is how i’m feeling….

My willingness to keep fighting this endless loop of misery, pain and fear has totally eroded away. I feel I offer nothing… well nothing positive, only failure. This torture I’ve existed with for the past 20 years is a sign that I’m not meant be here. I’m sure I’m being punished by a greater force for being a noncontributing, useless burden. The longer I stay, the longer I’ll suffer.

I’ve was diagnosed with major depressive disorder (MDD) over 14 years ago and have been on almost every antidepressants as well as lithium but none have worked for me. My psychiatrist has gradually increased […]

5/23/2016 3 comments

The Truth of Life After Suicide

by HERE4UOK 5/18/2016

written by HERE4UOK

To Airrie. To IamABuilding. To vho. To Soco. To Iwantpeace2.
To joeld. To AnnieBear. To Raven. To Fantajin. To Nathaniel_Morisawa.
To into_the_sky. To rivets. To butterfly1123. To whiskered-fish. To those I missed.
To ALL of you.

I urge you to watch this documentary. No, I am not here to “save” you.
I don’t come here with false promises or magic potions. All I have is me.
I am HERE4UOK.

I just want you to be more aware, more informed, to feel encouraged a little. Maybe. For a moment even. In a positive way.
Don’t let the tunnel vision of entrapment, the wall of people and circumstances around […]

5/18/2016 9 comments

ready to vomit

by Stereotype 5/1/2016

written by Stereotype

I have been feeling the icy tendrils of depression wrapping around my ankles for a few weeks now. The mist of bored distress have filled my mind. I can’t concentrate on school… This is not good. I am finding it more difficult to stay positive and use my healthy coping skills. In my head it sounds like a screaming saw “Cut, cut, cut” and I can only visualize the plethora of methods to take my life. I jumped off an overpass once… Broke my leg… Obviously it didn’t kill me. Now I know better. I am afraid of those hesitation marks. The ones that hurt. […]

5/1/2016 1 comment

how do you get rid of emotions?

by The White Rabbit 5/1/2016

written by The White Rabbit

They always hurt, no matter what. Any positive emotions always seem to lead to negative emotions of equal or greater power. So I want to get rid of them. I’ll take a damn lobotomy if I have to. I just want to be rid of them for good. They cause nothing but problems and pain.

5/1/2016 4 comments

how do I love myself?

by brighteyes77 4/26/2016

written by brighteyes77

My depression use to consume me, lately I just get days where ill hide away hopeless and miserable, other days ill feel ok and get on with life depending on how im distracting myself. Sometimes I question if im depressed or mentally ill, I do things people dont ordinarily do and hear voices. Im trying to be more positive for my boyfriend as he’s put up with so much for no reason other than he loves me, I want to change and be what he deserves, but its so hard trying to be happy and stay positive when things are happening to you that you […]

4/26/2016 1 comment

Coming down from psychedelic trip

by Alexther 4/15/2016

written by Alexther

I found a few leaves of a plant with a powerful effect a couple of days ago. Not going to name it to avoid giving anyone here ideas, which I will explain why I don’t want such a thing later.

So, yesterday, I decided to smoke a bit. It was 11 P.M. and I went for one last cigarette. I couldn’t roll myself a joint with the stuff because my parents were in their bedroom watching TV, and I feared getting caught and sent into rehab.

I am so fucking glad I had that fear that prevented me from rolling a joint, because I ended up smoking […]

4/15/2016 3 comments

Negative and Positive

by ghost187 4/12/2016

written by ghost187

In Physics recently we learned about electrons and protons (it relates to electricity, which is actually what we’re learning about.) Our teacher showed us a demo and when this thing was touched by a negative charge it opened up, but when it was touched by a positive charge it closed. So that got me thinking:

I’ve noticed in life that when i’m near negative people they tend to talk and express their opinions more. And when i’m near positive people they tend to be quite and shy. Just like in the the demo. Negativity seems to open people up and positivity tends to keep them […]

4/12/2016 2 comments

Yet More Pointless Whining

by thehusk 4/8/2016

written by thehusk

I’m so tired of being tired. I don’t have the energy or focus to do anything worthwhile. I can’t move forward – I don’t have the strength. I struggle to even do the bare minimum. I’m just here, slowly decaying. I’m scared to give up – to die. But nothing will change if I stay. I can’t sleep properly. I can’t eat without stomach pains. I can’t be around people without gut wrenching anxiety. This isn’t some temporary stage that’ll pass. This is me.

I’m just here, not dying, not really living. It could be worse. It probably will get worse.

I don’t know how to live […]

4/8/2016 3 comments

A little up side

by tired123 4/7/2016

written by tired123

I usually only post here when im feeling down or having one of my harder days. But today I just wanted to check in with some positive thoughts.

Today my life is still not perfect but it is better. I pulled through the dark thoughts I was having and even feel grateful for the family I have and the life we have together. Things are not perfect but that is ok. I doubt things will ever be perfect. There will always be things to be upset about but today I am focusing on the good things.

Thank you all for putting up with my dark side lol. […]

4/7/2016 2 comments

I don’t know…

by Shenanigans 4/1/2016

written by Shenanigans

I’m not really sure why I’m here really? I don’t feel like sharing my problems will help anymore. I’m passed trying to be positive. Trying to be helpful and trying to do for everyone else. It sickens me to even be on here typing all this. I’m tired. Real tired. I just don’t know where else to turn.
Sorry I took up your time.

4/1/2016 4 comments

yo yo yo

by Alan Ominous 3/31/2016

written by Alan Ominous

Ink blot test.

http://theinkblot.com/

No email bull shit , just look at some cards select your answers and get analized.

Here’s mine:

Sickness Quotient: 66%
Hmmm, your “Sickness Quotient” of 66% is a little worriesome.

Detailed Diagnosis

Interpersonal Insights
You are utterly incapable of meaningful relationships, which is probably a good thing since you’re a horrible bore under the best of conditions. You have a positive attitude towards nearly everything, which is incredibly stupid and very annoying to those around you.

Job Performance & Attitude
You aspire to becoming the CEO of a large, powerful […]

3/31/2016 22 comments

by Drowning 3/27/2016

written by Drowning

Watched the film legend was an ok film I guess the only part I liked was when he’s girl friend commit suicide I thought I wish it was that easy to to I envy people that succeed

I feel life isn’t for everyone and I’m one of them people how can you enjoy life if all u no is pain suffering heartbreak and self destruction ? It’s not fun there no enjoyment here live life if only they knew it’s survival there a big difference

how can u think positive if u living in darkness were the light in the dark ?

3/27/2016 4 comments

Protected: I’m gonna try to be positive today,

by whiskered-fish 3/23/2016

written by whiskered-fish

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

3/23/2016 51 comments

Glorification Vs. Trying to be positive

by Bri 3/18/2016

written by Bri

****Starting this off with a trigger warning because I don’t want to make someone upset or make them hurt unnecessarily. So read with caution (Mentions of self harm) ****This is a rant****

On Facebook, a few people on my friends list are sharing this picture. It has a recovering self harmer’s arm covered in scars saying something about them being ‘tiger stripes’ and not making you gross.

I suppose from an angle this could be glorification, however there is also a nasty little note tacked to the picture. Calling whoever does this a “sicko” and saying they “need help.”

All I have to say is… Well, duh? Let […]

3/18/2016 1 comment

Life and times of Chet Ubetcha

by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful) 3/16/2016

written by deadmanliving(hopefullyhopeful)

Idk why i titled this post after a fairly odd parents character. My sister mentioned him earlier so there you have it. I’ve been in worse places than now. That said ive overeaten like a pig today, i was treated like a cop when i asked someone for weed, someone from my past contacted me out the blue but things are still fairly cold. The whole convo was less than 20 words between the both of us. The weed thing sucks. Ive been completely sober for 5 months since i moved here […]

3/16/2016 5 comments

Edict of Self-Inflicting I

by Nathaniel_Morisawa 3/14/2016

written by Nathaniel_Morisawa

It will always be remiss of me to assume that my interactions with them will amount to anything significant and if they do, significance is an illusion; deceit, miscommunication, and utility will form the core of that relationship. In the event that I’m wrong, and the relationship exists on positive grounds, then it is wasted on someone like me and someone else is more suitable to be that other person’s friend/lover/parent/etc.

Remembering this information will be critical to achieving my ultimate goal and not repeating past events which have led to my suffering.

3/14/2016 1 comment

monster

by bnwB 3/12/2016

written by bnwB

3/12/2016 3 comments

My daughter

by filmg1rl 3/6/2016

written by filmg1rl

I almost hate that my daughter loves me so damn much. She makes it so hard for me to leave this world. I’m sure many people read that as a positive thing, but really it’s torture. I often spend so much effort just trying not to resent her for it.

3/6/2016 8 comments

I see so many posts

by kismet 3/5/2016

written by kismet

From really young people – teenagers – who are suicidal. There seems to be a theme in that most of them have parents who they feel don’t understand, support or love them. It’s so sad. And even worse that they feel like they can’t talk to their parents about how they feel.

In this world of materialism, I had somehow forgotten how important all that was. It had seemed like all they wanted was the latest iphone, and to be in the popular group at school. It kind of gives me new hope that I can actually be a positive influence in my kids lives, although […]

3/5/2016 11 comments

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