Archive for the 'Stories of Loss' Category


Sunday, April 20th, 2014

I think about you everyday, I miss you so much and I wish I could see your smile again and hear you singing silly songs just to make me laugh. Te amo

Inspiration and Expectation

Saturday, April 19th, 2014

I am an inspiration to many both here and in my life outside. I am a preachers son, and expected to act like what I am not. I am looked upon with judging eyes everyday. I am an inspiration to the church, showing teens aren’t all the world says they are. I am an inspiration […]

Saturday, April 19th, 2014

ill never be able to accept love , i just don’t see how it is possible.I have done so much wrong. He shows me more love than anyone in my entire life ever has and yet all i can think about is jumping off that cliff or slicing my wrists and watching all the pain […]

I hate this boring, bored reality / real life / real world, I hate this life, this LIMITED world, and I hate people/humans ..!!

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Movies, books, video games, novels, comics, anime/manga, etc etc, basically human’s IMAGINATIONS is a hundred times FAR much more interesting than this very LIMITING reality / real-world / real-life here in this world! and what’s even worse is that most (about 90%) of humans / people I meet & know everyday are mostly stupid, shallow, […]

3 years later

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

It’s been 3 years since i last made a post on here about my depression. Let’s just say I’m the happiest I’ve really ever been. I coped with my depression by exercising and being healthy, doing so I lost 20 pounds in the process which I am happy about. When year 10 of school started […]

I need your help

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Who remembers ever talking to “lmarc“?

I just want to.

Thursday, April 17th, 2014

Visions I’ve been dreaming are coming down, they’re changing my future. Visions I had buried underground returning to abuse me. I’m getting worse, I can’t sleep. I thought that the feeling was gone, but it’s getting stronger. And I miss him, I miss him so much. I’m missing him like never before. But still, can’t be […]

My Anchor

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

It’s too quiet in here. I can hear myself cry, and hiss out words that usually come as mumbles. It was once a place of serenity. It was once the place of my joy, but now I find it only to contain an inescapable hell. It’s a place filled with shadows, and a place filled […]

A Shattered Heart

Wednesday, April 16th, 2014

If you are reading this, please listen with an open heart. My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read […]

Oh, the lunar eclipse

Tuesday, April 15th, 2014

Undisturbed solitude; but Sio… aishiteru… samishii… aitai… zutto isshoni itai. Broken bonds hurt.