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My suicide story

by lau___dufour 5/4/2016

written by lau___dufour

Here’s my suicide story

Last year was the most difficult and sad time of my entire life not only for me but for my family and friends. Having struggled for many months with severe depression and for many years with self injury, I decided to try and take my own life and overdosed on my antidepressants. I just wanted a relief from the pain I had to deal with on a day to day basis that consumed every aspect of my life. I had never felt so desperate in my entire life. 2015 would be the start of a series of suicide attempts and hospital admissions […]

5/4/2016 2 comments

Hello again

by DoubleZero 5/4/2016

written by DoubleZero

Hello again, everyone.
I know, most of you don’t know you, and the ones who do probably don’t remember me, but that’s ok.

I posted a few things some weeks ago, and talking with all of you made me realized I wanted to be better. I even start looking College where I can study psychology, Weird.
Anyway, it doesn’t matter now.
I wanted to apologize for not being around. I had you all in my mind all of this time, I prayed for all of you, but I didn’t feel strong enough to enter this site.

Now, I don’t feel strong enough to do anything, […]

5/4/2016 1 comment

strggling

by Namelessqueer 5/3/2016

written by Namelessqueer

I just started a new job and I feel like i’m struggling to get on my feet. I’m struggling to find a new therapist and psychiatrist that accepts my new insurance. I’m struggling to just breathe. I just broke up with someone and while it doesn’t feel like the end of the world it still feels awful. I’m feeling all sorts of ways. I feel sad that I feel useless. I feel upset and frustrated that I can’t end violence against trans people or against people of color. I know it’s not all my fault but I’ll stay sad till we’re all safe.

5/3/2016 1 comment

School Related

by InteriusLight 5/2/2016

written by InteriusLight

Sometime in the recent past, the school decided to hang small scraps of paper on every other wall that read:
“Who are we as human beings to ignore the suffer of others?”

But, do they think this will do anything? So many people I’ve seen in this school don’t really care how someone else is.
Really, I feel like most would say:
“Oh, you’re depressed? Well, suck it up.”
I’ve also begun to see who the person I [used to] love really is.
He’s a self-entitled bastard that thinks he understands how the world works and thinks everything is black and white.

I end my rant here.

5/2/2016 1 comment

Hallways

by DexQuietlyBreaking 5/2/2016

written by DexQuietlyBreaking

In the long hallways
there’s talk of love and hate.
They look down on those
who don’t look ‘right’.
Always beating them down
with such bitterness and
anger.
There’s mobs of liars
and masked monsters.
Never knowing the world
outside themselves.
In the long hallways
they’re all looking down
and she’s looking up.
The one single angel.

5/2/2016 1 comment

Living in agony

by alina_01 5/2/2016

written by alina_01

I’m tormented every single day of my life by so many things and I don’t know how to keep going. My aunt passed away a little over a month ago and it hurts just as much now as it did the day I found out. It hurts to know the death will soon be coming for my great aunt and grandmother whom I have lived with my whole life. When they die I will truly have nothing and no one in this world. I don’t think any amount of time can prepare me for when it happens. I can’t live my life!!! I cry all […]

5/2/2016 1 comment

I’m not supposed to be here

by isolated monkey 4/30/2016

written by isolated monkey

I’m not supposed to be here.not even to talk. Even this site, I just wanted to leave my story before I go. I registered set password and it told me it was wrong and asked if I wanted to change my pass word, but I’ve never been here. See I’m always pushed not to talk.

When I was 3 1/2 yrs old, I helped my mother dig up hemlock bushes. She dug around it and clipped the roots, but she couldn’t get to the center root. So she handed me the clippers with the long wooden handles and short curved nose. And I cut the root.

On […]

4/30/2016 3 comments

LOST AND BROKEN….

by Giaahhh 4/28/2016

written by Giaahhh

No matter how hard we try…..there are times that actually disappoint an individual… A very common reason is the past that haunts us and those things that we really aren’t able to get over….n what if the past repeats itself or just comes back…knocking the door….saying…”Hi darling….m back!” We simply can’t decide how to react…The dilemma of the present situations adds up too……Every human in the world is born with the right to make mistakes….that is how each one of us learns….n frankly…there is no such mistake that can’t be forgiven……then why do people have a generalization on basis of a mistake and judge you………they […]

4/28/2016 1 comment

morning from the UK!

by brighteyes77 4/27/2016

written by brighteyes77

I didnt wake up feeling so down about the fact theres another day ahead of me, in fact the first thing I did when I woke up was think of you lot and see what new things you’ve posted! I know im only new and haven’t interacted with many of you but I want to let you all know the impact you’ve all had on me, to see we’re not alone and how kind hearted we all are to go out of our way to support one another. No one makes us listen or read what we have to say, we do it because we’re […]

4/27/2016 16 comments

I love my bed

by king nothing 4/26/2016

written by king nothing

My bed is warm and safe. I like to be in bed because then I can hide away from the world.

I can dream and do all the things in my dreams that are virtually impossible (at least at the moment) in real life.

My cat sleeps on me and comforts me. I can play my 3DS and get lost in computer game worlds.

Sometimes, I get anxious and scared if I’m not in bed. I feel guilty because I feel as if I am wasting my life. But I don’t get any pleasure in going out where I live. It reminds me too much of the horrible […]

4/26/2016 12 comments

by NicoleK 4/26/2016

written by NicoleK

When you wake up with motivation to go out in the world and enjoy life, but then something makes you sad, and you can’t imagine moving ever again. I don’t know if this depression thing will ever go away.

4/26/2016 8 comments

Now what?

by bloodstainedlips 4/25/2016

written by bloodstainedlips

What do you do when suddenly the person who meant the world to you, is gone. When you’ve shared everything with that person, built up trust in them, grew with them, gave them all of you.. shared all your “firsts” with them because you knew they would be there forever and you knew them so well – or you thought you did. You “knew” they would never betray you or lie to you because they loved you and you had so much confidence in it that there was absolutely no questioning it. You do everything for that person, for years they are your best friend […]

4/25/2016 8 comments

I wanna watch the world bleed….

by noneedforaname 4/25/2016

written by noneedforaname

Another all niter, who needs sleep right, I can rest when I die. I hate being alone with my thoughts, they remind just how much I hate this life, how much I wanna see the world bleed. How much I despise 5 little words. “I know how you feel ” NO YOU DONT or you would know how much your fake and hollow words piss me off. What ever happened to loyalty, or morals, or honesty ??? Why is common sense not so common anymore ??? The worst part is that I […]

4/25/2016 11 comments

Just Another Day.

by ukedreams 4/24/2016

written by ukedreams

I’m sat in my bed at 25 minutes to midnight, trying to ignore my exhaustion in order to let my thoughts flow freely. I am not suicidal- yet. I don’t doubt that I possibly could be, someday, but for now I simply wish that I was. Sounds ridiculous, right? It makes sense to me. My current viewpoint on life is toxic to me, of that I’m aware, and that is because my mind is brutally honest when it comes to ‘the meaning of life’ and similar topics. My own mortality, along with everyone else’s, is what prevents me from being genuinely happy. I’m all too […]

4/24/2016 10 comments

Story of a blind love …….

by noneedforaname 4/23/2016

written by noneedforaname

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she’s blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He’s always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, ” now that you can see the world, will you marry me ? ” The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later […]

4/23/2016 5 comments

I WAS the suicide, mom beat me

by jennjenn 4/23/2016

written by jennjenn

I came here often, not much to say. I’ve tried plenty of times, I’m just a dick.
Now I’m 19 weeks pregnant. Mom killed herself on Saturday. No email, no call, idk if there was a note. I didn’t realize how awful this end feels. No fucking answers. She knew I was pregnant and didn’t care. Knew I have no family and I’m in trouble, no biggie.
I still want to do it. All I did is sob before. Bf screams at me and threatens to kick me out all the time.
The world is fucked.

4/23/2016 5 comments

today was a good day.

by noneedforaname 4/23/2016

written by noneedforaname

Today was a good day, got to pick up that special lady in my life. My 11 year old daughter, what a complete and wonderful BLESSING she is, and she can always bring me outta my funks. Nothing beats the pure and innocent love of a child, and it truly humbles me to know that there is still a love like that in the world. She doesn’t look at me like the guy who works all the time, or the guy in the Motorcycle Club, or the guy that used to be married to her momma, NOPE !!!!!!!! I’m […]

4/23/2016 15 comments

Wondering what I am N

by J Doe 4/22/2016

written by J Doe

Hello. I didn’t post yesterday. I just forgot was all. Nothing to worry about just in case a few of you were. Today my school had the annual senior presentations. At my school there is a heavy focus on engineering, and every year, starting since I was a freshman, the seniors show the school and a couple of local engineers who act as judges what they worked on. I used to be so excited for the event, since I want to be an engineer, but lately I didn’t really care. Then there was the keynote speaker. He was some German dude who has been working […]

4/22/2016 1 comment

Sick and Tired of living

by flatliner 4/22/2016

written by flatliner

i am so sick and tired of living this fucking life… I am just a waste of space and time in this IDIOTIC world… I am an introvert and i hate the all people who are hypocrites that live only their lives in such a way (self image, dressing, hairstyle, money and materials appearance) so that they can accepted and liked by other people. Yes i am a short and an unattractive person and so i don’t have any chance out there but let me tell you what, i DON’T GIVE A FUCK since i hate those guy more than i hate myself.
I fucking […]

4/22/2016 2 comments

I lost my Soulmate.

by kirru63301 4/21/2016

written by kirru63301

I lost my soulmate.

I loved her with all of my heart. We’ve known each other for five and a half years and we were best friends. It was an online relationship and we were young so we weren’t serious about it. But a few years ago we realized we could really make this work and so we tried. We stood by each other through thick and thin, through the stress of me having a job and graduating high school and everything. I felt like I had the perfect future because we promised each other we would go to the same college and work in the […]

4/21/2016 5 comments

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