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HOW TO KILL YOURSELF

by Suicidal Angel 2/8/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Now that I have your attention,

You are probably thinking that this post will be about how to actually kill yourself. Well it is and it isn’t.

I had one of those god knows how to spell the bloody word apifiny, nope doesn’t look right. Anyway one of those light bulb moments.

Flash of genius, whatever you wanna call it.

I realised the only true, successful, way to kill yourself without really physically killing yourself is to just get in there and slaughter the hell out of your thoughts, feelings, actions, demons, and the list goes on.

Throw a bomb in there and explode them all in to a million pieces.

Steralize […]

2/8/2016 5 comments

Anomaly revealed

by quaero 2/1/2016

written by quaero

I am the anomaly, I am the problem. This will never end because I will always remain there. If I had that much will, that much thirst to end this suffering, it would have been long gone by now. I just keep moaning, beating the hollow drum to make noise. I don’t really want to end it. If I did, I would’ve by now. Nature keeps taking its natural course. Whatever is still natural in my body and mind also keeps taking its natural course. It is me who is out of the way. I am the anomaly, I am the distort in natural course […]

2/1/2016 1 comment

thoughts

by lilypaddd 1/11/2016

written by lilypaddd

life is pointless and we suffer for nothing.

so lighten up

everyone is fucked in some way, they might just not show it. including the people who you think have everything.

you can analyse things all you want but in the end you’re just trying to rationalise something to feel better. you’re just going around in circles and will choose whatever answer makes you feel the best. which means it’s all a lie.

you’ll become more and more desperate for psychological stability. from people, drugs, alcohol, whatever.

accept the things you can’t change, feeling anxious or miserable isn’t going to help you. what do you want?

there’s no point of looking outside […]

1/11/2016 3 comments

Set Backs

by idontknowwhattodohelp 1/4/2016

written by idontknowwhattodohelp

The most frustrating thing about whatever it is I’m going through is this oscillation, things start to improve in small ways and then something happens however big or small and I’m back to being low again.

New Years was one of those times, being home from uni means and the history i have at home means there are a lot more people i feel i need to avoid. All day i tried to focus on working on an eminent essay but was anxious about that night; where i was going to go and who i was going to meet.

i was in the pub enjoying drinks with […]

1/4/2016 1 comment

Happy Hollydays or something like that…….

by nextime1988 1/1/2016

written by nextime1988

First and foremost i want to genuinely wish everyone that 2016 may be more happy or at least more bearable that the previous ones.

This Christmas i decided to give myself a present, thats right, thats why i’ve been somewhat absent lately …..i’ve decided to aquire my method, it wasnt easy and it took me months of reasearch, but i’ve made it.

It’s pretty much like band aid or tylenol or spare tire, you never know when you’re gonna need it….

If there is one time of the year i dread is New Year, it reminds me how lonely i am, you see i’ve only made real friends […]

1/1/2016 0 comment

Just crying whatever

by MissDysphoria 12/25/2015

written by MissDysphoria

Its christmas and all im doing is crying in a dark room ruining christmas for my boyfriend. Being alive is just so painful.

12/25/2015 10 comments

Fear of Reality

by thehusk 12/7/2015

written by thehusk

The way I perceive reality is troubling. I don’t know if it’s that I have an unrealistically bleak outlook, or that I’m too emotionally weak to accept the truth. But it’s hard to get my head around.

It seems to me that humans are evolved to seek advantage in whatever way we can. We find our place within the social structure, and then develop ways of pursuing power and status. These ways can be hugely diverse and obscure, but what links them all is some demonstration of fitness. Maybe we cultivate our appearance. Our sense of humour. Athletic prowess. Our knowledge. Or our artistic talent. Our […]

12/7/2015 1 comment

Wet erasers

by No_one_care 12/6/2015

written by No_one_care

If i could erase all my flaws i would…not to be perfect but to be whatever they wanted me to be. I would fix my shattered heart. And i would erase my memory forget all the pain that been stomped into it.
I would let go all the hatred
I would smile just to make someone smile

12/6/2015 1 comment

Darkness

by Alfred1688 11/15/2015

written by Alfred1688

Darkness I ask you to set me free

Free me from this place where I don’t want to be

I can’t stand this suffering anymore

Give me the peace that I yearn for

Days, months and years I fought

Yet I still can’t ease my distraught

After each demon I slay

A new one arises the next day

My armor is weakening and starting to decay

Yet I pick my sword and head into the fray

I have become lost and weary of this fight

For the victory I seek is nowhere in […]

11/15/2015 1 comment

Pathway

by Stardust 11/8/2015

written by Stardust

LIFE IS PRECIOUS IN SO MANY WAYS , SOME OF US WALK A DIFFERENT PATHWAY , A PATHWAY WITH AN ABRUPT ENDING ….. Life stops for us as we cannot move forward , I keep looking for the “Exit” door yet I cannot find it , it’s the only direction left as life is pointless , to just exist is futile and soul destroying . I have no form or function on Earth yet those who think they know me consider otherwise and this is where it becomes annoying , people who patronize others .

I have lived a somewhat honorable life and I state “somewhat,” […]

11/8/2015 1 comment

Protected: To Everyone…

by daitya1989 11/3/2015

written by daitya1989

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

11/3/2015 4 comments

Positive Post… Favorite TV Show!

by Take a Deep Breath 10/7/2015

written by Take a Deep Breath

Alrighty loves, I have sent another positive post challenge your way. Post your favorite movie, TV Show, Drama, whatever it may be. Good luck loves!

10/7/2015 40 comments

Wasting time

by TheRoadSoFar 9/28/2015

written by TheRoadSoFar

I really wish I could talk about this with anybody, but I know it’s not a good idea. It never was. It will never be. Empathy and caring are just fantasies or lies people tell you to make you feel you are living a better life.

I see people of my same age around me that excel at one thing, or even more. They can do whatever they like. And then there I am, a good for nothing fuck. Every time I try something, I fail. I don’t know why. Maybe it’s just never meant to be. I could write a book with a list of […]

9/28/2015 3 comments

by TinyBlueSoul 9/10/2015

written by TinyBlueSoul

About two months ago I was diagnosed with anorexia nervosa and depression. I started treatment at a psychological hospital (or whatever it’s called). It was pure hell at first, but after a while I think I kind of just accepted my condition. I managed to gain a little weight. But seeing the number on the scale increasing, and knowing it would keep on like this under their control, tricked something in me; the anxiety around my body and weight started getting worse, to the point where I’m screaming out or sometimes just lay unable to breathe. This voice in my head is telling me terrible […]

9/10/2015 7 comments

what is wrong with me

by neptune 9/5/2015

written by neptune

lately, i’ve had a new problem pop up. i’ll feel fine once, and suddenly, i’ll feel so angry, and get worked up over the littlest of things, and then sad and i’ll start crying, and whatever the hell comes. what is wrong with me it’s fine if it’s a while, but it’s been going on for a while honestly fuck this

9/5/2015 6 comments

I don’t think I can die

by Matel 9/2/2015

written by Matel

This is one of the strange feelings I have about suicide. I easily believe that if I die by natural means or accident, I’ll simply perish forever. But if I try suicide I cannot imagine that I’ll be dead, I feel like I’ll survive somehow and end up in a worse situation. Even if I make sure that I do everything right, I cannot imagine that I’ll be able to kill myself. I feel like there is 0% chance of success. I feel immortal somehow.

Science and my logic says that this cannot be the case. If you make sure that you kill yourself, you’ll be […]

9/2/2015 10 comments

want to get this off my chest its whatever

by Delisnak 8/18/2015

written by Delisnak

paralyzed as my chest felt heavy i saw him after 2 months. i wasnt in good mood but i wanted him to see me becase i knew if he did we would both smile but that never happened. feeling guilty because i have a bf but he always crawls his way into my heart. he’s mysterious, dark, and is beautiful while my bf is dark, sarcastic, and also beautiful. they both make me smile and laugh at my worst times and are both there for me. (no joke this feels like some twilight bullshit.)

8/18/2015 0 comment

i cant speak emotionally if that makes since..

by Delisnak 8/18/2015

written by Delisnak

i cant speak. everytime someone trys to get me to talk about my feelings i choke on my words. I’ve always kept my emotions in i guess i got used to not talking about them. someties its just random things like about my day or whatever its hard. i start to breath heavily and i get scared then wont say anything. my best friend ariana gets mad when i do that but i cant help it!

8/18/2015 3 comments

Guys?

by Costy 8/17/2015

written by Costy

Hello. Are Salt and Killlswitchon here? I miss you guys. If you’re alive or something leave a reply. I think I am going to do it in the future. The recovery was only for the energy that I need to get a job and earn the money for finishing it. Once people are broken in certain ways, they can’t be fixed whatever it happens. I understand everyone with depression, hate, everything. People are just a sack of wack. Maybe the divine exists or maybe not.Maybe it will be better in the next life or maybe it will be an eternal dreamless sleep. But you know […]

8/17/2015 4 comments

last cigarette ever

by tphg 8/6/2015

written by tphg

Walking back to work today from my lunch break, I started thinking about the piano(keyboard) sitting in my apartment. I’ve had it for a year but have only played with it twice; still on the first couple pages of my 6 week lesson guide. I bought it to fulfill part of the destiny I laid out for myself. When you’re as cowardly as I am, suicide is nothing more than a silent longing, and so I fully expect myself to reach old age.

If and when I do make it to gray hair and wrinkles, I want to be away from society and on a farm. […]

8/6/2015 10 comments

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