I think about you everyday, I miss you so much and I wish I could see your smile again and hear you singing silly songs just to make me laugh. Te amo

I am an inspiration to many both here and in my life outside. I am a preachers son, and expected to act like what I am not. I am looked upon with judging eyes everyday. I am an inspiration to the church, showing teens aren’t all the world says they are. I am an inspiration […]

ill never be able to accept love , i just don’t see how it is possible.I have done so much wrong. He shows me more love than anyone in my entire life ever has and yet all i can think about is jumping off that cliff or slicing my wrists and watching all the pain […]

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world! and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, […]

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]

Who remembers ever talking to “lmarc“?

Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be […]

It’s too quiet in here. I can hear myself cry, and hiss out words that usually come as mumbles. It was once a place of serenity. It was once the place of my joy, but now I find it only to contain an inescapable hell. It’s a place filled with shadows, and a place filled […]

If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart. My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read […]

Undisturbed solitude; but Sio… aishiteru… samishii… aitai… zutto isshoni itai. Broken bonds hurt.