Archive for the 'Stories of Loss' Category

I always feared I was a loser and today I got confirmation

Saturday, May 25th, 2013

As a teenager I was the last one at a dance event to be chosen and I had to dance with the last girl also still unchosen who was a fat girl wearing knee braces. I couldn’t see myself dancing with her and left the event, seeing her crying alone as I was leaving. All [...]

I’m not fighting this any longer

Friday, May 24th, 2013

This is it, I’ve decided.  No more crying, nor more worrying, no more pain.  No more torturing myself with “what if I just gave it a bit more time.” Yesterday I made my final decision.  I’ve made this decision many times before, but never could it be this final.  `This is because I am officially [...]

Guilt

Friday, May 24th, 2013

I don’t really have many problems. My life is pretty perfect, actually. I have a lot of people that love me, an awesome bachelors pad, and a promising career ahead of me. Yet, I still have no motivation to carry on. Like most people on here, I was at hurt at some point. Do any [...]

Why?

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

As I am typing this, my life on paper sounds like the most ideal life anyone can hope to live. I did drop out of college and my job, but only for a few months as I’m planning to get a part time summer job and take classes again in the Fall (I’m lucky my [...]

iv had enef

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

iv had enuf of this shit all the deth all the pane all the things i was blamed for all the people who tell me im liying all the times iv cryd all the shit that for know reson has been dish out to me and people dont care not one of the fuckers care [...]

why do i deserve my life

Thursday, May 23rd, 2013

I don’t understand why I feel this way. It’s like no matter what I do I am still a pathetic worthless piece of trash who deserves to be beaten and raped. I am 22 now and my life should be better I haven’t talked to my step dad in 7 years. I thought I was [...]

Well, I guess this is me.

Wednesday, May 22nd, 2013

I’m 13 years old. I would tell you my name, but being new here, I don’t know if I can trust you all to that extent yet. Normally, I post poems that reflect how I feel at the moment, or how I felt throughout the day, but right now I’d like to get a few [...]

My dad took his life and I found him

Wednesday, May 22nd, 2013

My name is Christiane and I am 20 years old. This is my story. My mom and dad had been fighting badly the past few years. They had been married 19 years but were together for 22 years. We lived in Florida as the only blood family around. All our family lived in California. My [...]

Climb any mountain to get you back

Wednesday, May 22nd, 2013

What appears to be true: My friend Patrick, his marriage is being investigated by the Office of Immigration as a false marriage solely for the purpose for his wife to gain citizenship. A dispute between Patrick and his wife on how to proceed drew different paths. Patrick was served divorce papers this month and he became [...]

I’m just tired

Wednesday, May 22nd, 2013

I guess it started when I was born. I’m currently writing incredibly bluntly, please bear with it. I’m immensely bitter, especially right now. The state I’m in right now is disjointed and confusing and I just don’t understand anything of my thoughts, I thought maybe writing my story out would help. Right, so I guess [...]