I’m 17 to start off with. My parents are divorced and my mom remarried. I am depressed. I don’t really “cut” or anything. Though, I don’t stop from letting an accident happen if it would hurt and make it bleed out. I could most of the time, but I just don’t. I kind of just get really relaxed when something like that happens. It’s proly not good, but oh well. I have ODed once not too long ago and was sick for like four days. I didn’t think of anything though I did feel like shit. It was my fault I did though. I thought […]

hi there I’m 28yrs old and don’t know what to do anymore i have 4 kids which at the moment i don’t like I’ve been told that due to depression which Ive suffered for years since being a kid all i want to do is end all this for me and them as i know that as long as I’m here there not going to be happy and i no that wen i go they will all have loving happy places to go to life is so shit i just don’t know how to cope i no how im gonna do it i already told […]

im 16 my name is jeff, i am depressed and dont know why, my mom and dad got a divorce when i was 5 and i live with my mom, i am a christian, i hav a fairly good relationship with both of my parents, i’m actually not a bad looking kid, but i havent had a girlfriend in like 3 yrs, i feel very along bc ppl say they are there for me, the they arent. but speaking of girls, there is this one, and i dont know about you other guys (PLEASE TELL ME IF YA’LL DO THIS) but every time you think […]

Well it’s been an interesting time in my life. I’ve spent almost 2 months of it in a mental hospital separated with a girlfriend of almost 3 years, mother of my third son who will be 2 tomorrow.  Started a relationship with another woman who I have to say, I love dearly.  I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I can’t bring myself to live a ‘normal’ life where I am a responsible adult and 9-5 and family one weekends. I left out in disability in December of last year about 3 months after FINALLY seeing a psychiatrist and being diagnosed with […]

Fellow Sufferers:

I’ve lived with Bipolar Type 2 since I was 12 years old.  It is a form of manic-depression in which you don’t usually have psychotic problems, but you do have major mood swings — mild “ups” (hypomanias) followed by normal periods, and then crushing depressions.

I was not diagnosed until my middle forties.  I attempted suicide three times in my early twenties. I still have sporadic suicidal ideas when I go through bad periods in my life. I’m nearly sixty now.

Since Bipolar Type 2 is genetic, it pervaded my family. My childhood was not good, to put it very mildly.

I know that when you are […]

i am 18yrs old and sometimes i feel lik i can’t take it anymore, i tried to comet suicide at 15 but they hospitalized me. i thought i was over everything  but i just seem to notice that my life is hell i am living wit my parents and my babies father, but he seems to not even care about what i feel or how i feel. i feel like i am so used to being put down i really don’t care anymore but the pain has caught up to me & i just feel like i’ve had enough i really need help not just […]

no one needs to read my sorrows. they have their own. but i need to spit all of my out. i play a lot of tennis. i play every day and work hard but i cant beat anyone. everyone keeps telling me that one day i will win and i have lots of talent. but i dont believe. my dad expects me to win. my parents like me the days i win in tournaments and play well but dont like me when i lose. they are constantly dissapointed. today i lost to a girl that i should have beaten and gotten yelled at. i think […]

I sort of don’t want to write here, because whenever I read other people’s posts, I realise that I have so little to really complain about.  But, at the same time, I just find it so hard to continue living my life.  Again, and I know lots of people write this, but I don’t really want or expect any kind of comments on this post, I just need to say these things, because I have no one else to say them to, and I’m tired of the same shit just cycling around my head all day and all night.  So here I go, getting it […]

 I’m forwarding you this just so you can understand a little of what I’m going through right now. I don’t want you to do anything with this, it’s just to help you understand. 
 

My life has been a life of trauma. My mother sent me away(I reminded her of him too much) for many weeks, at 8, when my brother was crushed by a brick wall. I saw it all. I was not allowed to cry over his death. I was forced to pour soil over his urn. We had always been stuck together like glue.
 At 14 I was gang raped in broad daylight by some […]

My post probably won’t mean a whole lot because I do not know how to put my experiences into words. It’s simply not worth trying to end your life. There is so much to look forward to, even if you’re pretty bad off. Life is too beautiful and it has many things to offer. Don’t do what everyone else wants you to. Especially don’t do what society wants you to. Live your life for YOU and nothing else. I’m happy now because I have figured that out. I have tried so many times to end my life from OD’ing to slitting my wrists. None of […]

“No one is worth your tears…… Then why do we cry when we lose them?”

This will probably be somewhat incoherent.  I apologize in advance for that.

I am 25 years old, and just graduated from a university with a degree in music.  I took out nearly $60,000 in private student loans to get the degree, to say nothing of the federal loans.

My job prospects now are no better than they were when I was in high school, and are in fact worse, thanks to the economy and my foolish, self-indulgent decision to get a music degree.  The worst part is that my family cosigned on the private loans, and they’re going to destroy their credit along with mine.  I could […]

My relationship with my partner of 12 years has failed.  I gave up my family and my culture to be with him in another country.  Somehow, I have managed to end up with no job, no career, no money and no prospects, with a 4 yearold and a 2 yearold in my care.  I have struggled with depression and the care of 2 kids while hubby kept going with his fancy career and now he wants the kids. I have nothing to offer – there is no money or recognition in being the mother of my children.  All the court wants to know is how […]

I have not cried in a few days, that is because i have set the date.  I feel a great relief.  I’m not waiting for a “magic” word or even a great experience.  I have done as much as i can with this life.  The only regret is not being able to have children.

people people pls

hear my tears ive cried

Im 14 and living with my mom brother and dog

i have a scar on my arm im contemplatin to cut open again ive cut my wrist 3times took 8 advils and choked my self with a belt twice

life for me is hell im scared to die but im ready

i hope someone here  i dnt care how old what gender suicidal or not I NEED HELP

Someone hear my heart i cry in my sleep i lost my great grandmother been heartbroken three times twice  by the same guy i cry alot

smile less im so ugly im scared to look decent […]

people love me. My family, my amazing boyfriend, all my friends. but they don’t understand me. I just get sad. I had a hard childhood of bullyin. now I’m headin for highschool, and i guess I’m excited. but I come from a poor family so I need to work my ass off to get scholarships and stuff. the pressure is awful. one slip, one lil mistake of a grade or somthin and I won’t be able to stay in the world I am right now. and I cut. it feels good. my bf though has no idea how to react, he is soo sweet and […]

hey, folks!

if I’m missing some of the finer arts of ortogrphay and grammar, please don`t blame me. i`m no native speaker of english, but joining this forum from overseas.

my point is though, i don`t see any meaning in life. i am not religious, i am an atheist.

i lost my job now twice by the company going ruinous in between twelve months an had a junior-managemt-position both times; also, the search for new employers isn`t working out too well.

and then, to mention also, i`m not one to make a familiy…

so, to put the whole matter in a nutshell, as i was tought would be a good […]

somebody told me the other day, completely randomly – he started asking me why i stopped working on sundays. was it because i didnt get on with the other girl?? no, i didnt want to work then anymore. he then went on to act supprised, “o, cos i dont think [the other girl] likes you very much” because she thinks i’m lazy and unabitious… thats not true, i’ts dish washing!!! who tries that hard anyway??  i made some kind of joke about it to my this other not-very-close-friend on facebook (social network thingy) like (yeah youre not missing me- nither is ____ acording to ____). and then […]

I have always thought since I was a little girl that kindness was a value to defend and to spread all over. Now at 34, I lost my hopes and dreams, I lost the lust to have lust. Feeling like an empty shell. I based my relationships on trust, I was like an open strore where you could get anything for free, because I thought it was the right way to be. Exspecting that people would stop themselves from taking too much at a time. I loved the men I had stories with, like crazy, putting myself aside to help them fullfill their needs and […]

Does anyone have skype that I could talk to? I really need someone. And please, if you’re just going to call 911 or someone and turn me in, don’t bother. You’d be hurting far more than you’d be helping. But if anyone can and they’re online right now, my URL is trippingovercrazy. I don’t have any friends, or I’d go to them.