Ill make it short and to the point. I’ve had AIDs for 20 years. Most that time i have been fine, but the last 5 years have caught up with me. My husband of 15 years died of cancer with aids complications. My health has improved since starting the fowl, shitty feeling drugs they give [...]

I suppose I’m writing this down as a way of trying to understand the situation but to be honest I doubt I will
The pain is immense, I can’t go on I scream at GOD and ask why? But there is no answer. I can’t go on living, feeling what I feel. The torment is eating [...]

  So, I currently just turned 17 years old last Saturday (The 13th, bad sign eh?) I’ve always been a fairly short male, which is fine by me, I love being short. I’m underweight at an amazing 93 pounds. When I was too young to remember, my parents got divorced. I had to live with [...]

I had a great life until I got raped and sick almost 5 years ago. Since them, I’ve been trying to get my life back.

I’ve been there.
A place no one wants to go.
Not ever.
Being touched in bed at night, to being beaten unconscious.
Life never gets better for me.
I now lay awake at night scared of him coming in.
Scared to close my eyes and I’d open them and he’d be there.
That pain never goes away in my mind.
I have scars [...]

For those contemplating i have been there and would like to share abit. Year 2002 After battling depression for years, drove my car 75 miles an hour into a semi-tractor trailor, slit my wrists, tried smoke inhalation.Am still here. My conclusion 1. only God has the finally say. 2. He must have created me for [...]

I stopped seeing my psychiatrist and psychologist because I thought I was better. I went cold turkey and suddenly stopped taking 225mg Venlafaxine a day and the 10mg Zyprexa (Anti Depression and Anti Psychotic Medications). It worked. Its been 2 years since taking them, and I think I just realised that nothing has changed. I [...]

“I walk into the kitchen and find the sharpest knife in the drawer, entering my room I sit on my bed and hold out my arm. Grasping the knife in my right hand I cut my wrist, and the same for the other side. My eyes focus on the blood for about 3 min. as [...]

Hello.
I in the past wrote a post on this website entitled “Endless Future.” I am happy to tell you all, that I am still here, in this world existing as I always have, and always will. I came back, though, not to tell you I am living a wonderful life full of blessings and happiness. [...]

He broke up with me 5 months ago, for very selfish reasons. I’m trying my best to forgive, forget and start anew…but it’s been painful. When he left, he took away all my hopes and dreams with him…and now I’m trying to hang on with everything I have for the sake of my family and [...]