I guess I’m not quite sure what to do at this point, so I need ur input. I’m 18 years old and ever since 5th grade I’ve wanted to die…or at least I didn’t care to live. In the past few years I’ve been but into a hospital four times due to breakdowns, see I’m [...]

i have thought about why i am still living. and i came up with; i am here for my baby brother. i never had a reason to be happy. but now i do. i spend all my time with him, we are always with eachother. i dont wanna let him suffer. so i shall stay [...]

Kill me to free me Tis my only option now Cause I don’t have faith in myself And ive lost my way long ago In this storm that I brave to see a better day I find myself crawling Clinging to the fragile roots that doth hold me here For my soul died long ago  [...]

Words have the meaning you put to them Well I choose to make room for them In my head heart and soul I believe them to be true But as my head well knows Most people never show The meanig behind their cruel words For jokes, for laughs, for a moment of fun They’ll go [...]

the life I’ve come to know has naught but Shown me how cruel this world can be Some say it’s the worlds way of making you stronger But I know that I won’t last any longer Because there are razors ever where For drugs, for tools, for hair All can be used for the simple [...]

You probably don’t know me but there’s a glimmering chance you do even though i’ve been on for months. I stay in the shadows where i belong giving up everything i have left. Actually i don’t give it up- it’s stolen from me. They ask me what my problems are but where do i ever [...]

Life is funny for some of us.  As long as we keep toiling and hanging on the moments of joy and peace are fleeting and teasing like a contest at a county fair or a playful friend. And then one decides on ones own demise.  One makes final preparations and gets the methiods ready. One [...]

My race I have run and my time is done.  Have traveled this mortal coil for several decades and found nothing worth me living for.  Add some abuse and a couple of bouts of non self caused disease to that and you have a nice little going away party. Then again maybe my programming was [...]

One year has passed since I saw you last. The memories I have amassed are fading fast. You could neve be at peace with the haunts of your past. You left my heart broken, it still wants a cast. I now sit alone in this summer field of grass. Thinking of the winds that carry [...]

Even though the history books are not 100% correct one can still glean from them the idea that many past societies had little or no conveniences.  Things we accept as normal like running water, plentiful food, protection of children from slavery/chil labor, decent medical care, decent housing and transport.  Some places still lack some of [...]