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Everything

by Miss.Mayhem 1/22/2013

written by Miss.Mayhem

March 18th will be the one yearÂ anniversaryÂ of knowing my ex….that day I’m going to send him a message telling him how much he means to me and tell him I still love him…but I’m going to ask him if he really wants me in his life but if he doesn’t, I’m gone.

At first all I wanted was to be with him and I would risk everything..now all I want is to see him smile again and I willÂ risk everything for that..even my life..

I will probablyÂ relapseÂ that day but it will be okay..I just need to know his answer..

1/22/2013 2 comments

Imagine the peace

by sb123 12/30/2012

written by sb123

Hello, I am a 16 heats old boy from norway. I have during the past year been wondering on wether or not my life is worth living. I have all my life been interested and engaged inÂ looks and beautyÂ stuff (I am 100% straight). i just care how i look. lately, the last year i have been bothered with my looks. i wont go into specifics because that is not relevant. I simply cant imagine myself living a life as the person I am. when i look around i can hardly find anyone id rather not be. im not extremely ugly, many or some might find […]

12/30/2012 1 comment

Maybe “The Band Perry” has it Right

by foreverk 12/17/2012

written by foreverk

More and more I think that “If I die young” has a lot of truth behind it.
Why doesn’t anyone listen when we’re still here to voice our opinions? Because it’s “all in your head”, “you just need to cheer up” and “focus on the happy things in life” OH why didn’t I think of that -_-. On the other hand, if I were to go back to those same people with a physical disgnosis like cancer or even a broken bone…. I’d get a lot more sympathy and a lot more support. How is this alright? The millions of people with mental illness have […]

12/17/2012 8 comments

I don’t know anymore

by Toren 11/11/2012

written by Toren

Hey, so this is my first time doing anything of this sort… Â I’ve read quite a few of these posts and it seems a lot of people are also having a hard time. Â Not to sound mean but it actually is helpful to know I’m not the only one.
Anyway I’ll get to the point. Â I’ve been horriblyÂ depressedÂ for a while now. Â I am the socially awkward kid that no one really ever wants to talk to in class. Â I have only one friend really, and now he hangs out with the “popular” kids so I am kind of left alone a lot. Â (By the way […]

11/11/2012 2 comments

Life can surprise you.

by Cat 11/2/2012

written by Cat

Hi, my names Cathy and im 14 years old. 😉
I was cyber bullied a year ago. Never thought it would ever happen to me. Since then i have very low steam on my self. I have very strong depression. I had looked at the world very different then. I would be one of those people who would mind their own business and just be happy for who they are. But.. I don’t think i will ever return to being that girl. One of the reason to this are because…. the bully goes to my school. ;L I see her everyday, she is in my […]

11/2/2012 3 comments

What’s the big deal

by jjgirl13 10/31/2012

written by jjgirl13

I was just thinking. Why do people guilt trip over cutting themselves?
Who the fuck cares what other people think? (Well, maybe that’s more of my perspective.) It’s non-lethal, it hurts less than getting a tattoo, you just don’t get a pretty picture at the end. I mean, for pain itself, there would be constructive and productive things to do like yoga, or running till your legs give out, that hurt a lot more than some scrapes. The intensity of pain you feel from pushing your bodily limits are usually a lot worse than the actual act of cutting. If you consistently need stitches and […]

10/31/2012 9 comments

what happens when the one person you kept staying in the world for leaves

by eternityshouldcome 9/3/2012

written by eternityshouldcome

when it’s your fucking sister

your best friend

the one you did everything you could for

and then in the end you couldn’t even save her

i spent 19 years with you and i couldn’t stop anything

i failed

life just isn’t important anymore

i rather risk the afterlife to be with you

i just have to figure out how

9/3/2012 2 comments

I took myself off of my meds

by Stacey Corbin 8/27/2012

written by Stacey Corbin

I took myself off of my meds without my doctors permission.l didnt like feeling like a zombie. I am used to being sad all of the time and now i cant even be sad at all. The meds are definitely doing its job but i just dont like not being sad. i know that sounds absolutely crazy but its the way i am and the truth. I wonder if my parents will wonder that i am not taking my meds. i wonder what my psychiatrists will think when she finds out. ITs a risk im willing to take. NO MEDS FOREVER!

8/27/2012 23 comments

Junkie Fuckup

by strangefish 8/24/2012

written by strangefish

I’ve been a heroin addict for about 3 years, I’ve OD’d twice and lost my job, partner, family and non-using friends in the process. I’m a gay man, which I guess doubles my risk of AIDS. I’m 29, and I can’t start over now. My life is done, death is in the fucking post. I’m so sick of people staring at my needle tracks like I’m some fucking lepper. My boyfriend of 7 years kicked me out, and I don’t blame him. Before heroin, I was a serious alcoholic. Like 3 litres of vodka a day. I’d be drinking at 9am, and it wouldn’t be […]

8/24/2012 5 comments

Pay tribute to your GOD :)

by Nolentwohundred 8/16/2012

written by Nolentwohundred

Read this sentence, then close your eyes, take a deep breath and relax……Don’t worry.Â You are highly intelligent and as long as you stay focused on what you want to do and how you want to live, you will find a way to accomplish these things.Â You have a tendencyÂ to worry more than you need.Â I’m sure everything will be different and disorienting at first, but you’ll be back to your personal routine in no time.Â I am always here 919 381 2658.Â I don’t want you to risk contacting me anymore than is necessary, but know that I am always here and nothing […]

8/16/2012 4 comments

My failure to die

by Blackart13 8/15/2012

written by Blackart13

hey guys just joined up, my story is about my failure to die.
it doesn’t begin in any fancy way, just with a girl, why is it always a girl? it’s been 10 years since i fell in love with her, both of us were nine years old at the time. but there never seemed like a time for us. for years we remained friends, best friends, but as close as we were it just never happened, i could never say how i felt. then she started seeing those guys, just in it for her looks and her body. she was clever enough never to […]

8/15/2012 1 comment

Not even councilors want to help.

by nutella31 3/29/2012

written by nutella31

I don’t know what to do. A really close friend of mine has been depressed most of his life and has again threatened to take his own life today. He has been going through a particularly rough time lately. He is in his early 20s and has so much potential. Tonight I sat on the phone with him for almost 2 hours trying to talk him out of it. I have no way of getting to him tonight. At the end of the conversation he was a bit better and promised me he would wait until tomorrow.
I don’t know what to do, I don’t […]

3/29/2012 4 comments

A response to comments

by mark800101 3/21/2012

written by mark800101

Comment responses:

adventuregirl – I am suicidal. Â I’ve already attempted before, with 96 sleeping pills. Â Unless something changes soon, another attempt (probably successful) is imminent. Â I’m 19 by the way. Â Me and her were not in romantic relationship, although I did want one with her. Â But I was okay just having her as a best friend. Â I left the story off at January 3rd, 2011….as you can see I still have all of 2011 and some of 2012 to explain. Â So everyone is missing a lot of information, and it’s no one’s fault but my own for not typing it up yet. Â The fact that I’ll […]

3/21/2012 2 comments

I never thought I would end up like this…

by Lilly 3/10/2012

written by Lilly

This is my first post on this website, but I know I’ll end up coming back here.

I never thought that I would end up on a site like this, struggling with my identity and hurting myself physically and mentally. I feel dirty and shameful and hypocritical. I always tell my friends and anyone who will listen to never never EVER hurt yourself, that it’s a horrible thing to do and that people love them, but when I do it, it becomes something else. I don’t want anyone to know. It’s my secret. And I don’t want to stop.

I don’t know if I would really say […]

3/10/2012 2 comments

MY WIFE LEFT ME

by thisworld 2/12/2012

written by thisworld

So my wife left me about one month ago. She was constantly lying to me. We would agree on something and she would do the total opposite. I would ask her question and know she was lying.

She is 10 years younger than me….and I had more wealth when we got married. She now makes more money than me. She also sign pre-nup before we got married. I brought a house with the money i sold from my apartment and the house is under my name.

Well fast forward a year later…she tells me that she want the house under her name and she won’t help with […]

2/12/2012 5 comments

Afraid

by dreamboat12 1/11/2012

written by dreamboat12

I’ve never been afraid of anything in my life, but I’m afraid of committing suicide… I’ve bunjee jumped, sky dived, scuba dived, been cage sharking etc. etc. but I always felt with those things that whatever the risk, the likelihood is nothing bad is going to happen… But with suicide I know that obviously something bad is going to happen to me…. That probably doesn’t make sense, but basically I can’t live my life because of the mental anguish I suffer and have suffered for over ten years, but the physcial act of killing myself scares teh living sh*t out of me….. I’ve got all […]

1/11/2012 4 comments

Quilt of Rambling…

by CherryBlossom 1/9/2012

written by CherryBlossom

What random rambling shall be sewn together today in this post.

I’m moving forward a bit, trying my best to push dark thoughts from my mind. The nice retreat to a rented house on the beach helped too :). Realize I need to get away from home. As soon as I got back then my uberly happy mood went BLAH! It’s disappointing how people are not aware of how their actions effect others. Don’t think they really care.

I also realize that I have no real goals. Nothing particular to strive for. Right now I’m just going. Just chugging along til I run out of train track. […]

1/9/2012 1 comment

I wish I was Dead Now

by dumb-ass 7/25/2009

written by dumb-ass

1/ I have nothing to look forward to anymore in my life as over my life time I have been fisically motioal vrebally abused sexually because of all this abuse that I have been through i can’t sllep well without having nightmares of the abuse i have also spent time in prison where I was sexually abused there by older males I have tried to commit susicide a lotal of 93 times since my first sexual abuse at me when I was 9 yeras old when I was in a state home for boys the first time was done by a boy aged 16 years […]

7/25/2009 1 comment

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