Was in a lot of pain, anguish today. Â I really only feel like anger is the only way for me to feel any sense of normalcy and it’s getting me nowhere. Â Somehow I”m still able to maintain a job, but my relationship with my supervisors is bad.
I was however able to nap. Â Usually, I’m too uncomfortable to do so. Â My body just doesn’t feel right. Â Having enough sanity to know that I’m not well does not count for me enough sometimes. Â I suppose it does represent a type or shred of sanity, but what about actually feeling good? Â It’s true, not everyone gets to feel […]