Nobody can help me, including myself. That is a crushing feeling.
I really, desperately want to die. I want to murder this worthless male-thing that I am.
The pain is absolutely unbearable. To be completely helpless and hopeless, while at the same time not yet ready to jump.
People can’t relate and can’t say anything useful. ‘Oh, I’ve been there’. No you haven’t. ‘Oh it will get better’. NO IT WON’T! WHY ARE YOU MAKING SUCH HOLLOW STATEMENTS?! You have no fucking clue who I am, how can you say that it will get better?
This is what people always say. Family? I don’t talk to anyone from my […]