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I don’t care what anyone thinks or how they will feel. I’m just tired of everything that is life. I want everything to go away I want to go away. I want to be a memory that fades away. And i hope and pray to some god that things will fall through.

Welp James you couldnt kick heroin so you went and hung yourself… i guess you are not such a loser… you finished life… man this sucks he died by suicide 07/29/2011

I hear the heartbeat in my ears and neck. I haven’t choked in a while. Its hard to breathe (but I could be just thinking I am). I’m watching World’s Greatest Dad about a guy who has a hard time with his son. His son calls everything a fag as in gay or bad. His [...]

Sometimes, well a lot actually. I find myself imagining I was killing people. Slowly, painfully, full of blood. Stabbing.. It makes me feel, crazy. Not insane, crazy. But, I really don’t mind.. Any of it.

Im giving advice to a 43-year old Scottish man who is having terminal liver caner on how to die peacefully. I said, that he should rent a 20-leter Nitrogen tank.   However now im begging to have second thoughts. I just wanted him to make it through safely. He has the original exit bag, and [...]

I hate life. Everyday I feel more like a loser who wont amount to anything. I just wished something good would come my way or just end it before I become even more depressed. But I write this in hope of communicating with others like minded and similar. To know that I am not alone! [...]

hes finally mine. ive waited for a while. im doing better. no more cutting unless we fight. i hate fighting with him. it hurts me so much. i wounder if he knows how much pain it puts me in. i love him so much. i really dont want to loose him. i want to stop [...]

Ok. Everyday My brain travels towards death. Idk what is about me. Maybe I’m not getting enough sex? I just write poems, songs, I sing, I play my guitar and harmonica. Yet I usually end up still feeling like shit.  Sometimes I think heavy substance and numbness is my only way out of hell. This [...]

I wish we could go back to the start where we were once as one But we’ve drifted so far apart from eachother the damage can no longer be undone I remember the days when everything was so perfect I used to think the pain that came afterwards was worth it Thinking you were the [...]