Stories of Loss

For those who have passed on.

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This world is boring , boring world . why movies, games, anime/manga, fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

April 20th, 2015by niki

I hate this world .
This world is so boring , boring world !
Why movies , games , anime / manga, & fantasy / imagination is better than this world / better than life / real life / real world / reality ?

everyday life is the same : wake up, eat, go to school/work, boring, then go back home, eat, then sleep, then repeat again.
but movie / game / anime / manga / comics / books are much more exciting & interesting than this boring life !
for example: like in the world / universe of Harry Potter, Avatar, Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Marvel / …

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Police Investigation Photos

April 20th, 2015by loquism

1The police take photographs of the body and face. During autopsy as well. Is there some way to prevent this? Do they destroy the photos after a set time? I’m not comfortable with the idea of being photographed while dead

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Always felt like a big ball shit…

April 18th, 2015by Someone kill me..

Ive always felt like shit, always felt hated and ive always craved attention and i hate myself so bad for it.

Ive been bullied for years and havent told anyone. My brother felt the same way and he told me about it, instead of our parents, he then told our parents. They stopped him from going outside for weeks and they hired so many people to keep him from it, it was that way for 7 months then he got out and commited suicide. He was the only person to ever talk with me and he meant more to me than anyone else. I’ve never told …

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My life has crashed again.

April 18th, 2015by Ed

After a suffering childhood with to much suicide attempts and other violence in my family i at age 5 landed in shock. Child protection came in after my sisters suicide attempt but my parents kept there dirty laundry for them self they did not explain what was happening just blamed the kids. Child protection did not see i was in shock thought i was stupid and hard to handle. At age 6 they dumped me by trick in closed house of correction for the aggressive retarded children. 5 Years there with all the torture really fucked me up for life. It was not the beatings it was …

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How i became this. (looooooong)

April 17th, 2015by hasan

For most of us life is simply overrated. Suicide is a very logical choice choice for me. But i won’t do it. Its a story how i became suicidal and then learned how to make peace with my sufferings.

 

My life was so good just a few months ago. I had no worries nothing. I came from a middle class background family. People say I’m quite good when it comes to studying. I have many friends. Most of them are rich. They have a fancy way of living. And i try to go with the flow. I’m good looking , sharp, funny and and atheist. I …

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Too much stress & wanting to cry

April 16th, 2015by simran

I am 30 female. I having hypertension because of too much stress… always want to cry I need love from my husband but he is changed now before marriage he is totally different he care for me never wants to me to cry but he is the reason for my stress. he didnt like my parents I am living in Australia. he wants that his parents live with us I have no problem but nowdays I need my mother I have small baby but he said that he never wants to my mother come there what should I doand he never wants that I goto …

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eternal

April 15th, 2015by Dandy

Someone Please Listen I’m Tired Of Being Ignored I Got From Angry To Just Sad I Don’t Care Much At This Point I Remember When I Use To Love You Mom I Still Do But Not As Much Just Help Me We Can Make It I Miss Those Warm Hugs & The Smell Of Your Estee Lauder Perfume I Miss You Come Back For Me Don’t Leave Me I Promise I’m Here Inside Just Help Me Discover Me Please Mom Don’t Do This I Already Lost Dad Not You Now

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Tired of life

April 15th, 2015by WhiteSpirit

I’m tired of life. Tired of obligations, tired of this world with its rules, its human society. I made a lot of mistakes in my life. And wasted a lot of chances to become successful or to fulfill my dreams. I regret a lot. Yea, if only I could revert time back, while keeping my current memory, lol.

Sure, reverting time would be great. But I don’t really care about all this now. The only things that keep me going these days are my hobbies. And my mom. She did really a lot for me. But I’m tired, I really am.

Almost every night I go to …

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moving on…

April 14th, 2015by munckin

Wondering starting to date again… I like one girl more then the others she is cute and sweet. She is originally from the country that I moved too 6 years ago. But also lived in the east and southern of Europe.

She is 8 years older then me. I don’t mind. I actually quite like it as I would like children and I think she would want them too. I wonder though if it is a wise step.. in the longer run for my happiness if that path were to happen….

we click really well so I do not really for see problems in that …

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I need someone :<

April 13th, 2015by Meg725

I have no one. My best friend don’t give a f* about me. I had a fight with his friend and he forced me to apologize with them even though it wasn’t fault so i sacrifice my dignity and apologized to them. We were best friend before i had a fight with his friends , he stops hanging out with me and left me sit alone in the class . I start to have my lunch alone in the school , feeling helpless in the class . I tried to overdoes paracetamol and ended up vomited all of them out and i never going to …

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April 9th, 2015by foreverr

It comes in waves, you know?
The lust for life
the hope
feeling lost, the lines I seem to cross,
the time on the still,
still;
still ticking, but nothing moves.
the patterns in the sand,
oh, how I long to hold your hand.
and if you could just undo it all..
would you?
How dare you.
I miss you.
Now and again,
The past come rolling in,
the tide ends and it begins.
Anew.
I wish I never knew you.
but you ?
You are still there.
In everything I am
and the waves can take me down with you
but well never be again,
together and alive, thriving
breathing the air.
No, you took my breath with yours, you know?
How dare you go…
the knot we tied, we tired to …

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Bills and Debt and a Life Full of Nothingness

April 4th, 2015by justagirl7

I’m nearly 30 years old. I’m in a long-term relationship with a live-in partner. We live in an apartment in a house. I work from home and because of this I basically work 24/7. My partner works as a delivery man but only works about 5 hours a day. His hand is broken from punching a wall when he was angry. He uses his broken hand as his newest excuse to be lazy.

There’s a lot of resentment. He spends most of his money on marijuana. This is a daily occurrence. Any attempt to discuss this issue is met with fighting, me being to blame …

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My worst nightmares are coming true

April 4th, 2015by survival0302

I’m losing everything.

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RIP Nadiir

April 4th, 2015by Streamers

Today, April 4, marks the one year anniversary of his death.

April 4, 2014. He was 14 and died of heart failure.

April 4 will never be a happy day for me ever again.

He was my age when he died. He went to school with me. He didn’t die by choice.

I wished for the longest time that I could have taken his place. He was a well known and loved kid in our school.

I didn’t know him that well, for he was a grade above me. But I wish I had. He was #16.

That number will forever remind me of him.

For you, Nadiir, I’m gonna hold …

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I…don’t really know anymore.

April 3rd, 2015by XTheForgottenOnesX

I just..I don’t quite know. I just need to write down my thoughts..Pointless thoughts, that will most likely be over-looked as my life mostly is.

I should probably start from the beginning. When it all began. When I first sank into depression.

5 Years ago, I used to have a friend named Jessica. We hung out all the time.. She was my best friend, we grew up together. One day she sends me this text..and I knew something was wrong. This damn text is engraved into my mind. “I’m sorry, for everything, Thank you so much for being my friend. I’ll see you soon…but not too soon. …

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Having alot of trouble not pulling the trigger right now…

April 1st, 2015by BrokenArrow

I know I’ve lost perspective. I’m in so much pain. I feel so hopeless and alone that I thought I might try posting the Reader’s Digest version of my story. I don’t know what I’m looking for. I just want to stop hurting.

I met my ex-girlfriend 5 years ago. We instantly started falling for each other. We both tried to fight it. But neither of us was able to. She said I was everything she wanted that she never even knew she was looking for. I told her that being with her made me so happy that I had difficulty thinking about anything but her. …

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lets roll!!!

March 29th, 2015by jenbrown

ever heard about flight 93…thats one flight which carried heroes who fought for their lives..take some time out and read about todd beamer and flight 93 very inspirational

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smitheroo-

March 28th, 2015by leapfrog

I’ve never really done this before but, here I go-?

I once had a friend. I called him Smith at times. We’ve been close since we were little. Me and him were inseparable. In late 2010 he found out he had cancer. No one told me until 2013. I pretended to know in front of other friends. He died July 27th 2014. I can’t live with myself. it’s been half a year and I can’t move on. Why? I don’t know. I ask myself this constantly hoping for an answer. Why didn’t I treat him better. Maybe I did? Elias tells me I did. But I …

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I don’t want to go back

March 26th, 2015by Streamers

Not back to the hospital.

I’ll cover my arms.

I don’t have anything else.

It stings, this was my first time with a blade.

It didn’t hurt, does that make me broken?

I don’t have any therapy until Monday.

I didn’t do my homework.

I’m a failure.

But I don’t want to go back.

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