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For those who have passed on.

Well then a story to unfold.

by Zeke2010
written by Zeke2010

It appears long time ago that I have slipped through the cracks of life.  It seems though I am watching everything from a glass window with no interaction with others.  I am 29 years old and I honestly do know what to do anymore.  I have had long term friends just shove me aside like I am a pile of feces waiting to me turned to dust.  I told all my friends they mean the world to me and that wasn’t enough. My last friend said “We are married and no longer have any time for you.”  I no longer have any friends.   I sit […]

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I lost her.

by MrMiserable
written by MrMiserable

I don’t really know where to begin.  I’ve read so many of these other stories.  And mine really sounds no different.  Then why even do this?  Maybe it will make me feel better.

I lost her somehow.  I don’t know if it was me.  I don’t know if it was the setting.  I don’t know if it was the people.  But I lost her.  And I can’t shake this awful feeling that I’ll never feel the same about anyone again.  But I hate her.  I fucking hate her, everything she’s done to me.  Every thing that she’s said to me.  Every time she made me feel […]

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Too Much Too Young

by Koojiru
written by Koojiru

So, for the 50billionth time in my 18 years I have a plan to kill myself, again.

You think that after having religious revolations, and beliving in Karma and re-encarnation I would have given up on suicide attepmts. No, it seems my inner deamons havent had enough of my heart and keep chewing.

Let me paint you a picture here, on a giant 5’3 canvis. Picture a woman sitting, wondering how shes going to “fix” this canvis before it grows to what it really is today. She holds her pain brush up to it, then dips it in mold green, vomit yellow and black. That woman was […]

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Suicide runs in the family… How can I stop it???

by Bride to Be 2012
written by Bride to Be 2012

Back on August 28, 2003, two weeks after I get into school for my 7th grade year in middle school, my Grandpa Jon (Whom I’ve called Grumpy ever since I’ve met him) committed suicide by BB Gun in Mema’s (my great-grandmother) kitchen. My dad was depressed for some time before threatening mine and my little sisters lives. Mom made the right decision by telling him that she was filing for divorce. I almost lost my dad to suicide and now, about 7 years later, I almost took my life with drugs. I’ve tried overdosing with Asprin and Tylenol but it just made me feel all […]

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Both Ends

by 400metermike
written by 400metermike

Being on the both ends of suicide is something that I never thought I would ever experience by the time I was 22. On August 5 2002  was the starting of all the bad things that would happen in my life. I can still remember everything about that day, I remember exactly what I was doing and I can still hear ever word my uncle Darien said to me that day. During that summer he would always come over and hangout with me until I had to go to football practice. He was like my older brother I looked up to him in so many […]

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I can’t take it anymore!

by brokenheart4ever
written by brokenheart4ever

Why me? I can’t take it anymore! It’s hard enough being a female high school student with all the “requirement” like being skinny, popular, smart, pretty but on top of all this I lost the love of my life 8 months ago and I’m still hurting. She was the only on who cared what Ithought, how I feel. She was the only one who loved me for me. I used to fake a smile everyday and act like nothing bothered me but when i met her everything changed. I was truly happy. Before I met her I had a problem with drugs and struggled with cutting. The […]

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DREAMING AND SCREAMING

by RottingInAVacantHollow
written by RottingInAVacantHollow

I have been having these weird dreams about The Rev, I am indeed a fan of Avenged Sevenfold, but I am not overly obsessed at all. I have been having these dreams about his past memories (i am in his body seeing things through his eyes) and i keep getting this idea in my head to kill myself. It is like a hint to kill myself now, because things are going to get worse and i won’t be able to kill myself. also it shows every second of his life, the shows, fights,embarrassing moments, his thoughts…everything except to […]

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Still Alive

by anon81710
written by anon81710

I think I should say this off record.
Dear Destiny.
You are the best thing to happen to my life.
You are the only reason I decided to live past that year.
You despise me now.
But you will be in my heart.
Forever.
I love you.

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Still Alone

by anon81710
written by anon81710

Still alive. A couple more days to make my choice. I’m calm now. I can cope with my anger. I just wanted a friend. I can just put on my happy face now, that’s normal. I sit in bed. In my small 2-bedroom apartment and I just can’t sleep. I just think about how lonely I am, how everyone around me glows with self-indulgent happiness. I just want to make them suffer sometimes. But that wouldn’t be fair at all. My life sucks, they know it, and it’s not their problem. Death is my choice this month. Next month I decide. Wonder what happens when […]

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-amazing advice

by justme33
written by justme33

To tired, water, and Kristina..

Your advice really moved me. I read, then re-read all of your words and I can’t even begin to tell you all how much your kindness and true sensitivity means to me.  You’re right, my kids need me. That is what truely keeps me going. Posting to this website was the best thing I could’ve done 🙂

I loved your advice, you all are so kind. If anyone EVER needs my help, even if only to vent, I will be here. 

fairyfly5116@yahoo.com

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please help

by justme33
written by justme33

I’ve never done this, but decided to do this in an attempt for anyone’s input. I lost my little sister over a year ago. We were very close, but at the time I lost her we were not on speaking terms. She was struggling very bad with addiction and one night took way much. Since then, it’s been really hard. I’m a single mom of 2, staying with my parents, and like so many americans unemployed. My depression has really taken it’s toll. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, and have this pain deep in my heart that will not go away.

I’m a very caring […]

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crisis in midlife

by Alright23
written by Alright23

Last October, after 10 years of being together and 3 kids, My wife and I split. We were and remain pretty toxic towards eachother. I was her enabler, and she was my reason to limit myself.
Let me clarify:
As a husband, I believe it is important to take into consideration the path which your decisions will take your family. With a partner I think one should make those decisions together.
After 9/11 I went to enlist. The reaction I got from my newly-wedded spouse was, “I don’t want to be a military wife. I know there re benefits, but I don’t want to be […]

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Love

by Nikki
written by Nikki

Why is it that love suck? The thing that gets me is that even if u don’t want them if they start loving someone and if u keep talkin to them u are still heart broken. I want to cry and yell to the heavens but I know it is my fault that we are not US but it hurts again. What can I do?

The heart bleeds and crys
What can I do
The tears of blood go down and I still stand
If I fall will I be caught
I scream and plead to be helped
HELP PLZ HELP
What can I do
I […]

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The Forgotten Place

by Vincent
written by Vincent

happiness lays wasted,

times now dead and gone,

Sadness consuming now,

A heart now dead and gone

Innocence taken, suffocated,

No choices, yourself once hated,

Sadness belonging now

A heart blackened ash,

all that remains

Sorrow flows, a river in my veins

Frozen in time, smiles now faded

lay my head down, this is the cleansing,

a life now void of meaning.

Take a life, grasped in misery

Clutched in sorrow, no way out,

A solution drowned in powder,

Judgment not clouded, shrouded,

I’m Free

A lifeless body on looked by faces

Wet tear streams touch, forbidden places,

A eulogy placed memories erased

Fly on broken wings, to a long forgotten place

A lucid dream, saturated eternal sleep.

A mind no longer plagued,

by a disease of pain

Set free, […]

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will it ever get better?

by charity332
written by charity332

My whole life has been one traumatic event after another. Most of my young childhood memories are of my mother beating on my older brother and sister. When my older sister got married and moved out of the house my mother then turned her aggression towards me. It wasnt so bad as long as i stayed out of her sight. So that is what i did. We moved to texas when I was 12. The first couple of months mother was oddly pleasant. It felt like things may be getting better. Guess again! It was just the calm before the storm. Mother on top of […]

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ya kno..

by 2muchfreetyme
written by 2muchfreetyme

w.o. getting in2 2 much detail bout my life, ive nevr had a loving mother, just a lying, disgusting, psychotic, lazy, conniving whorebag egg-donor who lied 2me bout who my dad was for 16 years then finally broke it 2 me 1 random day as a way of dashing my dreams for a better life. i have only heard from my (not) dad once since he found out the truth and that wasnt until several years later, at which point i told him he was a deadbeat asshole who always cared more about himself than me. (long story) i also told him that he had […]

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