i just got home from working, and it’s 11pm. normally, my brother waits for his wife to get home and then go to bed, but i guess it’s only for her. they’re both asleep. i guess they don’t care, and i don’t blame them for that, nor am i mad at them. i just found it a bit sad.
in other news, this morning was very difficult for some reason; having said this, i was really struggling to not harm myself. i managed somehow, but at work i did get hurt many times, though not on purpose. at least i don’t think so.
life has been difficult lately, but i”l just have to go with it somehow.
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Interesting that you’re wondering if the times you got hurt at work could have been somewhat on purpose.
I know the feeling of struggling not to rip your skin right off. I hope you stay strong and refrain from harming yourself.
Hopefully things ease up :/
at this point, i think anything i do by “accident” could not be as accidental as i’d like it to be, tbh.
it’s sad that you know that feeling too, but i hope you won’t go through it again.
thanks for worrying, it feels a bit weird! but i really appreciate it. x
Well, I hope you find something to comfort you.
Loneliness. Feeling isolated even though there are people around. . . .
sadly you got that; it’s an awful feeling.
I went through a period like that. Luckily it passed, as I hope it will for you as well. Maybe try to find something you like to connect you to people. Pets help, too, well, furry ones.
reading ur “blank” post again worried me
relieved & glad to know u’r still here 🙂
will write u again
but for now I say
please “try” not harm urself
okay