The effects of suicide on family and friends.
To those who suffer and think that suicide will end the pain, I have a message for you…..
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Family & Friends Effects
I’m 10 years old…in the fifth grade. I’m not suicidal. I do think life can suck, but I believe that you just need to live with the pain. Even though I’ve never considered suicide, I used to cut myself and sometimes still do. Anyway, this is about my best friend. Not me.
Her name is Amanda. Don’t worry…she didn’t die from suicide. But she’s suicidal. She has a lot of money troubles at home, the guy she loves is going to middle school (our elementary school goes up to sixth grade and he’s in the sixth going on seventh), and she believes everybody hates her (or […]
for as long as i can remember, i’ve always been different from everyone else.
eventually i came to accept it; i basked in loneliness, despite the fact that it was “wrong” in the eyes of others. it was wrong to sit in my room alone. it was wrong to ignore others. it was wrong to not be like everyone else.
so i put up walls and i lived behind a mask for years. it was nearly perfect, as everyone bought into my lies. they believed that i was the person who i pretended to be.
yet one person knew.. he was the person closest to myself. he […]
on the surface my life doesn’t look to bad, parents deforced maybe a problem, but not in poverty by anymans standards, I’m not exactly thick either, I think. but underneath all this I wish I was dead. My parents aren’t devorced, my dad left to be a woman (i’ve got nothing against that, but the way he done it broke my heart), we’re actualy struggiling to keep me at my school. I went into a deep depression for months, i don’t know how long because I can’t remember. I relied so hevily on my then girlfriend that I ended up forcing her away, she pretends to be a good friend, but I know she actualy wishes I had died. right now I’ve got hardly any friends and I’m a shell of the bright and happy teenager I was, I can’t look in the mirror without hating my own reflection. I don’t want to die, but moments like this, I can’t see tomorow coming, and it makes me wish I’d jsut get it over with so that I never have to go through it again. if anyone wants to help please do, you’d be the first for a long time.
“I really don’t see the point, in all of this, anymore. Things would be better if I just ended it. I think I might…”
i just dont no wat to do anymore everythin has become such an effort even to get out of bed in the morning… ive tried to end it once before and im getting to the point where i want to again my friends just dont understand wats going on and just push me away i feels so alone and lost please help
You write down how you feel. but people dont really know how hurt you are cause they cant hear your voice the tune the stutter the pain. suicide is the right thing to do.
Family Guy, Season 8, Episode 17.
i have been depressed for years…since i was 11 and started middle school. god knows, it started with ‘voices’. that’s the lie i’ve told everyone and to this day it haunts me how i can look someone straight in the face and tell a dark and deep lie.
many attempts were made…all included pills of some kind. it didn’t matter which ones…advil, aleeve, tylenol, parents prescription pills, solodyn, sleeping pills, anything.
but now…after years of attempts, about 2 months ago i was admitted into the psych ward emergency room at new york presbyterian hospital and i stayed there for 4 days (it was a cell…literally a three […]
After briefly browsing through the posts on this blog, I immediately became panicked at the number of people who want to kill themselves.
And I’ve been there. I’ve been to that place where your chest feels like it weighs a thousand pounds, where you feel dark and cold and numb and totally alone. Where you feel like no one’s there to help you, no one wants to help you… I’ve been there. And I’ve come back, though still affected.
Depression happens, just for some (like us) it takes a stronger toll. It’s been almost 4 years since my depression first started due to bullying at school. However, I […]
I’m so sick of feeling like this. Everything used to be so easy, yet now it’s so hard. I blame my parents sometimes. They made my life like this: unbearable. I hate how they hate each other. I absolutely hate it. I guess my story begins with their story.
When I was just six, Â I was introduced to Henry by my mom. What an ass he is. He tore me apart. He allowed my mom to do what she did. To cheat on my dad, to cheat on my family. And it hurt me because even though I was only six, I wasn’t stupid. I knew what […]
I recently read this book called “Thirteen Reasons Why” by Jay Asher about a girl named Hannah who kills herself, but before she does she makes these tapes that explain why she killed herself, and who was involved in her making that decision, and then she sends the tapes to the people on them and tells them if they don’t pass them on, then someone who has a copy of the tapes will release them to the public at school, ruining their lives.
It got me thinking: What are my reasons? If I were to kill myself, what would my reasons be behind it, and would anyone […]
I’m just fed up with life in general,  being a good person doesn’t get you anywhere, people don’t appreciate what you do, they don’t bother to see how you’re doing or how you feel. You constantly help others out, doing favors for them listening to their stories, going out of your way to help them, but you’ll get no reward for this instead you’ll just be pulled down further (not referring to the people on this site). You can’t stop being a good person because you’ll end up hating yourself because you’ll feel selfish, I’m always helping others in some way or another and it makes […]
So I finally move out of a horrible living situation and move into a new apartment and bam! I find a roach in my bathroom, albeit small one, but still, a roach.
Derailed my whole “new reality” I was trying to create. Lame. Deflated.
So a couple of weeks ago I told my mother I had a psychologist put the diagnostic manual to my brain and it turned out I have borderline personality disorder and severe depression. She told me not to take such tests. Good advice. But when I told her I was on anti-depressants at one point–a year prior, […]
i’m not mad at the world, although anger does, at times, distract me from the pain and emptiness i carry inside…i’m no more misunderstood than most people feel…i’ve survived things most people couldn’t imagine, but i’ve known people who have had it worse…i’ve had cancer 3 times, spent 7 years homeless in a wheelchair, had 32 surgeries and made it theough 14 months of chemo, and can now walk, i work taking care of people who would otherwise end up in nursing homes, i’ve been cancer free for 6 years now…i was on my own at 11 years old, in a city where i had […]
well the thing is i just got out of prison i have been out 4 months and already am ready to go back life on the streets is way harder than life behind bars and in my situation even my family members do me wrong and i have tryed to commet suicide about 9 times i have hung my self lit my self on fire slit my throat slit both my wrist and the right way not the wrong one and i am at the point now were if they don’t send me back to prison i am just going to kill my self and […]
I’ve never been one for these types of thoughts but recently suicide has been on my mind. I’m 29 as of last week and by most of those that know me would say that I’m the social butterfly, very energetic, loyal friend with the beautiful girlfriend.
During the last 2 years of our relationship, we have not only become very close, but her family has basically adopted me as part of their family. Her mother and father love me, and her 3 younger sisters look up to me.
A few weeks ago, she asked for a break, which has been hard for me […]
If there is 100 people in the room and if suddenly a dragon came,it will choose only me to kill.Only i will be unlucky among all.This happens every times.I build my house with hopes,and it get broken every time.Why i am so unlucky?? Why i have to face all bad things every time.What is my fault.I am a general person with some general dream and wish in my life.Then why you choose me to destroy.I just want to ask this question to the god,when i will be there.I have no support from my family & friends.When everyone needs me,they come with there sweet words and […]
Hi. My name is Lucy, I am 20. I feel much older. Before dismissing me as an emo teenager, please read a little of this. I might be 20, but I’ve been through more than most people ever do – both good and bad things. But it’s the bad things that get to you, wear you down.
I don’t know where to start – it seems like there have been so many starts, so many horrible life events and so much negativity. I am currently actively suicidal. The thought of dying will not leave my head – I’m pretty sure by this point that I only […]
Two months ago, I got a refund check for my student loans. I said that as soon as the money was gone, I would be too. I’ve drank over a thousand dollars worth of alcohol, and it wasn’t the expensive stuff.
I’m down to my last fifteen dollars. I’m on my way to the store now to buy the stuff to kill myself with.
I’ve said that I’m going to do it before on here, but my racing heart, the logic telling me that dying is right, the gutter I purposely through my life into all says that it’s time.
For two months, I’ve slept with countless guys […]