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The effects of suicide on family and friends.

Mental, Hypercritical Damage

by Miss.Mayhem
written by Miss.Mayhem

I’m such a hypocrite. I tell others not to cut.  Or not to commit suicide, when I’m over here imagining how good it would feel to see blood dripping down my arms. How much of a relief it would be to end it all. I tell my friends not to trust anyone, not even me. They always ask why and I never know what to say…but I know what I’m thinking.Even your friends can turn on you. You family even. I’ve experienced it. How great would it be just to not have to worry about anything anymore? Just disappear  Like you were never here. It doesn’t even scare me […]

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I’m not okay.

by leslieeeee
written by leslieeeee

About 5 years ago my youngest sister was molested by my “mothers” husband. She was only 7 years old at the time and I was 11. As you could imagine I didn’t know what to think at the time. If the claim was true or not, I wasnt there. Of course she told her schools guidance counselor, she needed to tell someone. Next thing I knew, some lady from social services picked me up from school and not knowing what was going on I asked her if she knew. Til this day I really have no idea why she got all in my face about […]

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weird connection

by done-924
written by done-924

Recently, I’ve befriended this guy during my math class. I’ve always known of him since all of my friends are his friends, and he always appeared to be this average, hilarious, nice, druggy guy, which he is, but at the same time he is so much more. I like his presence more than he likes his own.

One day, he looked over to me and just goes “you are depressed or have been” and I was shocked. Then he was like “you used to cut” just sort of guessing facts at me. And I asked him how he knew and he told me that he just […]

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How can i tell him?

by marchingkitty
written by marchingkitty

This past month ive had a relapse of depression. I was depressed as a kid (age 7-10) and now I’m depressed again (age 15). The reason for my relapse is frustration and stress at school with grades and such. It has escalated so quickly. I think of suicide most of the time. Today at school when i was walking in the hall i saw a sign out of the corner of my eye and one of the words read “Suicide” and did a double take and the word was gone. I guess i hallucinated. Anyway, i was never diagnosed with depression and i want to […]

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~There was nothing to fear, nothing dark~

by SadBk
written by SadBk

Planning my suicide is my new obsession.

Will I actually DO it?  Odds are against me because it’s 7 months from now, exactly one year from the date my life really ended.  Also, they say if you talk about it, you won’t succeed.  Does talking about it here count?  We’re all anon here… no one to save us… no, I say it doesn’t count.  Maybe talking here will scratch that annoying itch.  I don’t WANT anyone to know about this.  I don’t want to deal with their Emotions About It on top of my own, I don’t want them to feed me the requisite bullshit to […]

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Self-Hatred

by Miss.Mayhem
written by Miss.Mayhem

It’s been so long since I’ve written. So glad to be back with my family. Have you ever just sought comfort from a stranger? I know I have.

A lot had happened.

Me and Brice (love of my life) went out…once again. He ended up not talking to me for 2 whole weeks. Then he said he never wanted to talk to me again. I once again wrote my suicide letter, thinking I had nothing more to live for. I think it was the 6th time. But anyways he eventually ended up talking to me again. We still talk. Everything is not solved and I’ve promised so […]

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Self Harm Lullaby

by BrooklynBoxx
written by BrooklynBoxx

For those who’ve kept up with my post. I almost cut last night but chose to make this video about self harm. The pictures are of my self harm they are graphic so if your easily triggered please dont watch.

Leave your comments on the video do you like it?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KH0xxe3Kra0&feature=youtu.be

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Half dead, half alive

by Lilly
written by Lilly

My story began many years ago when I was a naive kid who was  bullied. Every time I tried to be perfect, friendly with people and never say any bad word. I trusted people and they trusted me because they knew I will never disappoint them. However, they disappointed me. It was one of the reasons why I became a potential liar. Honestly, I didn’t know that many years, even if  some people asked me to stop doing that shit. I didn’t want to be antisocial, so I tried keep talking with people without opening my heart. Sometimes I lied, sometimes I didn’t tell the […]

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Just that story

by Jayjingle
written by Jayjingle

Well, There was a boy and a girl, they’ve met once before about 6 years ago now, I believe, anyway they had lost contacted until last year when their friends had  told them about each other. Now, they started talking , and talking they both knew what they have been through and they both knew how they felt, if one was not happy the other one wasn’t  well it toke a few months until they started dating, but when they dated, man were they cute, they did have there ups and downs but they go through it, until he had to move, his dad had died and his grandparents so he had to move somewhere far, they didn’t see each […]

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i have no hope

by iwanttodie138
written by iwanttodie138

i am starting not to see a reason to go on. i lost my family. my car,my friends,  my job, my house, and my girl friend for the past 9 years doesn’t know if she want to be with me in her new live 500 miles away.i was so happy just 3 months ago when i had all those things and now i want to give up. every day i say to my self “i want to go home ” but the place and girl i called home is gone and will never come back. how do i find hope when my dreams and goals […]

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Frustrated

by Abselom
written by Abselom

If you wont listen to me, then how can i listen to you?

You expect me to understand?

Stand by and watch?

I tried to do that, i really did.

tried to see if you could find your way on your own.

But you couldnt.

Whether you really couldnt do it,

or if you just decided that you want to be miserable…

Ive tried to help you.

You blow off everything i saw, and hang up on me when i am being honest with you.

And honesty is what you said you wanted,,

not lies and bullshit..

the truth and straight shit.

Im sorry.

I love you dearly, with all my heart.

I want you to stay around forever and […]

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I’m going to die in love

by BrooklynBoxx
written by BrooklynBoxx

 

 

 

This is me and my x boyfriend. I met him at a party he was the first guy i was truely happy with. I love him so much i was willing to give up everything.. even my virginity. but we never made it that far. When he got a job he started to like another girl. Weeks past and i noticed he was distancing himself from me, one day i asked him ” what time do you get off tonight” and he snapped saying “why do […]

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haunting

by ninemil
written by ninemil

I was 11 years old when my older sister told me she was raped. She was drunk and let it spill with tears pouring out as well. My parents have never been there for us, blinded by their own lives and misery. I loved my sister with everything I had. And though I knew close to nothing about this life, I put my heart, soul, and mind into carrying her destruction. Years that followed brought pain, and abandonment. Coked up and too much to handle, the police took my sister and world from me again and again. A broken heart ruined her, and I, alone […]

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Stuck in Quick-sand and cant get out !

by Zombie
written by Zombie

I have always seen life as a quest. It works like a game plan. Every level gets tougher and the monsters and hurdles get more and more dangerous and difficult to cross. I don’t regret having my life but all I wish is to have someone who I can share it with. I did fall in love and then ended up with a crushed heart when the relationship ended. Occupying yourself definitely helps but the loneliness remains. I have plenty of friends but I miss the existence of the special one. Work can substitute thoughts but not feelings. I don’t know what I feel about […]

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12/9/12

by LostandAloneGirl
written by LostandAloneGirl

I just cut again the other day. It was 2 on my my palm. It`s funny because i told my friends Kiana and Reina, and they became angry and slapped my arm. They hadn`t cut yet since the butterflies and i did so they were mad at me. The reason i say it`s funny is because while they were mad at me the only thing i could do was laugh and tell them that i learned something new. When they asked what i giggled softly and tolf them that scissors suck……… and that`s all i could think about. I don`t even remember what i had […]

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The Fallen Grace

by FallenGrace
written by FallenGrace

I’m the broken one who fixed it. 3 years of restraint. 12 years of battleing depression. 16 years of living. Physically and mentally I struggle but refuse to stay down. Life is ment to end yes but what will you make of it. Will you be another suicide story in the news? Or will you be the success story that is the broken one able to fix it? That’s a story id like to read. So tell me. Will you fight or fail? Fail like the others that slipped from my finger tips? Or will you fight to be better then what monster […]

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my parents hate me

by candy96
written by candy96

I am 16. 

I just want to die and help my parents with the burden they have; my sister and I. Yes I am scared but I have a feeling I should do it. 
What is stopping me back is two things: 1- my sister, she depends on me. I can’t just be selfish and leaves her alone. 2-my religious believes: suicidal is the shortest way to hell.


I always knew my parents thought of me as a burden but what started it now is thatmy mother and them my father next said that they no more will consider me or my sister their daughters as I […]

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Just Smile

by YesImloveable
written by YesImloveable

When I’m feeling the most down, I try not to look sad.
I absoultly hate when people pity your life.  It has to be the worse thing.
Which is why you smile.
“Are you alright Elisabeth?”
“Oh yeah absoultly.”
Just smile, and hope that one day everything will actually be aliright(:

I said hope, I don’t know if that’ll actually happen.

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So much swept under the rug…

by OddOneOut
written by OddOneOut

3 years back, my family was in a severe economic crisis – we were broke. Living in a family friend’s house as a whole because we had to move out of our own; my father losing everything he had, spending time in jail and still having debt; having to move to a country quite literally running from money. It was a very bad situation.

But, bad enough as it was, my mother started turning into someone – no, showing a part of herself that me and my sister never knew was in her. She became a total *****. I know it’s unacceptable to be saying stuff […]

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