I really wish I didn’t have to die, but I see suicide as my only option. I am 17.
I ranaway from my abusive home about 5 months ago.
I’ve entirely lost my own identity and am losing my memory allot.
I only have painful memories now and when I try and sleep I have horrible nightmares, so i refuse to sleep now.
I seem to be letting down everyone around me, my boyfriend of two years, even myself. i just have no energy to do anything anymore, people just call me pathetic, some people really wouldn’t care if i died some would actually encourage it.
I have like no […]