Day by day it is getting worse. And I mean it. I don’t have anywhere to go, escape, relieve. I am all alone in family, crowd and this world. I know this sounds cliche, but it’s the objective truth.
I really do not want to cease my existence, but I have no more options, the pain is unbearable. Bottling it up drives me crazy. I am screaming internally in my heart, no one hears.
I know this is vague but I needed to vent a little bit..