Empty

Yes, I have had that feeling. I mean, you can be super angry at him and all, but you love him anyway.
Try to see him for what he really is though. He has lied to you, and he doesn’t act upon his words. He might be a good person and all. But he is not good for you.
I remember i would think of the nice times we had, and the plans we had. But it is pointless. You can never know the future. those plans may never have come anyway.
I can tell you for sure, there is going to be other men in your life. It is the way it works it seems, jeje.
I try to take from each experience, the best I can. I know now it seems hard, but as the days go, you will feel better. Don’t think about him, if a thought of him comes, just push it away and think of something else. Doing different stuff helps. Reading a book maybe, even playing games. But the most important, dont blame yourself.
It is not your fault. And if you think of it, it is not good either to hate him, what for? Is it worth it? No. The best you can do it is just to forget about him. And love is a nice feeling, even if you are not with him in the end, you had nice moments, and you had that nice feeling, not everyone has experienced that. And you know it is worth it. And because it is, hang on, and you will see someone else will show up and will rock your world. And probably all will be better. Because you have grown and you know yourself better, and what it is really worth it and what not.