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Those scars will always stay.

by Engeltje
written by Engeltje

Look at my body.
Look at my scars.
You see them?

Do you think there are too many?
Well, I can tell you,

it’s about less than 1% of the scars that are inside.
You don’t believe?
Ofcourse not, because you won’t.
You won’t believe that I have a terrible life.

But look at my body.
Look at my scars.
You see them?

Do you think there are too many?
Well, I can tell you,

they are uncountable.
Try to count them.
You can’t?
Ofcourse not,
because there are too many of them.

How much you ask?
I don’t know, maybe 300,
maybe 400, 500, 600 or […]

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Hell over here

by hazelleyes
written by hazelleyes

I want to cut again. But I’m trying really hard not to. I’m going away tomorrow with a few friends and if I make more cuts it wouldn’t go unnoticable – I don’t even know if it will go now.

It’s getting harder. I pretend it is not. But it really is.

It’s been over a week that I’ve heard from my bestfriend/(ex)lover, so I guess that means it really is over. I kinda don’t care about losing the lover part, but I do care about losing my bestfriend. But I guess he didn’t care after all. I dreamt about him last night. In my dream I […]

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by SerenaClaire
written by SerenaClaire

be straight up I suppose…. My names Serena  , I’m in 7th grade at Bemidji Middle School , I have a smile on my face most of the time(= , but everybody knows im ‘depressed’ , because …. I cut myself , a lot… my legs , my arms , my wrists , my stomach…. It make’s me feel better. I don’t know what else to do! , I ALWAYS get called a ; HOE , WHORE , **** , ***** , FAT , UGLY , WORTHLESS , ATTENTION WHORE , DUMB , BOYFRIEND STEALER , etc.. It sucks , a lot , I don’t […]

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Lines

by AscahIsBroken
written by AscahIsBroken

Some of the lines from some of my songs. I didn’t feel like writing the whole song

•She wishes she was perfect
And she slits her wrists because they told her she wasn’t 

•They can’t understand that music is my life
If its silent I want to die

•Your screaming is deafening but I like the feeling
Your hate is excruciating but I love your beating
I love that you hate me as much as I hate me

•You can never hurt me as much as I hurt myself. See my scars? You can’t cut any deeper. See my tears? I’m already in hot water, so next time I […]

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A month straight from satans asshole…

by Alayna
written by Alayna

This past month has been so many things; horrendous, miserable, cloudy with a chance of shit, amazing and terrible at the same time.

I attempted to make amends with my mother…she at the first opportunity sent me home said goodbye and drove off.

I tried to help a child in need but was chased away by an overprotective foster parent.

I made an effort to fit in and went to a part, somebody slipped something into my non-alcoholic drink and I ended up vomiting all over the front lawn

I found a boy…A boy who seemed to like me for me scars and all. I remember the first night we shared together, he took me to a […]

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Drawing a blank . . .

by Goa
written by Goa

Well I’m not sure where to start with this post . . .

I feel rather blank for a while. I’m hardly doing any of my school work and have been failing for a while, that’s probably the worst.  I’m a bit uncertain of my social situation you see I really only have two friends who I still hang out with sort of often, but for a while now their interest in video games have dissipated, something im still very into. I still have fun with them but as they get more social and, despite their encouragement,  really have lost interest in hanging out with them.  […]

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Yesterday

by hazelleyes
written by hazelleyes

Yesterday

I couldn’t sleep. I was tired, I was exhausted. But I couldn’t. It had been three hours since I had been trying to fall asleep.

It started to hurt, so badly.
The pain was growing and growing.
I kept scratching the skin in my chest, hoping to get the skin away, to rip my heart off. 
At least that way it would stop hurting.
Then I went for a cigarette, trying to relax while listening to some music.
But when I came back to my room, my mind was set in what it wanted to do.
So I grabbed the blade, and rubbed it against my skin. And […]

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Red

by the sky is everywhere
written by the sky is everywhere

Red.
Red like blood.
The blood that caused the scars on my wrist.
Red.
Red like the peircing evil in the eyes if the monsters in my nightmares.
Firey red that pulses in their orbs, taunting, teasing.
Red.
Red like fury.
The madness and frustration I feel towards everything.
Red.

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Why Can’t Something Go Right??

by TrumpetChick99
written by TrumpetChick99

So, I feel better every time I get on here, but I still feel terrible nonetheless. I’ve never been called fat or ugly or stupid in my life until I started hanging out with Emily. She puts me down constantly. I can’t stand it. I’ve told her to leave me alone, but she won’t listen. I do have some friends, but I don’t trust them. Not with everything. I can’t trust anyone anymore. And no, I’m not doing this because so many guys have been mean to me; I’m doing this because so many people in general have given me reason not to trust them. […]

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Is There Light At The End?

by TrumpetChick99
written by TrumpetChick99

I gain hope. I gain strength. But what do I not gain everyday after I cry and keep from cutting myself? A promise. I guess that’s okay, considering that promises mean nothing anymore, but still. They kick me down, I get up, they do it all over again. Harder and harder each time. Every. Time.  It never fails. Trevor won’t even look at me anymore. It seems like no one will. Or they do, but every time they do, they laugh. The girl that was my best friend, Emily, turned on me. I’m talking complete 360 degree circle. She acts like I know nothing, mean […]

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by emilyelaine89
written by emilyelaine89

My name is Emily and this is my story. July 29,2011, 3 month anniversary with my boyfriend Ian. My best friends Mia, Maria, & planned to go to a Rangewide and meet our boyfriends there to hang out. We went, our boyfriends never showed up. No big deal, girl time. Well, the dance got boring and I told Mia and Maria I was gonna go hang out with Ian. I told them to call me later to meet up again. I got to my boyfriends house to find him very drunk, his brother had a party. I put him to bed and we cuddled and […]

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Another crappy day..why cant i get used to it?

by lonelyinside
written by lonelyinside

I feel so stupid. yesterday i didn’t go to school, and so i was in my room, and i lit my candle. A piece of paper fell into it and caught on fire. I not thinking, grabbed it and got out of my room. I ended up with 2nd degree burns on my thumb. I feel great. My bf was at school today to turn in his books and say goodbye. He really isn’t coming back and i told myself that im stupid for actually thinking that his sister was wrong and he was coming back.

I really just want to escape […]

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Random swirl of thoughts

by therager
written by therager

I have an important assignment for school, that I NEED to do today, it’s already like a week late, and it basically determines if I graduate from high school. But I can’t work on it. My mind is reeling, it’s not ordered, it’s not focused, its all over the place. I NEED to do this assignment but I can’t. I just keep thinking about all my fuckups. I keep remembering the last time I was happy, and I want to go back there. I want to but I can’t it’s in the past and I can’t get it back. I’ve been so unhappy for so […]

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I Am (inspirational)

by Zumbii
written by Zumbii

I’m scarred.
I have wounds on my body that won’t heal.

I’m tainted.
I have thoughts raging in my mind that won’t be silenced.

I’m desperate,
to find the place in which I know I belong.

I’m lonely.
Living in a house with no one to come home to.

I’m terrified,
that my life has meaning that I won’t discover.

I’m “different”.
I don’t share your thoughts, your opinions, or your ideas.

I’m tempted,
to end it all and move on to another world.

I’m tormented,
by the thoughts and the screams that I hide with a smile.

I’m healing.
Because these scars are only skin deep.

I’m learning,
to love myself and allow others to love […]

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Thinking.

by Casssandra
written by Casssandra

I Thought The Suicide Thoughts Were Over. I Thought I Was Better. Those Scars Are On My Wrist. Makes Me Want To Cut More..Its Been Awhile. Cutting Is Because Of The Shame! And I’m Filled With Shame. If I Killed Myself My Spirit Is Still Alive While My Body Is Dead. If I Kill Myself..I Can See The People I Love In My Own Heaven. Maybe A World With Happiness. A Field Of Flowers And Teenagers Just Like Me. I Can Only Hope..

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“you think you want to die, but in reality, you just want to be saved.”

by phoebs
written by phoebs

So i was a happy girl, and i had friends, best-friends infact, i was chubby and proud, and never wore make up and honestly could’nt care less..and then when it hit year 9 everything changed, i got fed up of the ‘fat’ and ‘ugly’ comments, and could’nt take it anymore, i went on the laptop alot and looked on websites like tumblr, but more importantly i looked at blogs like thinsperation.  At first i just looked but never did anything, and then i started to starve myself in crave of a thigh gap and collar bones. I stopped eating completely and gave up on food. […]

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Whats In My Mind

by LostPearl
written by LostPearl

So my horoscope tells me that its hard for me to be emotional. Is it really? Well my family tends to think so. In my mind I always feel like committing suicide. At one moment I can feel so HAPPY that my family thinks I’m always the happy child and then at the next I feel so lonely, and secluded, out of place. I never fully understand what triggers my feeling to go up and down. When I was in class 7 I lied to my friends telling them that I’m an expert at self harming but honestly I never even dared to try it. […]

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Heros and Regret

by unperfect weapon
written by unperfect weapon

I lie awake at night and i think back when i saw razor blades and i was tempted to buy one. But i decided not too. I look back and think to myself “Why did not I buy it? Why did i stop myself” And i thought to myself there are no heroes, no one will save you from your depressing life. You have to be your own hero and save yourself. Because no one else will, and no one else will try, and as i lay here in bed i think to myself ” I am my own hero and I will save myself”

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Self-Harm anniversary?? How I started to cut.

by Engeltje
written by Engeltje

Today.
21 january.
One year.
One year of self-harm.
One year of cuts.
21 january.
21 january 2012.
The day.
The day I started cutting.
Cutting on my hands.
Cutting on my feet.
Cutting on my hips.
Cutting on my belly.
Cutting on my lower arms.
Cutting on my wrists.
Cutting on my chest.
I can remember that day as yesterday. Saturday 21 january 2012. I grabbed a scissors and started to scrape and scrape on my hand until there was a little scar with a very little bit of blood. I did it, couldn’t go back. Well, it doesn’t matter, right? It was just […]

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