And please, be completely honest about it:
If you just had the most amazing sex ever, with a person you love,
would you still be suicidal?
A few thoughts about it would also be appreciated.
And please, be completely honest about it:
If you just had the most amazing sex ever, with a person you love,
would you still be suicidal?
A few thoughts about it would also be appreciated.
I feel so alone. I feel so lost. I feel so alone that I feel like I already died and everyone didn’t know or just didn’t care. I want to give up so bad. I can’t concentrate anymore. Words go past me and kinda jumble up in my mind. My hands shake because I always want to cry. Everyone’s gone. They all left. They’re all ghosts. Whenever I try to speak to someone, they ignore me. Or they’d look at me and roll their eyes. I used to be one of those popular girls. Everyone was my friend or wanted to be my friend. And […]
It’s not a Finished poem, I Have it written down in my journal and once I get my journal I will be writing all my Poems and See if anyone likes my writing, it’s from the heart and Things in my life…..
Addiictivetragedy:
i fell, I fell hard, i fell fast
How could I just stop Falling and put is in the past
I reall thought we would last
But I guess I was wrong again
&nd’ I dont know where to begin
We were together all day Every day
Hold eachother kiss eachother love eachother
I think about the times when we would […]
So I’m 33, got a misdemeanor battery conviction in 01, started working in medicine in 08, and places won’t hire me due to the record. I let someone take me away from my homeostasis in 06 and it’s just been down hill since then. I used to be afraid to commit suicide due to the Bible’s rules, but I think God would understand.
No one speaks my language for a 20 mile radius, my work abuses me because of the battery conviction, and I overall am just tired of it all. What’s left now? I live in solitary confinement 4 days a week. […]
Here I am, sitting by a lake, with nothing but the moonlight, the Frey’s “You found me,” and my blade… I’ve always been the one to reach out to help others, but came to realize the favor will never be returned. Ive managed to cope as best I could, but Im afraid minor scars dont do the trick anymore. Even as I am writing this – perhaps BECAUSE I am writing this- I am fighting. Fighting with every breath I take not to let the blade glide across my veins and leave me to slowly fall unconsious, while all memories written in scarlet, […]
Keep in mind through this whole thing i am not trying to brag. So i hate how everyone at my school thinks that being rich solves all your problems well it doesnt.i know because my family is rich like we own a plane ( not bragging ) and look what happened to me.and i hate how i get tons of random supposed friends who the second i dont give money to them they go back to treating me like a nobody. I just sometimes wish we were poor… sorry this is a pretty random post but its what was on my mind
they have to much effect on people! i take every little word thrown at me VERY SERIOUSLY i read every letter, message, e-mail, whatever over and over, understanding every part of the word. why? its so annoying. if someone tells me they love me, i play that in my mind over and over again and again. if someone even says something basic like “hi” i take it in to high value…..idk, maybe i just take things to obessively..so maybe words are words as harmfull ror as sweet as they are..maybe its not WTF is wrong with words, its prob WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? i […]
Yep…THAT bored…
I’m 27 years old almost 28.
I haven’t spoken to my siblings in 5 years. I talk my parents on occasion, but what kind of 27 year old talks to his parents frequently?
I’ve never had a girlfriend. I’ve never had sex. Heck, I’ve never even come close to having sex. Even if God dropped a girlfriend in my lap, what the heck would I do with her for 23 hours a day? I don’t have the mental skills to survive in a relationship. I don’t love anyone.
I don’t even love myself. I spend hours a day hating what I am, and what I’ve become.
I have horrid […]
im new to this website, and i need advice!
ever since i was little i was always never thought of . as i have gotten older my anger problems have increased and i hate hurtin anyoneso i wish there was some way i could control that. its not that i would want to hurt someone, its that i want to DIE.I have been wanting to for a very long time. why would anyone want to live in a world where noone cares about you,when people would care less if you were alive, when all people have to say it negitive things. Your […]
So many of you think I’m a good writer, and I have lots of poems. I want to thank everyone who has supported me in my writing and for telling me your stories, they are my inspirations. If there are any new people, feel free to tell me your story. I’m ALWAYS here to listen. You can comment or email me at kenzie.fallenangel33@gmail.com I’ve been through a lot and won’t ever judge. My story is long and sad and I can relate to most of yours.
As I look around,everyone’s so happy with their significant other.Either their engaged,married,happily dating,etc.I’m trying to start dating again,but I mostly run into guys that want sex and that’s not what I want.I want to have a happy,long relationship for once.I just want something in my life to be happy about.I know that no relationship is perfect,but it sucks being the one that’s single most of the time.You know?Even my ex that broke my heart is happy.Why do good girls like me get heartbroken?I’m honestly about to give up.
The worse world in the world is ”Disapointment” I just hate it. it makes me feel more useless than i’m. I hate it. I almost broke down to tears today, when she started to tell me that how much she was disapointed of me and a lot of shit. It felt like beeing staped on the back. And I just sat there listening.And the worse thing is that they know it. If that really doesn’t change I’m going to end with the problem. Me.
I Just joined this site a little while ago.. I’m not entirely sure how to start this, or even what to say, but here goes:
I’m 19. In about a month I’ll be starting my sophomore year at FIT, in New York City.
I’m not happy. I miss my ex-boyfriend. But that isn’t why I’m writing this, or crying like a child right now.
My parents. Primarily my mother. Why doesn’t she love me? Why am I seen as this horrible person when I’m not. I’m trying to make a life for myself. But instead, I’m constantly walking on eggshells around her.
My sister and I suppose […]
home alone very dim light listening to a depressingly beautiful song. My chest feels heavy… I want to be home… not the physical place but just be completely consumed in the song, feel the love you guys have shown me… I think I’ll start my suicide notes tonight… I’ll write something for most people that know my in person, prepare some for some of you, and some other people… I love you guys… I want to go home… curled in a dark closed in corner in my heart consumed in this one song for eternity… I know that’s inside me talking. My mind is usually so mixed […]
So…yeah. I don’t exactly know how I’m going to start this, but…
I have been considering suicide my way out since last November. At times, it would just be subtle-the thought of how easily I could pass off my death as an accident by stepping out in front of a bus by a busy local road, for example-but recently I have felt a lot worse.
The reason I have been considering suicide is that I was ostracized in November for being, as I was called, an inconsiderate, heartless bastard by people who had been my closest friends in a long time. And I deserved that, I […]
I’m new, and I just finished reading the wall of a memorial Facebook page. The difference is, this boy was living and breathing and USING this page just like any normal teenager 6 months ago. Then, he killed himself. Because he was bullied.
I never knew this boy. He went to a school near me though. I know a girl who’s brother’s friends bullied him. I’m asking myself a couple of questions now. “Why do I empathise so much with a dead boy?”.
Simple really. We’re the same age. He went out the way I want to and for the same reasons. He killed himself when I […]
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It feel like its only getting harder, I’m getting older and my friends are moving on , having families and moving away, and now it seems it’s time for me to move on too . I am never more happier then around my friends and never more depressed when alone, which i find myself more and more . The other day  I swallow whole bunch of pills with a few beers , only to wake up, i guess being such a big guy i need a larger dosage . That was first time I intended to really kill myself , my biggest fear isn’t […]
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