at least in the sense that I’m no longer worrying about the future. I’ve decided to give up on myself, my species, everything really. I’m not emotionally attached to anything, have trouble connecting; this isn’t worth all the effort. People aren’t worth all this.
So I’m definitely going to kill myself and I know how, but the date is a ways away. I want to build up my little brother first; spoil him and pay attention to him the way no one did me when I was his age. He’s about to be hit by puberty and I think I can provide some guidance to […]